Being a stem major when your soul yearns for something else is so hard, like being a stem major is hard on its own let alone hating it but yet having to work hard to ace your grades and be among the top students. It feels like a daily battle, not knowing what to do and never deciding whether to keep going or to simply quit, I often ask myself will this hard work will be rewarded or am I just wasting my life on something I will never come to like no matter how much i succeed in it? Will I regret quitting or will I regretting carrying on? And between this and that I keep on fighting and I pray that i won't lose myself in the journey I didn't really sign up to take















