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I just did the stupidest thing ever. I have never hated myself as much as I do right now.

somehow i always hope this guy texts me so when i check my phone for the first time in a few hours and he didnt text me it’s like a slap in my face

#i made this post like 8 months again and i still purposely do not check my phone for hours #because whenever i pick up my phone it literally hurts so much that he didn't text #honestly i am in a place right now where i don't pick up my phone for 2-4 hours on end #and then i see he didn't text me and i start crying #literally everytime i pick up my phone i cry cause he didn't text #it's been like this for 2 weeks every single day #i am so over it #however this is a different guy than my original post lol #w

sometimes i hate myself so much ohmygod i cant with myself

#i should change everything about me

i’m conflicted. should i start using tinder and meeting up with people?

#i'm in a foreign country for the next 4 monts

hi hello i havent been here for days

RIGHT OKAY so im living in london for half a year, and GUESS WHO MIGHT BE GOING TO TOTTENHAM - REAL MADRID?????????????

#like literally might because my father wants to come over for a football match and i may pick the game so i was like 'we could go to the cha #so i looked and he was able to come that day SO I MIGHT GO TO THE GAME IF I GET TICKETS!!!!#i mean there are tickets left more than enough but now i just have to buy them #YAY

even though i hate him i am disappointed he hasn’t messaged me again

#WHY DO I FUCKING HATE MYSELF LIKE THIS #like i'm over him #but he could just be a nice person and send me a message #to like apologize or something #but whatever he's a dick anyway #n

right so i really really do not like to eat rice, whenever my mom makes rice for dinner she usually makes something else for me because i hate it, but now that i live on my own and need to do the grocery shopping and cooking myself i eat rice like 4 days a week

#its so easy and i cant cook ánd i dont know what to cook #but i still hate it #its so cheap though!!!

ever since i got my drivers license in december i've not gone longer than a week without driving, and now it's been like 3 weeks AND I WANNA GO FOR A DRIVE SO BAD reality is that i'm probably not gonna be in a car until december and that wont even mean im gonna be driving it myself no that will be the first time im gonna be in a car again as a passenger

#because i mean im obviously not gonna get in a car here in london

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okay maybe this is just me but ever get your nails painted, particularly if it’s been awhile, and suddenly feel about a million times more efficient and elegant. like everyday things like texting and typing and driving are like. how together is my life right now? honestly not very but you wouldn’t know that from looking at my nails

#always with driving #with my hand on the steering wheel and the music blasting i feel so fabulous #with the rings on my hands yes i love it

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kinda weird that u can think about someone as much as u want and they have no idea

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i sexted a guy that i shouldnt have lol

#i don't he necessarily liked it #it was also stupid because a little while ago i had a major crush on him #not anymore #but it will come back if i see him #he's in my class #well for now i think i wont see him again because he'll stop this study probably #and he's currently a few thousand miles away #i was so sexually attracted to him i cant #i always wonder if i possibly put too much information on here...#h

right so me and this guy were dating like a month ago and then i told him that i didnt think it would work out because i was going abroad for half a year, but like we’re not over eachother i guess, but he didnt want to talk to me because that would be too difficult because of feelings so he ignored me for a month then on saturday he all of a sudden started talking to me and saying he was done pretending not to care about me, after which he proceeded to tell me he met a girl that day and he regretted not asking her number. so i got mad because i was like ‘so because you didnt get her number you started talking to me?’ And then he got mad and turned it all around on me like it was my fault and then he told me i was waisting his time

#this dude is so not ready for a relationship i cant #like for a month i've been sad about this whole thing missing him and shit #and them saturday morning i finally flicked the switch and i was fine #i was over him #and then saturday evening he started talking to me and he did this so it just confirmed that he's a dick and i'm over him #like why literally why would you tell me about another girl #in what universe did you think i was gonna respond positively???#also if you tell me im waisting your time then dont worry ill never talk to you again #n

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Excuse me, 911, i just witnessed a murder

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HOLY SHIT

#had to think about it for a little

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if you miss someone who does not miss you, or who is no good for you, or is unattainable, take all the love you once felt for them and spread it around other places. put your love in worthwhile people and things, turn the romance in to passions for hobbies or admiration for others- enrich your own life. focus on yourself and those who actively make you happy.

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