Sometimes I'm unsure where I belong. I don't feel like I fit in. With friendships, relationships. It seems I'm always bothering everyone. I feel like I fit best in the background where notices wether or not I'm there. Every time I speak it's as if it's the worst sound anyone has ever heard. They just want me to be silent and figure it all out on my own. So I stop making sound. I stay silent. I fade away. Watching life pass by. Failed lovers growing families of their own. Friends making something of themselves. As you struggle to find your own place in this world. Drowning in debt and sorrow. No one's there to help pull you out. They'll see you struggling for breath and say "you've got this! I believe in you" but you no longer have the strength. So I'll continue to fade. I'll stay silent until there's nothing left of me.
