why sometimes leaving is the best
It’s been said that you should put all of your effort in someone, fighting until the last breath, until there’s no more energy, but I think life has changed that perspective i had.
Of course, there’s the beauty and art of loving someone will all your heart and soul, but we forget about ourselves, and that’s not good. It’s not that you need to be selfish, but there must be self love, we come to this world alone and we will leave this world alone.
One of the teachings of life is, to enjoy, live to the fullest, love as much as you can, accomplish all your dreams, and don’t die unhappy. Well ladies and gentlemen, I am alive, but i am not happy, I feel empty, though I love people and people love me back, I haven’t found that special something that will enlighten me to be a better person.
I had the best man by my side, who I truly loved, but his love couldn’t be compared to mine. He is a human, and he makes mistakes like you and I, he was sweet, caring and amazing. But my beloved also cheated, lied, and hurt me. That didn’t affect my love for him, and I waited for him, I remember telling him ‘’ I would wait for you even if that takes me a lifetime’’
I am still strong enough and capable of waiting, that is not an issue, but I cannot beg for love in return when there’s no will. Heck, I loved my man too much, but I need to come back to me, and let me enjoy life, and him, on the other side, to live happy as he wished.
I will always say, don’t leave without telling everyone how you feel about them, forgive, because everyone deserves to be forgiven, let life do it’s job. The process of leaving and letting go is the hardest, and saying goodbye is not for cowards, it’s for people who are too strong to confront the reality and cycle of life.
Let go, and maybe, you’ll see what you will get in return.
This thought is specially dedicated to my dear friend who’s going through hard times, If you read this sweetie, I love you.