The Man They Call(ed) Cayde

[soraenun-archive]

[whaddyasayace]

tired.

[whaddyasayace]

going to lose her. going to lose her. going to lose her

[whaddyasayace]

love and cherish her till the day her heart stops beating. and it will. she’s only human.

[whaddyasayace]

use your son to kill your wife. one bullet, clean through.

[whaddyasayace]

no matter what way i spin it, it don’t end well

[whaddyasayace]

swear i see your ghost every now and again. the lowercase ghost. whatever fragment of light you left behind.

[natureandbeauty]

[whaddyasayace]

i close my eyes, think about what just happened, and i see you there. clapping me on the back. smiling. your eyes are real quiet, you’re thinking a thousand things. always thinking a thousand things. bet you’d be worried -- real dark world out there, how can something this precious stay alive.

but you don’t say it. because you know me. you know i don’t turn my back on a challenge, and i sure as hell don’t lose.

so you’re happy.

[whaddyasayace]

guess what i’m trying to say is. best dawning ever.

[whaddyasayace]

i wish you could meet her, ace. she’s not your mother, never could replace her, but she’s. boy she’s somethin’ incredible.

[whaddyasayace]

fiance.

what are getting yourself into, cayde?

[whaddyasayace]

some days i try hard to believe that ace wasn't just a lie i told myself.

[whaddyasayace]

launching him off the tower would be too easy. me? i’d shoot him once in the chest. just far enough from the heart that he could watch me take something of his. then let him revive in time for me to nearly rip it to shreds.

[whaddyasayace]

i think i forgot his laugh

[whaddyasayace]

i keep seeing him.

[whaddyasayace]

ever since she brought you up, i've been thinking about you.