I don’t feel lonely at all, I just miss you a lot. You’re just that special. I miss your voice, hearing about the things that you are passionate about, just being there. All your silly little pranks, mimics, clumsiness.I miss hearing you laugh and cheering up after you have felt down. Not in an obssesive-possesive-creepy way at all. I’m not trying to make you feel bad, or think twice about moving on because you decide what’s best for you. Nothing in the world should influence your way of thinking and your personal decisions. This is just how I feel about things. It’s hard, it really is, and it feels like there’s just a void in my heart. And I’m sure not a single Taylor Swift or Drake’s song could fix that, not even an album. Things just feel so empty and emotionless without you. And I’m sorry if this counts as talking to you, although I promised you not to be a bother anymore. It could even be disturbing to just go through my blog and see my recent posts, but I’m sorry, I just can’t fool the feelings for you. And if I’m not honest against myself, how can I ask for honesty in return. It hasn’t been easy, and knowing that I somehow ruined your life doesn’t make things easier at all. I hope that even if the slightest portion of you misses me too. I will never turn my back towards you, love you till we both become dust. Always here for you.
