Hiyo~~~~~ Welcome to the place I throw stuff that I'm super embarrassed about. Mostly just some thoughts, ficlets, smut, and other nsfw stuff. Just be warned. All triggers are tagged.
I really want to write about Tyâs original s/oâs or people she used while she was in aggro mean eldritch horror mode but all thatâs coming out of my drained brain is Holly, Eulia, and Ty being engrossed in watching sinclair watching a cheap street magician, and being as entertained as actual babies would be.Â
Theyâve gone hiking because eulia told them about a nice hot spring heated by a vein of lava underground, but when they get there, no one wants to get in cause itâs literally on the lip of a volcano.
Holly pretends to be priestly and holier than thou, loves blood just as much as the rest of them, but jumps when sinclair makes an airhorn noise with his phone.Â
edit: Holly is also anti-scaley, which makes him untrustworthy.
I donât know a lot about kancolle but I love the designs of the abyssal fleet/the bosses so much (and some of these are their summer versions). I just love deep sea/scary sea monster + danger cute girl aesthetic (+ mouths)
My Mermay trade with Ryunn that I had a lot of fun with ////
Ryunn saved a merman, Tomix, from some poachers and is slowly helping him become healthy enough to return to sea. Thatâs the last thing on his mind at the moment.
Curling his tail on the towels Ryunn laid out for him, Tomix winced as the tubâs legs screeched on the old wooden flooring. His hostâs black housecat scurried under one of the towels, waiting for the chore to be over before it had even started.
âAndâ There!â Ryunn made a laborious shove against her slipper bathtub, managing to slide it out of the bathroom. Even if it wasnât currently filled with water and 200 pounds of merman, the basin was horrendously heavy. Its cast iron legs were scratching marks into the floor, and Tomix didnât know that humans were concerned about that sort of thing.
âWhat if you looped some rope to those stubs in the front and have me tug from the front?â Tomix said, rather than squirm uncomfortably over being a burden. âBut Iâm surprised you canât throw it over your shoulder after lugging me all the way to your den.â
âOh?â Ryunn stopped panting over her knees, glancing at the handsome merman. His tail was swishing in time with Hadesâ, still missing scales from his ordeal. âThat, was definitely different,â She tightened her hair tie, gripping the lips of the tub again. âI actually had to bring bricks up one by one to fix a wall, but with youââ Ryunn hesitated, glancing at the angry red criss-crossing marks on Tomixâs tail. ââAhaâŚwho knew when those poachers would come back.â
Tomix remembered those scarred hands, and cruel hooks well. They ripped him from the sea long with so many other merpeople that would never find home.
Laid out on deck, under the harsh light, Tomix was crushed below a writhing mass of bodies. The other merpeople thrashed and cried out. For hours they fought and fought against the netting holding them down but eventually, the struggling became weaker. Screams became dry croaks, and by the time the sun was hovering over the horizon, Tomix stopped hearing tails banging on the scratchy wood.
Though his throat was parched, body too heavy and aching to move, he was the last one alive. Perhaps the shade from the other merpeople piled on top of Tomix had saved him from drying out.
Barely breathing, he had been dumped into a net of his own, left to dangle from a tree when the poacherâs ship reached the coast. Hanging there, among the corpses of his brethren, the sharp netting bit into his skin. Blood dripped from the bare patches on his tail where deep purple scales used to glitter.
But, Tomix could still move. He wasnât allowed to give up unless he wrung every little bit of life out of his cursed body.
The merman raised a shivering hand, reaching out to the knot that kept his net stuck to the tree. Hearing a gasp, Tomix hugged his hand to his chest, knowing that he had been found out.
Heart pounding out its last beats in his strained chest, Tomix pictured a poacher cutting him down and slicing him open from neck to tail. Rather than slamming on the ground, his net was slowly lowered and softer hands carefully rolled him on his back.
It was too bright to see who had him at their mercy and Tomixâs eyes were gummy, close to shutting forever. The voice above him whispered something urgently, cupping his face and leaning over him until their shadow shaded him from the glare of the sun.
âDonât go! Keep your eyes open!â They pleaded, gently coaxing him awake, running their thumb over his cheek.
Their voice lead him back, and Tomix saw how blue her eyes were. They were the ocean on a happier day, framed by soft white hair that fell over the merman like the violet wisteria tree that grew on the cliff by his home.
His saviorâs lips set in a determined line and with great care and strength, slung them on to her back before running deep into the woods. The outlines of the other merpeople disappeared in the foliage, becoming ghosts left to haunt Tomixâs memories.
They were move vivid than the stumbles in the woods, or the shaky steps up creaky stairs that had become sprinkled in his scales. But nothing, not even the reviving splash of cool sea water dumped into his tub felt like a dream, compared to the name that would live with Tomix for the rest of his life.
âIâm Ryunn,â His savior had introduced herself, having already bandaged the worst of his injuries. Ryunn smiled at him, clinging to the edge of the tub where Tomix rested his head. He couldnât help but smile back.
Back in the present, Hades placed a firm paw on a patch of gauze Ryunn had taped to the side of Tomixâs hip. Underneath, the angry red angular pattern left by the poachersâ net shone through the bandage. Those marks had carved themselves all over Tomixâs body. Some were still healing, swathed in ointment and cloth, but the scars on his arms were likely here to stay.
âOh Hades, careful!â Ryunn came over, scooping the black cat into her arms.
âItâs alright, the sting is mostly gone,â Tomix said, happy that Hades had lured his owner closer. âSee?â He curled his tail. âDoesnât hurt to move.â
Ryunn saw flecks of scales on the towels, and some of the cuts were still seeping from his wounds. Ruefully, Ryunn dipped her chin.
âDid I ruin your towels?â Tomix asked, quickly flattening his tail. He was still unsure about humans. Some hunted merpeople and others ran from them. Ryunn was kind but there was a painful flicker in Tomixâs heart that made him wonder if she was repulsed by his scales.
âI think youâre making them prettier,â The corners of her mouth lifted slightly, kneeling to reach towards Tomix. His tail stiffened, anticipating her touch, and slowly loosened, disappointed to see Ryunn curl her fingers to halt her curiosity. âWas that an insensitive? That was insensitive.â She concluded.
Pretending to tuck his tail into a more comfortable position, Tomix pressed his tail to her knuckles. His scales were cool on Ryunnâs skin, sending a small shiver down her back.
âMy father doesnât visit often anymore, and when he did, it was while I was away,â Tomix began, noticing that in the time he had taken to reminisce on his ordeal, Ryunn had shoved most of the tub into her bedroom. âThe last time I saw him, I remember shaking his head at how I barely fit in with my siblings,â He said, remembering Katia and Danyelâs bright red tails. âNo, I donât fit in anymore, and my father didnât say a word.â
As Ryunnâs stomach turned at the idea of a parent treating their own son that way, Tomix reached for her wrist, and decided to give Hades a respectful pet instead.
âI want to hear what you have on your mind.â He said, too busy watching Hades bat at his hand to see Ryunnâs cheeks lighting up.
Her gaze darting around the room, Ryunn tried to find a way to excuse her reaction, quickly finding the salves she had resting on the second floorâs railing.
âRight, I need to hurry and get you in the tub.â She gently took Hades off of her lap, and went to grab the medicine. It would take a long time for Tomix to heal with the ointments having to be repeatedly reapplied along with fresh bandages. The water kept washing it off but the merman needed to be submerged to survive. Having him right next to her bed made it easier to get that done in the middle of the night.
Ryunn thought it was selfish to focus on anything other than nursing the merman back to health. It wasnât right to expect Tomix to accept her affections when he was stuck. Besides, Tomix probably thought her legs were strange compared to his vibrant tail.
âDonât worry, filling it wonât take long.â She promised, hurrying into the bathroom to fill the buckets she gathered. Tomix tilted his head at her, absentmindedly rocking slightly from side to side, watching her run and skip over the streaks on the floor.Â
At first, Tomix had been excited at the idea of being in Ryunnâs room.
Katia had always chased Tomix out of her corner of the den, yelling at him, and yelling at Danyel despite him being nowhere near the scene of the offence. Maybe she had a lot of treasure from the surface she had hidden away, and Tomix had expected the same with Ryunnâs bedroom.
Except she seemed to have just moved in. Most of the furniture had already been in the run-down home when she arrived. Still, there was already a touch of her in the bare-walled room. The prettiest cups she had were filled with wildflowers sitting on a scratched-up dresser. Books were stacked neatly on the floor, waiting for their shelves to be ready, and photos of Ryunnâs parents holding her as a baby was placed by Hadesâ bed, on top of a small desk right next to the bed.
Tomix was the kind to be impatient over unimportant details but he had scanned the room one, two, three, five, ten times, wondering about everything Ryunn had.
Then, all of that fell right out of his skull when Ryunn decided to turn in for the night. She removed her paint stained clothes, leaving a tight white camisole and panties that made Tomix sink into his green tinted bathwater. He couldnât quite get his eyes quite past the lip of the tub, however, spying at over at Ryunn climbing under her blanket.
âDonât be afraid to wake me up if you feel uncomfortable. Go ahead and splash me from there, I donât mind,â She paused for a moment, noticing his sheepish behavior. âAre you feeling well?â
âJust sleepy,â Tomix said quickly, sinking deeper into the tub. âAhâŚhave a good night.â
âOh,â Ryunn laid her head on her pillow. âGood night then.â
The windows were open on the warm summer night, and Tomix saw the moon coming into view in the distance. Ryunnâs breathing had slowed, and he knew that she had drifted off.
At his side of the bedroom, Tomix was wide awake, tail jerking in surprise at Ryunn rolling over in her sleep. Her blanket had been kicked off her legs, and had fallen off of her back. Â
Compared to a mermaidâs tail, Ryunnâs legs looked so soft and fragile, splayed on her side. Her silky skin were marked with smaller cuts from running through the brambles with Tomix on her back. He couldnât believe that she managed him with such delicate ankles that could easily fit in his hands.
Tomix dug his nails into his palms, carving crescents deeper into them when he noticed the narrow expanse of her back. It made him sigh, thinking of running his fingers down the gentle curve of her spine, all the way down to her hips.
That was the worst part; the part that made his throat dry. Merpeopleâs bodies didnât split into legs, which meant they didnât have the soft thighs that were peeking out of her panties. That put humans at a lot of risk, didnât it? Anyone, including Tomix, could just reach out and pull those maddening slips of fabric aside.
Burying his face deep into his hands, unable to chase away thoughts of Ryunn shyly pulling them away for him.
Ryunn turned over and Tomix thought that she had woken up and he was done for. Her lids stayed closed, but Tomix was still going to die.
The bottom of Ryunnâs camisole had ridden up here chest, showing the soft pillowy underside of her breasts. A jolt of pure heat shot to the back of his skull, thinking of himself tugging the shirt free. It was close to already; Tomix could see Ryunnâs cute pink nipples just hiding in her crumpled clothes.
Roughly flipping on to his stomach, Tomix wanted to take care of the need boiling in his stomach before Ryunn could wake up. The huge splash he made was loud enough that Ryunn sat bold upright from the noise.
âTomix?â She rubbed her eyes, catching sight of the mermanâs blanched expression when he lifted his head.
âNothingâs wrong,â He blurted without waiting for Ryunn to ask. âIâm a toss and turner. Sorry about waking you after working you so hard today.â
âThatâs alright,â Ryunn yawned, stretching her arms. Her camisole lifted, showing her belly, and Tomix was mortified that even a sliver made the pressure in his groin heavier. âI should replace your bandages while weâre up.â
âIâm not in pain so you donât need to make yourself get up.â He murmured, not sure of what heâd do if she did come over. Bending his tail, he hugged the sensitive space on his lap to his stomach, keeping his gaze trained on his tail when Ryunn reached for him.
In her dreamy state, Ryunnâs hand wandered to Tomixâs lovely scales instead of the bandages. They were cool to the touch, smooth like glassy gems and a darker purple in the shade of night, smoother than the deepest wines. It was a wonder how they didnât shatter when Tomix moved, bending lithely with his body.
Closing his hand over Ryunnâs wrist, Tomix pulled it lower down his tail, resting his forehead in the crook of her neck when she began to apologize.
âThe bandages can wait.â He whispered, grasping desperately on the burst of confidence that came with Ryunnâs wandering hand. Her neck was warm, growing hotter at the small kiss Tomix left on her pulse.
Breath hitching, Ryunn swallowed to keep her head together.
âI feel like I might be taking advantage of you.â She trailed off, remembering the beautiful scales sewn into fabrics sold in wagons passing through her hometown. Far from the sea, Ryunn hadnât known they had been ripped from someone like Tomix.
Wanting to touch them now, to touch Tomix now, felt like she was as perverse as those awful poachers.
âYou might say the same thingsââ The merman grasped her hand and cupped his chin with her slender fingers, sensing Ryunnâs thoughts from the confliction in her creased brow. ââbut you look at me differently. You feel different,â He reached up to slip a hand behind her neck. âYou feel good.â
Ryunn turned her head, meaning to face him, and their lips brushed. The sharp spark between their small touch shoved them both over the edge. Pent up for days, the first kiss was made of crushed lips, clashing teeth, and greedy arms. Tomix pulled on Ryunn until she was slipping into the tub and she tiled his chin higher, needing to feel more of him.
Feet lifting off the ground, Ryunn felt Tomix guiding her hips over the threshold, and the shock of entering the cool water made her gasp.
Goosebumps lifting on her skin, Ryunnâs back straightened and she gripped Tomixâs shoulder to regain her balance. The front of her camisole had grazed the water, and it stuck to the pretty curves of her stomach and breasts. With Ryunn straddling Tomixâs tail, he could see her cute pink nipples standing under the thin fabric of her sleepwear.
Tensing his core, the merman fought to keep his erection from emerging out of his folds.
Laughing nervously, Ryunn remembered that she was sitting on his wounds.
âA-are you in pain?â
âNo.â Tomix lied. There was some aching from the weight on his bandaged cuts but his foremost worry was the painful tightness in his groin from keeping them hidden.
Yes, them. The merman had almost forgotten about it and how he had no idea if they resembled a human manâsâŚ.âthem.â
Underestimating how slippery Tomixâs tail was, Ryunn loosened her grip on the merman and fell flat on him. Her nipples dragged across his chest, and Tomix forgot what he was worrying about. He hugged her and kissed her wind-kissed cheek, arching his back to get even closer.
âCould I touch you?â He pleaded, words breathy from the heat rising in his core.
Biting her lip, struggling with that last bit of anxiety, Ryunn rolled up her camisole. Tomix began squeezing and kneading her perky, smooth breasts before she had the chance to get the piece of cloth off.
âTomix!â Ryunn moaned urgently, holding his wrists as he worked her down.
He rolled her nipples between his fingers, flicking and pushing at them out of an intense fixation rather that with deliberate intent. Tomix leaned in to kiss them, licking, and sucking on her sweet skin, touched with the slight tang of the saltwater bath, continuing to rub the other under his palm as Ryunnâs heart pounded.
âMmm,â Tomixâs hum vibrated against her chest, and he looked up at her hazy, almost dizzy expression. He released her breast from his mouth with a wet smack, causing her to jump at the intentionally teasing noise. âRyunn, youâre beautiful,â He sighed, watching Ryunnâs half lidded eyes widen. âItâs true.â He laid back in the tub, sliding his fingers down to her hips.
Her panties, wet from the bath, clung to her groin. Humans, especially Ryunn, seemed so vulnerable hiding their tender flesh under the thin confines of their fabrics. Tomix only had to brush his thumb down the slit, and it parted under Ryunnâs panties.
Ryunn inhaled sharply, involuntarily grinding on his fingers as her clit became more pronounced in the cotton fabric. Tomix teased out more soft noises, rubbing Ryunn between his thumb and forefinger. It was similar to touching mermaids but the most tantalizing part was how Ryunn couldnât hide how aroused she was.
Pushing her panties aside, Tomix pressed his thumbs against Ryunnâs lips and pushed them apart. Her folds were as rosy as her nipples, giving way when Tomix slipped a finger into her, following her hips up when they lifted at the shock of the cool intrusion.
He continued to push his finger in and out of Ryunn, adding another when she tightened harder around him. Again, thumbing her folds further apart wasnât to make Ryunn shudder harder but out of Tomixâs need to see and feel more of her. Holding her palms over her lips, giving a slow moan at his scissoring fingers, she couldnât quite stop herself from dripping on to Tomixâs stomach.
Not being able to take holding back any longer, the merman exhaled. The tip of his erection emerged, a darker purple than the scales around his waist, followed by a second that curled over his belly. They were ribbed, meant to keep a mermaid seated and stuck lest the current carry them away.
The larger the ridges, the more desirable a merman. Tomixâs had three close to each of the tips, being a lighter purple from the stretched and swollen skin, aching badly from being kept sheathed.
For a moment, Tomixâs heart flew into his throat. Ryunn stared at them, leg twitching when one of them grazed her, leaving a dark streak on her inner thigh. He expected her to crawl out of the tub, throw a towel on, and leave him to ashamedly take care of them himself. Tomix wouldnât blame her, and try to go back to being avoided without wanting to crawl out of his skin.
Ryunn reached down, thumb brushing over the slit at his tip. He almost came right there, thrusting himself into her palm. The wet and sticky sensation shot blood up to Ryunnâs face, stomach churning at how the velvety foreskin stuck to her hand like a softer velcro.
âW-will you be okay?â Ryunn stuttered, half-hiding behind her other hand. She had noticed Tomixâs bandages falling off, his scabbed over cuts seeping somewhat into the bath.
The merman couldnât care less.
âI just need you,â Tomix lifted his hips, entranced by her gaze. His fingers retreated, keeping Ryunnâs pussy spread as she slowly lowered her hips. âPlease.â
She began to take him in, the tip of his lower erection kissing her flushed lips as she gripped the ridges of his second. It stuck to Ryunn, her neck arching as she winced from the first ring prodding at her entrance. Gasping at the obscene pop it made breaching the threshold, Ryunnâs lip twitched, feeling like she was boiling inside, stretched as far as she could go.
Tomix had been gripping the edges of the tub to keep himself from ramming his hips snug to Ryunnâs, her gripping heat. Nerves strung to their limits, Tomixâs tail curled and the second ridge drove into her.
The mermanâs name came out as a high pitched squeak, Ryunnâs back shivering at the sensation of the ridges flexing inside her walls. Closing his hands over her wrists, Tomix sat up and Ryunn leaned down to meet him.
Completely taken by the movement, Tomix felt Ryunnâs lips quiver at the third ridge. Her long white hair draped over Tomixâs shoulder, and she kissed him urgently as he held her for dear life.
Their hips ground against each otherâs, and Ryunnâs clit rubbed over the ridges of Tomixâs second erection as the ridges inside her raked her completely oversensitized walls with their blunt edges. Their sex rolled on, making the legs screech on the floor and splashing water out until it was only filled up to Ryunnâs stomach when it used to reach her shoulders.
Their kiss had broke out of the need for air. Ryunnâs throat releasing short cries as her pussy clenched and tugged on Tomixâs stiff ridges. He was gritting his teeth, whispering Ryunnâs name and tangling is fingers in her hair, dotting kisses on her cheek when he could. Pent up fluids leaked from Ryunnâs pussy, completely stuffed with nothing left to give.
Rearing his hips farther back, Ryunn let out a sharp âAh!â at the third ridge being wrenched out of her, and slammed back in. She came hard, shivering around Tomix as he sped up, hissing at the effort to catch up to her.
Then, he twisted himself into Ryunn as far as she could, cumming deep and warm inside. His second erection spurting on to his stomach and Ryunnâs breasts.
Spent and exhausted, Tomix lifted the end of his tail and slipped to the tubâs bottom. He floated in the water, balancing Ryunn on top of him. They laid there for a while, basing in each otherâs warmth. Tomix would have dozed right off but Ryunn blew out slowly, pushing off of the floor of the tub.
She stood, legs flecked with Tomixâs dusky scales. His ridges had become softer and she could gently pull his cock out of her with only a little trouble. The tip slipped out of Ryunn and the cum it had kept trapped gushed out on top of it.
Ryunnâs cheeks lit up, embarrassed by the mess on her breasts and the one that had poured out of her, but Tomix was wide awake. He had to cover his cocks with his hands or else Ryunn would noticed them hardening again.
âThis, might not have been good for you,â Ryunn said, sheepish and biting her lip. The tips of her ears were bright red, and Tomix could see it after he brushed her hair behind them. Something to think about for next time, and maybe the time after that. âLook, I ruined all of your bandages and ohâŚâ She splayed her palm on Tomixâs sticky stomach, running them up his chest to a patch of bleeding scratches.
Tomix caught her hand before they made it, lifting her knuckles to his lips.
âIâll live.â He smiled at her, pulling her arm over his shoulder until they were embracing. âIâll definitely live.â