Things that I never told you

[whenyoumetlove]

You're story doesn't end with him moving on

V: You're story doesn't end with him moving on

S: I still have his words in my mind, the conversations that we had, and his voice...

S: I was weird to see that happen and have his voice in my head

V: No one should have that power over anyone else

V: Sorry if it's hard to hear... But I think you want the truth from me, right?

S: I want the truth

S: I want to know what I did wrong to don't repeat it again

V: S... Stop thinking it was you

V: Maybe it was him... Did you ever consider that?

S: I was me because I let this happen

S: I let him go deep into my heart and stayed there

S: It was his fault also because he told me he will help me to move on and he didn't do it

V: Loving someone is never a fault. Ever.

V: Betraying that love is the fault

V: Remember that.

S: That's new. I didn't know that

V: Nope... not new.. maybe you just forgot

V: Loving is never a fault

V: A mother loving a child, a daughter loving a dad, a man loving a woman, a woman loving a man. Never ever a fault.

V: But one of those betrays that love, or takes advantage or takes it for granted... that is where the fault is.

[whenyoumetlove]

At the end of this love

And at the end it was just me.

Putting all the pieces of my heart together again.

To be me again.

You left.

I still have your words in my mind, the conversations that we had, and your voice

I had good conversations with you.

I miss that

We use to observe people and we tried to explain their behaviour

I was weird to see that happen and have your voice in my head

I want the truth.

I want to know what I did wrong to don´t repeat it again

I was me because I let this happen

I let you go deep into my heart and stayed there

It was your fault also because you told me you will help me to move on and you didn't do it

At the end it was just me

Putting all the pieces of my heart together again

To be a person again.

[whenyoumetlove]

I wish I could fly to you and getting lost once again into the deep from your eyes.

S

[whenyoumetlove]

Regret

Sometimes I think I should told you: “please don’t go”. Sometimes I think I should took your arms and don’t let you go. But I didn’t. Sometimes I regret. But you knew I loved you, you know I love you. And now you want to leave me behind, you are leaving me behind. Treating me like a part of your past. And it hurts, it hurts to the bone.

[whenyoumetlove]

Does your heart is hurting you in the same way my heart is hurting me?

[whenyoumetlove]

I'm so sad right now, I wish I could take away my heart and throw it to the ocean.

S

[whenyoumetlove]

Do you miss me like I’m missing you?

Hi A, I’m just wondering if you miss me. I am missing you so much. I miss go to your room, knocking your door, hearing your voice and to hear the sound that you always made with your mouth like saying me “I’m here, come over baby”.

I miss your arms, your back, your neck, your lips and your eyes. Those dark deep eyes where I lost myself every time I stared at you.

I also miss your hair, your black hair combined with white hair. The prove of all the worries and challenges that you had to overcome during your time here. Before you met me. Before me.

[whenyoumetlove]

I will wait for you, everyday.

S

[whenyoumetlove]

Please don’t forget me.

S

[whenyoumetlove]

I know you left, and I have to stay here. But I need you.

S