When Can I Cum

NSFW. 21+. 40s Male USA

[whatsnext013]

I used to fantasize about having time. Now I’ve got all the time in the world and I’m miserable.

I feel like giving up.

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New Fantasy Unlocked.

My wife’s cousin confided in me that she wants to get pregnant as her biological clock is ticking. She seems to be on good terms with her current bf but it hasn’t always been that way.

So I got a fantasy that they break up and she’s distraught that she’s never going to have the kid. Then she gets the idea that since I wanted another one too and my wife doesn’t, maybe we should have a kid together.

Maybe we keep it on the low, or maybe she somehow gets my wife’s approval, but we end up regularly have sex. Knocking up her hot cousin for the sole purpose of breeding is 🔥 to me. Now I can’t unthink it.

I’m gonna be so disappointed when she actually gets pregnant without my involvement. But it’s nice to dream…. 🥵

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I’d kill for some intellectual conversation right about now. I’m starved. 😖

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Still waiting. 😩

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I’d kill for some intellectual conversation right about now. I’m starved. 😖

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Why’d my job lay off a bunch of people including me then start posting job openings less than two months later? WTF. It’s not “nobody wants to work anymore” it’s companies treating their employees like 💩

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Getting older is being horny but being too tired to wanna do anything about it. Sucks.

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I feel like a person between worlds. Not in the present but the past and the future. Not old and not young. Married but alone. Have friends but never see them. Always laughing and always sad. No job but always stressed. Useless to everyone but always tired. Feeling sorry for myself but everyone else has it worse.

How can this end well? How does this end?

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Have you ever been up late at night and wanting to talk to a specific person but you’re really not supposed to be talking to that person like that even if it is innocent? Then you see they are online at the same time.

You’re both awake in the middle of the night and on your phones and you wonder if they want to reach out to you but they think it would be awkward.

So you both sit alone in the middle of the night wishing you had someone to talk to. Then you see they go offline.

And the world seems so lonely.

[whatsnext013]

In a mood. I have almost everything I’ve ever wanted. And I’m depressed. WTF is wrong with me??

[goddessrayven3e]

Where are my pussyfree boys at ?

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Been edging for an hour. Please someone tell me to stop before I accidentally push myself over the edge

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After going down on my wife for another 2 hours, she wanted to take off my cage. So we did. But then she hurt me twice by accident and after that I could get hard.

Even this morning after 36 hours in the cage and a lot of teasing and sexy thoughts, I can’t get fully hard. It seems more mental than physical.

I still want to put the cage back on but I think I’m gonna edge for a while first just to get the blood flowing and snap out of this funk.

For those more experienced with long term chastity, is this normal?

[simplymarge1974]

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Sooo, I’m a decade older than my wife. And the older I get, the less I tend to perform and less often. Unfortunately. And the more she wants to perform.

I’m starting to realize/wonder/expect there will come a time that she’s not completely satisfied with me. While I don’t want her to cheat on me I definitely don’t want the marriage to end because of it. The thought of her becoming a Hotwife at some point actually becomes more of a solution than a hard limit.

Not sure she’d be down for that now. But give it a few years. Maybe she’d prefer it. The thought gets me kinda excited. Especially in this chastity cage.

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I think my wife took my chastity key to work. Not that I was going to use it but she’s never done that before.

The feeling is….i just hope she does it more often.

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Tumblr hits different when caged 🥵

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It’s weird the odd stuff you find yourself getting turned on by when you’re caged. It’s only been 24 hours.

I know I don’t have a lot of active followers but if anybody wants to ask me questions this is probably the best time.