Wheel of Thought

i overthink and ramble about stuff my mom finds irrelevant

[wheelofthought]

ya'll ever get the feeling that you wanna eat/drink, but you don't want to actually move to get said food/beverage because it would mean starting a momentum of movement you do not have the energy to upkeep?

I'm hungry, send food

[wheelofthought]

I hate how my body and mind work together sometimes. It's like my body is an exhausted rookie who just finished the most demanding tasks, and the moment he has a second to rest, the mind is like, " Okay, now go do the other thing. "

i feel like my life is an episode of Ren and Stimpy

[wheelofthought]

Introduction

hi,

Ummm okay, so let me preface this by saying I don't know what the fuck i am doing. This is my...second, ever, post here, and I only joined yesterday.

But so far, this seems to me like a place for my weird little self, the one who is anxious all the time, the disabled, in multiple ways, the overthinker...Basically, I see it as a place where I can ramble about my life endlessly, until my ramblings start to take on a more coherent shape.

For now, let me tell you a little bit about myself. I am 29, although..I don't feel like it, I guess that's what being physically disabled-wheelchair-bound-dependant-on-others-for-almost-literally-fucking-everything does to ya. I've got multiple disabilities: Cerebral Palsy (wheelchair user, mixed type: quadriplegic and ataxic), and I was recently diagnosed with autism, adhd, ocd, and social anxiety (although I think I'm ALWAYS ANXIOUS ABOUT SOMETHING).

I love to write and express myself in writing and obsess over media and other geek stuff (I'm the biggest Spidey fan ever), I make music, recently started learning jappanesse but so far I can only say like 4 different variations of the same thing, but still, YAY ME.

I am also gay and have a wonderful boyfriend who I love dearly

see ya!

[wheelofthought]

hiiii