what's an obsession

whatsanapocalae's fandom blog! I'm an adult! I'm proship/darkship! I use he/him pronouns! I'm obsessed with Dragon Age 2, specifically fenders, and Bloodymary! I block minors on sight!

[whatsanobsession]

INTRO POST

Finally making one of these! Hi! I'm Worm! I'm a silly little guy who can make horny content out of ANYTHING! I love dark taboo stuff so much so hit that block button if you don't like it! I have chronic fatigue and get overwhelmed by communication but I do also LOVE talking to people. My asks are open and if you want to talk to me about anything Dragon Age/horny please feel free too!

You can find me here:

@whatsanap: personal art, writing, venting, all the things

@whatsanapocalae2: you know... the naughty stuff

@whatsawhumpocalae: whump

About me:

Age: Adult

Pronouns: he/him

Ao3: whatsanapocalae

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Bluesky: wankaworm

Twitch: whatsanapocalae

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I am proship, which means that I believe that fiction is separate from reality and no one should be harassed for what they like in fiction. I do, however, like the very dark and taboo as well, including: incest, underage, noncon, necro, and zoo, as long as that is ONLY in fiction. I also like tagging things, so you can mute terms in order to not see these things.

I am married so any sort of irl horny chatting must go through them first and I won't go very far.

My current fandoms are: Dragon Age, Devil May Cry, Amnesia the Dark Descent, and Silent Hill.

[whatsanobsession]

i only care about your Coltland twins aus if one of them is getting drugged up and raped, sorry

[marchescapade]

[alliumdarling]

simon should be weird about blood. he hates it. he craves it. the blood ocean was a horrid, hellish place. grace has cut his palm on something, and that is doing awful, awful things for simon he didn't know it could do. if he asked nicely, could he bite grace and get a mouthful? no, he can't, he shouldn't. there's something wrong with him. he kind of wants to know more about this part of himself.

[frikadeller]

Autumn is coming.

[spicyshimmy-blog]

Merrill would’ve been spring; Isabela was all summer. Aveline was the hard edge and the blow of winter, but Anders was the falling leaf, light on the air, buffeted by wind. To the untrained eye, it might look like one lost feather trying, on its own, to fly. 

But even the pauldrons he’d sewn for himself years ago hadn’t been the wings he was looking for. 

‘Now what do you suppose he’s thinking about, Hawke?’ Varric asked. 

‘Composing a short story, are you?’ Hawke replied. ‘I’d think you’ve been inside his head more than I have. …What do you suppose he’s thinking about, Varric?’

‘Falling leaves,’ Varric said. 

‘Fluffy kittens,’ Hawke replied. 

‘Burning towers.’

‘Ropes made of senior enchanters’ voluminous smallclothes.’ 

‘Deep water.’

‘Deep Roads.’ 

‘Fireballs.’

‘My balls.’

‘Dusty taprooms and abandoned barns,’ Varric said. ‘Electricity tricks. Lost opportunities. Last chances. Maybe, even, the look in your eyes when you think I don’t know exactly what you’re thinking about.’

‘I’m easy, Varric,’ Hawke replied. ‘I only ever think about one thing.’ 

‘You only ever think with one thing.’ Varric sighed. ‘And there’s a difference.’

Bandages worn fine and soft and thin with time. Dry grass and brittle branches like broken bones. The tops of the trees reaching to the sky. Over and over, they followed their cycles, bark paling and peeling with frost, until the sun stayed longer above the dappled leaves. The ache of what came from down below stretched taut against what called from above. The peace, the prayer, and the whorls in the tree-trunk. The sound the leaves made, whispers of regret and gratitude, sorrow and joy, when they fell. A few of them stuck between the feathers, until you couldn’t tell the difference anymore. 

*

His eyes didn’t have to be open to feel the sunlight, a strong oak between his shoulders like Hawke’s chest at his back, and the grip of Varric’s big hand as he shook him awake. ‘Blondie,’ he’d say, ‘it’s time to keep moving.’ 

And the breeze picked up, scattering dry leaves in brief flight, skittering higher and higher above the ground. 

He’d been dreaming, he thought. But he couldn’t remember what it was about—and anyway, he was awake again now. 

[storytellering]

Crumbling flesh and feelings.

[sunbleachedbitch]

And for the blonde man, perhaps some torture?

[whatsanap]

The Aasimar I designed for the DnD one off I'm going to be running in June. It's name is Hank! I still need to make a commission sheet for this art style now that the sale is over.

[lethendralis-paints]

It's been too long, my precious!

[swuisk]

I’ll reblog when I finally digitally line and color it lol

[swuisk]

I did it. I want you guys to know that getting this many notifications on tumblr is the most terrifying experience of my week.

[whatsanap]

I Do Not Want What I Cannot Have

Dorian's apprenticeship under Gereon Alexius is something that he will do anything to keep, anything. He plans to sleep with the man, does everything in his power to, but there's someone else working for the Patriar that is stealing the attention, a boy named Felix. Rivalry because concern, becomes truth, becomes friendship, and Dorian hates the idea that he could want something with Felix that would ruin all they've ever been with one another.

“I was twelve when my father last hugged me and thirteen when my mother did.” Felix, carefully, slowly, got up from his seat, turning towards Dorian. “Not all of us need coddling.” “It’s not coddling,” Felix argued, though it could hardly be called that for how gentle it was. He came closer to Dorian, hands open at his sides. “We need to be touched, platonically, familially, in all manners of ways.” Dorian didn’t move. He was rarely afraid, nervous, certainly, but not afraid. But Felix came to him and he wrapped his arms around Dorian’s shoulders, hands on his back, and Dorian was so still and stiff and awkward, he just wanted it to end, he wanted Felix to kiss him, take him to bed, shove him down and shove into him, because that would stop this. “Shhh, just relax,” Felix said. Dorian exhaled. He tried, he really did try. And then his hands were in the loose cottons of Felix’s robes, his face in Felix’s shoulder, an awful, unbecoming sound coming out of him, out of his solar plexus, out of his throat, out of his heart, out of his soul. He wanted to push and pull, push his body into Felix’s, pull Felix around him like a cocoon. He wanted to be buried in the weight and heat of this boy. He wanted to be smothered in skin and blood and bone. He wanted to rip Felix open and climb into his ribcage. He was being held. He wanted to be held. He wanted to be squeezed. He wanted to be naked and for this touch to burn lines into him so that he could always remember how it felt.

[darantha]

Grey Warden Anders for this week’s Patreon poll sketch :D

Continuing my “my warden is from the Circle and I can’t picture her reinforcing any sort of dresscodes outside of the general Warden colours and ‘as long as you’re protected’“ streak with the Warden characters’ gear.

[trashmancer]

Wanted to experiment with a limited color palette 🎨

[whatsanobsession]

do you have any hcs on which companions would love breeding/being bred?

I'm back from vacation and, apparently, very chatty, so I guess now is as good a time as any to answer this. Let's gooooooo!

Origins

Alistair - this is an awkward teen virgin who just got the excellent news that he's infertile AND can have three days of marathon sex. He is cumming in any hole he can, once he gets over his nerves, in and on, messy, all over. He's a lot more nervous about being bred than he is the breeding

Leliana - Leliana has no interest in breeding anyone and men are only allowed to spill on her, not inside. But girls? Oh, girls can hold her down and breed her until she can't stop shaking and spilling their seed. She looooooves getting bred by girls, talking about getting knocked up and everything, she doesn't care if its real or a strap either.

Morrigan - No. She thinks it's disgusting, barbaric. I'd go so far as to say, aside from her ritual, she's not super into sex in general for fear of the results (being like her mother or creating a new host for Flemyth)

Oghren - 100% this man has a breeding kink and it's the worst kind. He's the type to stealth or poke holes in the condom, he's the kind to tell whoever he's fucking how good they're going to look full of his seed, the type to pull their hole open to make sure it all got deep in there. No one can breed him though, he doesn't even know that it would be possible for a man to bottom.

Shale - Pretty sure she's aroace, she was super grossed out just talking to Zevran about seeing people have sex

Sten - it's not a kink but it's something that he does. That is the point of semen, is it not? He has casual sex, because that is what his body wants, that is all

Wynn - I think that being a woman in Kinloch Hold who had a child that she never met kind of turned her off the whole "breeding kink" thing

Zevran - Zevran wants to be bred. He wants to push someone's cum out of him and finger it back in. He loves making a show of it. He's not so much a fan of breeding others, but he loves to mark them up, cum all over their chest, face, onto their holes. He pouts when they clean themself off.

Awakening

Anders - Yes! Yes! Can he bred up right now? Breeding is such a nice way to connect, really build strong bonds! And, since he's a Grey Warden, he's infertile AND as a healer he can detect STIs early, so breeding anyone and everyone who will have him (it has nothing to do with being held during/after sex, he promises!)

Justice - His dick fell off and also, that's gross and has nothing to do with justice

Nathaniel - I don't think so? Like, he's cumming inside and there's no want to stop him, but he's not being kinky about it.

Oghren - same as Origins

Sigrun - Similar to Leliana, she's into it when it's a woman. She doesn't have much use for men.

Velanna - Velanna will not be fucked. She is a top and there is no changing that. And she will breed up another girl, tell them how good they are for taking her seed, as if there was any question that they would. She's not doing anything sly, she's just expecting her partner to accept her cum and they do.

Dragon Age 2

Anders - please. Please, this man needs to be bred. He needs to be held down and filled up with cum. He needs to be ridden until he lets go and begs to breed his partner up. He needs to be touched and loved and allowed to cum. He swears it's safe and he's right about it. He's definitely the type to wear a plug after he's been bred too, just to keep a reminder for as long as he can.

Aveline - she has no time for the side effects, she doesn't want to risk the consequences. She loves a good medieval condom

Fenris - Soooooo I have a headcanon here that Fenris was used for breeding up slaves for Danarius because he was strong enough to survive the branding and Danarius wants more slaves like him so no. 100% no. It's triggering for him, to even try to breed someone or use that kind of language. He doesn't care, one way or the other, if someone tries to breed him

Isabela - She's all talk in this regard. She loves to see how into it her partner gets when she starts the breeding talk. She's actually very in tune to her ovulation cycle and makes sure that there is no chance for a mistake. She's more into it if she's the top but still, it's more about her partner's reaction.

Merrill - Girls can breed her! Monsters can breed her! Boys are okay. It's only with men that she wants to top to completion though and she thinks its really funny to talk about them being mommies for her.

Sebastian - this man gets so stupid and cringey when he's getting bred up. He took a vow of celibacy, he can't cum, he can't even top, not with his cock, so when he's getting bent over and fucked he's absolutely drooling and crying and overwhelmed. He loves getting bred up so much and the mess played with after.

Varric - Varric is only into oral sex but he might talk about breeding a throat

Inquisition

Blackwall - Yes, but only with women and he's serious about it. He's doing this because he wants to be a father again.

Cassandra - Yes, but only if it's in the floral language of a romance novel. She will not breed anyone though, she is a pillow princess

Cole - I don't think it would be kinky no matter what he did about it. I think the way he talks about it would just make things uncomfortable. But gag him, put a hand around his throat, and whisper about how real and full and tangible he's going to feel with a belly full of cum might make him cum early.

Dorian - YES. He wants to be filled up. He wants to fill up others. He loves the look of his semen dripping down a man's balls. He loves the look and feel of cum on his pretty skin, but it being inside of him makes him feel so connected and owned!

Iron Bull - This man will play with any kink, breeding or not. He mostly adores it when he knows his partner is into it, when he can play them like an instrument. A partner with a breeding kink that claims they don't have one and he gets to "force" it, just to see the relief when they realize how safe they are with him? Perfect.

Sera - she's going to talk about breeding her partner while scissoring. She's going to talk about it openly, plainly. It doesn't amount to anything and if her girlfriend has a cock she's super not into it, but she's going to play with it anyway.

Solas - This man has no kinks. He's deadly serious about it. When he cums inside he just kind of falls apart, all muscle relaxing, and the look, the feeling, is enough to let him do that every time.

Vivienne - No. Not even if it's fake. Hell, her partner would be lucky to have an orgasm at all with her. It's amazing.

[sammakesart]

commission for one of my patrons over on patreon of Hawke and Fenris enjoying a quiet night in together post DA 2 💕

[whatsanobsession]

Simon having murmured in his sleep the names Convict and Butcher and Grace easily figuring out that those are Simon but he doesn't bring it up, not until a really bad night in which neither of them can sleep and Simon is being extremely pathetic and self depreciating. Grace chances asking for a bedtime story, a happy one, and when Simon admits he doesn't remember any happy ones, Grace just smiles and says "can you tell me a story about The Butcher and The Convict then? They were your friends, right?" Simon starts to panic. He doesn't want to lie to Grace and pretend that he wasn't these horrible things but he has no desire to lose Grace by telling him about them. But Grace just keeps going. "I know you were in a bad place, Simon, I know it was hard, but they did their best, didn't they? Kept you as safe as they could?" And they did, really, even as other aspects of himself, so yeah, Simon makes up a bedtime story for Grace, where the names he hated for himself are his friends, and he finds a way to love them

[nightjar-art]

He looks like he's wearing a track suit. 😄