Hildrsleif

An Elven loyally devoted to Lady Freya. Affiliated with the Freya Familia. Independant roleplay blog of Hedin Selland from Danmachi. Single ship with Hogni Ragnar (familiasworn)

[whiteknighthedin]

☆ I've been into Danmachi for a while and watch it with my roleplay partner who, unlike me, reads the light novels. I also have an Aiz rp blog~

☆ I have over a decade of roleplay experience but I've been writing stories since I was 12.

☆ I kind of made this blog on a whim and while a little intoxicated, and Hedin's character type is quite new to me, but I'll still try my best~

☆ I am neurodivergent and tend to get overwhelmed easily when it comes to roleplay, and will disappear a lot. I also have a lot of roleplay blogs.

☆ This is a ship friendly place and I won't tolerate hate or discourse here. Other than that, enjoy your stay! Love and peace~ <3

[familiasworn]

The hand that was situated at Hedin's hip slowly moved to his lower back. Ah...The white elf wore clothes that made it a little difficult to slip his hands underneath. His skin was fairly protected...

So both hands moved to the front again, unfastened the buttons...that cape that normally rested over Hedin's shoulders fell to the floor now as well. That should be easier.

So now, trying to keep the kiss intact, he started undoing Hedin's black long-sleeved shirt. His eagerness became very apparent the moment the elf's neck was exposed and Hogni broke the kiss just to make his way to the white skin of his partner, hoping to leave marks that he had to hide.

[whiteknighthedin]

It was a good thing Hedin wore a lot of high collar shirts and capes. Otherwise, he may have stopped Hogni from leaving any marks on his neck. Though, a part of him liked the thought of Hogni claiming him in a way. And he felt his own resistance fading the moment Hogni found a sensitive part on his neck with his lips. He couldn't hide the shiver that went through his body this time.

Hedin's hands slid underneath the dark elf's shirt as a way to keep himself grounded. He felt like he should return the favor as his hands ascended to Hogni's chest, admiring how toned he was.

[familiasworn]

Hogni's already warm tones grew a few shades redder and the anxiety-ridden demeanor quickly returned.

Truth be told, he thought his request wouldn't be accepted in the first place.

"Then, y-you can...also..."

He had to put the one or two moments of bedding their goddess out of his mind, already aware sex with Hedin wasn't going to be like that. For one, he didn't want it to be meaningless, with Freya.

One hand found Hedin's hip while the other came up to his cheek and he decided to kiss him yet again--this time starting with tongue.

[whiteknighthedin]

Hedin was already kissing Hogni before he could respond with his own words. He expected tongue with this kiss and he was the one to deepen it this time. The attraction he felt for Hogni had increased and his kiss became eager. One of his hands was still resting firmly on Hogni's back while the other lifted to his neck before slipping his fingers in his soft, white hair.

Hogni was beautiful, maybe as beautiful as a deity. A blasphemous thought, but he couldn't control his thoughts as his desire was starting to cloud his judgement. He couldn't hide the slight shiver caused by Hogni's hand resting on his hip.

[familiasworn]

He'd never thought he'd be able to see himself being this straightforward. Hogni was a little surprised himself. One arm left Hedin's shoulder so he could undo his chest guard--it, for the first time since acquiring it, felt constricting.

...Casual relationships could feel like this? Even with someone once proclaimed an enemy...

He pulled back to catch his breath, pausing to think about the taste of that kiss, still lingering on his tongue. "That...was..." another pause, but he also used this time to fully let his chest guard fall to the floor, "I should have asked first..."

But the kiss helped him.

It aroused him more.

"...I wish...I want...t-to touch you..."

[whiteknighthedin]

Oh? This was a surprising side of Hogni that Hedin never thought he would see. Their relationship was past amicable, close to being friendly acquaintances. At least, Hedin thought so with how they interacted with the rest of the Familia. With Hogni, he was more okay with this sort of physical contact than he initially thought. And hearing Hogni request to touch him made him yearn for more.

They were already close before they were aware of it as it is. Hedin nodded then took Hogni's hand and placed it on his own chest where the light colored fabric of his own cloak rested.

"You already have permission. No need to ask, Hogni." Hedin told him, fully giving him his trust.

[familiasworn]

The door closed behind them upon entry and immediately, Hogni pulled on Hedin's wrist to pull him in close and into a heated kiss. His arms rested casually over Hedin's shoulders.

He let his back rest against the door, the heat he was feeling just grew hotter and he couldn't help but let out a quiet whine into the kiss. He was getting what he needed finally, but his body apparently didn't think it was fast enough.

'But he needs to be turned on, too...'

[whiteknighthedin]

The kiss caught Hedin off guard since he never allowed anyone close to him enough before. Hogni was the first, and he didn't hate it. He returned the kiss, though a little clumsily at first, then was able to move his lips against Hogni's like it was natural. He pressed himself against Hogni as though the small distance was too much. He lifted one of his hands to remove the cape and let it fall to the floor.

Hedin wanted to do more, yet he didn't dare to even if he could see Hogni's body was practically singing for him. His own body was beginning to respond to the situation with heated desire. It was almost foreign to him.

[familiasworn]

...He loathed the idea that he was even in a position that he HAD to ask for assistance. Even in hushed tones, he worried they'd be overheard. A fair amount of Freya's followers were level 4s already. Their hearing would be enhanced at that level.

He tugged on Hedin's sleeve only once to indicate he should follow...then led him directly to his bedroom. Of course, after making sure they weren't followed.

"...You know I wouldn't request this if it wasn't urgent..."

[whiteknighthedin]

"While I would agree with you, I also see this as a necessary step to curb certain needs." Hedin chimed in with a whisper as he allowed Hogni to tug him along. He was relieved Hogni felt like he could ask for hid help. The white elf wouldn't have allowed anyone else...well, except for their goddess. Even then, Hogni wouldn't allow himself to be with her in such a way.

[familiasworn]

@whiteknighthedin

While Allen had noticed easily, at least it seemed like the other followers didn't. What a vile taste, the suggestion that he'd take out those impulses on their Goddess.

Those needs he'd never agree to share with Lady Freya.

Only when intimacy was their main concern.

"...Hedin," he approached the white elf, leaning in close just so he could whisper.

"I cannot quell...these..." he paused, suppressed a little squirm, and only quieted a whine by biting his lip. "These desires...the urges that ail me..."

"...I beseech you...Aid me..."

[whiteknighthedin]

Their shared past and current bond allowed him to proceed with this. He knew that was what was ailing the dark elf as he had his own latent desires. If one observed Hedin, they would see he had been extremely aggressive in their daily training. It helped in the beginning to quell such desires through combat. But now, with Hogni leaning against him and the smell of nature amplifying his wonderful natural scent...

There was no way they can stay away from each other any longer.

"I will acquiesce to your needs, Hogni." Hedin's hand gently held the dark elf close to himself by the small of his back.

Only he can do this for Hogni. And vice versa.

[familiasworn]

"NOT with the intent to relieve himself he's not! If he's so damn horny, he can do it himself and stop whining!"

He wasn't going to allow it even if Freya said it was okay--

[whiteknighthedin]

"I don't expect it from a feline such as yourself, but you should still exercise a minute amount of decorum. Especially while speaking about an elf's private matter." It always irritated Hedin whenever Allen opens his mouth to say outlandish things. Today was no exception. "However Hogni chooses to express himself is no one's business even if you of all people feel like doing so. I will not stop or stifle him. It will only serve to make his problem worse."

Hedin may have to visit Hogni's room while the manor is asleep tonight. Only because he worried for him.

[familiasworn]

"Then why don't you do something? If I even see him go near the Goddess, he'll be losing more than his hands."

[whiteknighthedin]

"Hogni is free to go near Lady Freya if he wishes. I don't control him and have no intention to. However..."

"I meant it when I said I will make sure you don't touch anything again if you dare to lay a hand on Hogni."

[familiasworn]

"Can someone do something about that elf? I'm about ready to throw him to the Amazons."

[whiteknighthedin]

"Touch him, and that hand will never touch anything again."

[whiteknighthedin]

"I made sure my lady has fresh, properly brewed tea today. She loved it."

[familiasworn]

"Is that so? That sounds lovely."

Sometimes it was nice to hear some of the things her followers did that wasn't related to her, or combat. Just taking time to do things that they liked, or partake in their own traditions.

"Were the other elves out there with you, or did you and Hogni sanction off the garden for yourselves?"

Honestly she wouldn't doubt it.

[whiteknighthedin]

"We sanctioned off the garden for ourselves, however, we did venture off to the forest and participated with other elves to help nature flourish. It's something we do with both spring and summer solstice." He explained eagerly. "Hogni and myself usually choose designated area in the forest, away from every other elf, and plant our seeds for the season. And then the flora bloom in a bit of time."

[whiteknighthedin]

"My Lady, if you wish for any of us to accompany you, I or Hogni would be happy to oblige."

[familiasworn]

...Ah.

"If I need an escort, I have Ottar." She lied.

[whiteknighthedin]

Ah....of course she would choose Ottar. While this slighted Hedin only a little, he bowed at his goddess in respect and admiration he always held for her.

"Well, if you have some time, I'd humbly like to request for you to spend time in the garden. Hogni and I had planted flowers for the solstice. They should be blooming about now."

[familiasworn]

Just thinking about how to slip by her Executives...

[whiteknighthedin]

"My Lady, if you wish for any of us to accompany you, I or Hogni would be happy to oblige."

[familiasworn]

--Oh.

He was startled a little anyway. Especially after what Hedin said...did he read his mind?

"...That...may be a good idea," he mumbled as he chose not to look directly at him. But Hedin would still be able to see his reddening ears.

[whiteknighthedin]

"I figure you may have a lot on your mind. So, I thought some fresh air will help you feel at ease..." It wasn't uncommon for elves to go spend an extensive time outside. It helped ground them with nature. He noted Hogni's reddened ears, but said nothing. Hedin liked that feature in the dark elf.

"You don't need to talk about what's going on. We can just enjoy nature."

[familiasworn]

Don't mind him, he's just currently spacing off and thinking some very impure things that he would never dare to speak aloud.

[whiteknighthedin]

"Hogni." Hedin called out to the other elf, keeping his voice low as he didn't want to startle him. "It's a nice night out. Let's go for a stroll in the garden. The fresh air of the night may help clear your mind."

[whiteknighthedin]

"It's quiet." Thank the celestial deities the loud bunch went to bed. "I'll ask Hogni if he would like to have a nightly stroll."