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are there nefarious crystals maybe something I can meditate with to lose weight fast ........

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been sketching these traditionally and coloring digitally to save on time - for my book of shadows

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lesbians who are exclusively into pussy are no better than straight men. you are pussy sexual not a lesbian

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first card of the queer thrift oracle done.

the concept is a queer themed oracle deck based around thrift finds

not at a stopping point with research and background stuff necessary, but I wanted to finish a card to see how they'd look

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making a queer oracle deck with a bunch or divine gendered energies because im tired of the divine feminine and masculine being such a binary.

what about the "divine between" and the "divine outside" representing energies between masculine and feminine and outside of the spectrum.....?

thats a rhetorical question, I Know im Onto Something. you can't disagree in a way that matters

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im angry at tweaker memes

why would you think like theyree funny. why. think deeply about it. they're just statements that are delusions or intentionally triggering statements like the "in your walls" memes.

I've thought so hard about this and the only thing I can think of would be funny

- people in psychosis are funny

- triggering people is funny

- I could also see someone with psychosis potentially enjoying the memes with some sense of dark humor

but goddamn if it's not your struggle and you find psychosis "funny" please sucid2

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my wonderful beautiful ex / soulmate is back in my life. I told her we can date if we have good behavior together for one (1) month. I just have to stay in control of the situation, set hard boundaries around stuff - and accept i need to leave again if things get crazy

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you know how I'm making an oracle deck? I'm gonna add a card for the energy of my ex

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the she broke up with me via pendulum board

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weird thing but going psychoic did open my eyes to the spiritual again. and I am spiritual even when I'm not psychoic now, which is a change from before. I just use spirituality alot differently, alot more openness to the universe and a sense of calm withing myself - less "protection against people poisoning my food" sigil

things to think about

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wet specimens in weed jars cause they're airtight

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the abrahemic god is just an evil entity feeding off the masses like if you agree

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I hate hate hate aa/na/al-anon meetings so much WHY EXACLTY do i need to believe in a higher power. we're all equal. there isn't something out there more powerful than me - im literally going to kill the christian god whan i die thats my plan. we're all equal.

I DO NOT BELIEVE IN A HIGHERARCHICAL UNIVERSER FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU ALSO NO IM NOT GONNQ STOP SMOKING WEED !!!! WEED IS GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!

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I fucked around all morning

- got a painting to the ugly shage - went eh tooooooo ugly and gave up!

- chopped up a cactus fruit and put it in rubbing alcohol to extract the color. but i realized anything I dyed with if would smell bad major fail

- no progress

- no love

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don't know what the symbol is - it just came to me during the journey. I reverse image searched it and just kept getting the vesica pisces so idk

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we ball. ignore that i was Afrjad and didn't ask questions. I also have poor visualization skills so this was work lol

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waoh