I Swear I’m Happy

[whitejacketlove]

I just have to get this off my chest, I hate my fucking life and I wanna jump off a bridge

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

You said you never wanted to hurt me, but you hurt me the most

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[szpdangel]

What if I killed myself over this? Just kidding. I know you wouldn't care

[obscurix]

and when all the distractions dont work anymore and its the end of the day, i’m left with just myself and the want for it all to please just fucking stop.

[youwillleaveme]

i don’t feel anything lately, just dissociating all day and it is so exhausting. i hope one day i can feel joy again.

[emanuelee]

I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.

[sad-empty-lost]

I am so comfortable with my own death, it is a blessing that I’m wishing for

[valentina-poem]

[1anonyymous1]

[sad-empty-lost]

My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had

[wristspasms-deactivated20230718]

i wanna kill myself yet i dont have the motivation