winter's waking dream.

[whampow]

whampow, an indie and selective comic-based multimuse currently featuring original interpretations mx. freeze, gia francesce, and dr. zelda cohen, as well as some oc's. crossover friendly. penned by ramone. 21+, minors and non roleplay blogs do not interact. est. march 2025.

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CURRENTLY ON HIATUS.

[whampow]

me, looking at my muse list:

[whampow]

guys what if i came back with a new idea

guys hear me out. what if. what if juggaloker

[synthaes]

singin’ in the rain (1952) sentence starters.

it’s no wonder they’re a household name.

we’re just good friends!

we were kids together. we grew up together. we worked together!

dignity. always dignity.

[irritably plays a ragtime piano melody]

[i’m] fit as a fiddle and ready for love!

oh, that’s swell. just swell.

that’s a moot point.

well, that’s funny. i’m busy.

hot-diggity, kids!

can’t a girl get a word in edgewise?

no one’s got that much money.

why don’t you go out now and recite the gettysburg address?

you shouldn’t believe all that banana oil.

there is nothing between us.

there has never been anything between us– just air.

haven’t you heard? she’s irresistible. she told me herself.

i got no glory. i got no fame. i got no big mansions. i got no money. but i got – well, what have i got?

do something, call me a cab!

okay, you’re a cab.

don’t worry, i’m not a criminal!

you’re a famous gangster!

well, thanks for saving my life.

i’d very much like to know whose hospitality i’m enjoying.

we movie stars get the glory, i guess we have to take the little heartaches that go with it.

they just make a lot of dumb show.

you’ll have to wear a beard for that one.

you’re nothing but a shadow on film.

farewell, ethel barrymore!

how did you come, by way of australia?

you gotta show a movie at a party; it’s a hollywood law!

they’ll lose their shirts.

well, if it isn’t ethel barrymore.

all i do is dream of you.

you’re every thought, you’re everything, you’re every song i ever sing.

___, you never looked lovelier!

well, it’s a living.

she’s the first dame who hasn’t fallen for your lines since you were four.

come on now, snap out of it.

the show must go on!

i’m sure we should be as happy as – but are we? no. definitely no. positively no. decidedly no.

make ‘em laugh!

they’ll be standin’ in lines for those old, honky-tonk monkeyshines.

you could study shakespeare and be quite elite.

you could charm the critics and have nothing to eat.

slip on a banana peel, the world’s at your feet!

don’t you know the world wants to laugh?

go out and tell ‘em a joke, but give it plenty of hoke.

[cackles brightly, lengthily, and breathlessly]

why, you rattlesnake, you.

i never heard of anything so low.

i don’t like her half as much as i hate you, you reptile.

i’d rather kiss a tarantula.

i don’t – hey, ___, bring me a tarantula.

at last i can stop suffering and write that symphony!

what can i do but give my heart to you?

gee, i’m glad you turned up. we’ve been looking inside every cake in town!

i’m such a ham.

you sure look lovely in the moonlight.

i’ve laid awake the whole night through.

you were meant for me, and i was meant for you.

nature patterned you, and when she was done, you were all the sweet things rolled up in one.

you’re like a plaintive melody that never lets me free.

the angels must have sent you, and they meant you just for me.

sinful caeser sipped his snifter, seized his knees and sneezed.

moses supposes his toeses are roses, but moses supposes erroneously.

but moses, he knowses, his toeses aren’t roses, as moses supposes his toeses to be.

a rose is a rose, a nose is a nose, a toese is a toese.

hupi-dubi-du!

gee, this is dumb.

well, i can’t make love to a bush!

swell!

i love you, i love you, i love you.

this is a scream.

i’m no actor, i never was. just a lot of dumb show.

well, at least you’re taking it laying down.

or worse still, [you could] go back into vaudeville!

of course. it’s a cinch!

hot dog!

fellas, i feel this is my lucky day.

it’s 1:30 already. it’s morning!

we’ve talked the whole night through.

good mornin’!

it’s great to stay up late.

when the band began to play, the stars were shining bright.

now the milkman’s on his way, it’s too late to say goodnight.

so, good mornin’!

sunbeams will soon shine through.

we’ve gabbed the whole night through!

nothin’ could be grander than to be in louisiana.

might be just as zippy if we was in mississippi!

the pain is gone, the show goes on, and i don’t wanna say goodnight.

she can’t act, she can’t sing, and she can’t dance. a triple threat.

wait a minute. i am just about to be brilliant!

watch my mouth.

enchanting. what are you doing tomorrow?

where i stand, the sun is shining all over the place.

i’m singin’ in the rain; just singin’ in the rain.

what a glorious feeling, i’m happy again.

i’m laughin’ at clouds, so dark above.

the sun’s in my heart, and i’m ready for love.

let the stormy clouds chase everyone from this place.

come on with the rain, i’ve a smile on my face.

i’ll walk down the lane with a happy refrain.

remind me to give you a raise!

hey, ___. give me a raise.

would you dare to say: let’s do the same as they?

i would. would you?

first, we set the stage with a song.

don’t bring a frown to old broadway.

your troubles there, they’re out of style.

gotta dance!

broadway rhythm’s got me.

when i hear that happy beat, i feel like dancin’ down the street.

our love will last until the stars turn cold.

try and understand this: i’m going to marry her.

i once gave you a cigar. can i have it back?

tonight, i’m gonna do my own talking.

you’ve gotta do it, ___. this thing is too big.

you are my lucky star.

i was starstruck!

you are my lucky charms.

i’m lucky in your arms.

you’ve opened heaven’s portal here on earth for this poor mortal. 

[whampow]

good morning all ☀️

I have, in an attempt to start anew on here, cleared out most of my asks from before August. That being said… I’m gonna reblog a few memes throughout the day. Send some if you’d like, I’d love to come back here and write with some fresh stuff!

[whampow]

pops my head in here. hello?

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[whampow]

tldr; hiatus notice. give or take a month.

(pls read if you can, I’ve tried providing a lot of context. if not, that’s chill too.)

hey guys, I wanted to provide a candid update on things. so lately I’ve noticed I’ve developed a bad taste in my mouth / bitterness towards the dc rpc and my mutuals and that’s… not exactly fair to y’all. I am deciding to do what’s best and that means a step back to focus on other things that currently make me happy. I will miss you all and my muses while I am gone, but I also realize it’s more mature to take a break and do things that don’t leave me upset than to keep pretending things are fine or to post vent posts which end up getting deleted.

Side note: My mental health is not great right now BUT… I am seeking help in the form of a new medicine doctor and new therapist. I have only seen my therapist once so far, but I feel we are a great fit already. My medicine doctor is also very attentive and curates things to best help me. I plan to learn coping skills with my new therapist and learn to manage the emotional turbulence I experience frequently.

I think the main issue I have is that I feel like I can’t really speak to many people ooc like I want to develop plots and bonds. I feel I’ve been ghosted quite frequently (which isn’t always out of malice, I understand that!) but I feel awkward doing it now and have pulled back significantly with my efforts, which… has obviously bitten me in the ass because now I feel very lonely and alienated. This feeling drives me away from trying as I have trauma regarding alienation, isolation, and feelings of perceived abandonment. (None of your faults, btw! Just adding context!)

I’ve also noticed the dash is very quiet lately, which is also out of my control. School has started / is starting for many people. Jobs are picking up, like mine has. People are busy! People don’t have time to be here! I fully understand that, as my job has made me quite drained lately and unable to really do much but rest. but uh, realistically? I don’t feel ready to start attempting communication again. I feel twice bitten, once shy from my prior efforts and am still feeling a bit bruised. I understand that people are busy or don’t have spoons to talk often, but I get my hopes and expectations up way too high and end up getting hurt and disappointed in the end. I apologize if I’ve ever come off as abrasive or too much or really anything negative towards y’all. I only want to foster friendships on here, and moving forward, that’s what I’m really looking for. I want friends who I can write with. Friends I can talk to. And if you’re not really looking for that? That’s okay! But I also recommend you hop ship because after my break, I’m gonna attempt to double my efforts on communication and kindling good ooc relationships. I feel my best writing and most fun times come from having a friendly experience with my mutuals.

I plan to check back in on here in a month to see if 1. Activity on the dash has picked back up (because I feel like a busy dash means I get more chances of being seen which equals more engagement which means I feel less left out and less like nobody is seeing anything I post) and 2. If I am ready to come back.

Thank you if you read this. Thank you even more if you are patient with me. I am hoping to return in a healthier state of mind and a heart full of muse and excitement to be here. I will be around on other blogs (and discord), but I think for my dc ones, I really need to just separate myself from them for a bit.

-Ramone ❄️

[freakadot]

a husband or child can be replaced, but WHO CAN GROW ME A NEW BROTHER? // an independent metahuman oc based in the dcu/gunnverse. colored by ashley

[whampow]

good afternoon everybody ☀️

I feel kinda out of it today but hopefully I’ll do something on here, whether it’s ic writing or working on bios and stuff 🙏

[whampow]

good morning everyone ☀️

i miss gia so badddd, i've been thinking about her a lot ngl. like for some memes from her??