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kindly ignore, just posting for a project.

im genuinely so sick of everything right now and am in desperate need of being around someone who doesn’t know about everything that’s going on and i just want to go and drive around and be away for a bit and maybe do something that will get my mind off of all the bullshit thats going on

#id also like to delete my social media apps #and anything else #so that i wont feel the need to constantly check it #i just #i feel so fucking sick right now and im so done and im just #i need to get away i feel the fucking need to run away

today someone read my palm during english class and he told me the following:

- i will marry once in my 30s

-i’ll have three kids and my son, the middle child, will have some sort of problem (he predicted that he would be gay and i am 100% okay with that)

-i’m independent

-i’m going to marry an aquarius

#this stuff is so interesting #it used to scare me

god damn there are just some days where i wanna talk to some random person for hours and hours about everything and nothing only so i can unplug the blocked passages of my brain and be able to write because i feel like theres so much i could write if i had some sort of muse because really all i need is someone who will sit and talk and talk and talk for ages and though i may have some people that have that capability i feel as if it’s not the right vibe i need i honestly need someone i havent emotionally opened up to, someone im not vulnerable to that barely knows anything about me besides maybe my name kind of like an emotional one night stand or a Writer with Benefits someone who speaks my language and feels the way i do about everything and nothing this is someone i need badly in my life and i need it soon before i completely lose my mind because im getting there and i dont want to because i dont want to lose everything i know and everything i dont and all the things i have to say are just up there and i want to get them out

#ramblings #sorry

#photography #plants #wild life - plants #photo #flowers??#are those flowers i cant remembered

#ay not a bird picture #hair #light hair #photo #depth of field??

#check out dis sik bird #birds #photo #photography

#more birds #birds!!#birdsssssss #birds #sorry okay #photography #photo

#i took pictures of so many birds #birbs ya know #photography #photo #birds

#birds #photography #photo #what else do i tag lmao #rocks???#idk

#we went on a photo shoot in photo #birds #birds landing #photo #photography

i need to get over myself.

#there is so much more to life than the things i am so focused on

no more/no more/no more (12.28.15)

I never asked for the royalty Much like a reluctant heir is forced to take the throne While there was some acceptance it was mostly just receiving (Unwanted, I should mention) Indeed though I may say That it was bound to blow up anyway To go back in time I wish I could To give it all back You know I would Things have been changed that were better off untouched Things were said that were better off unsaid Oh the regrets that have been made And the wishes left unfulfilled (Please take it back, I want none of it.)

#doesnt make sense #poems #bad poetry

#emphasis?????#photography #butterfly #plant #yeah

#black and white???#photography???#emphasis???#milk???

Little red heart

#photography #cards #emphasis #red heart

Grandmother's pomegranates.

#pomegranate #fruit #red #photo #bla bla bla

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