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TW: vent blog. BLOCK OR UNFOLLOW ME IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE. 

[miunadoll]

[ojibwa]

isolating abusive parents will keep u from making friends shelter u homeschool u and keep u inside 24/7 and then have the audacity to get mad bc "u spend too much time online"

[whiteskeletons]

WHY DO PEOPLE SEE YOU HURTING AND DECIDE TO PSYCHO ANALYZE U? UR NOT MY THERAPIST AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED U FOR ANYTHING. I AM NOT BLIND TO MY OWN PAIN AND MISERY AND HOW ITS AN EVIL CYCLE I CONTINUE UNWILLINGLY; I AM CRIPPLED BY THE SCARS LEFT IN MY BODY MIND AND SOUL AND THAT IS WHY I AM LIVING THE WAY I AM. I DO NOT NEED MORE PEOPLE TO POINT OUT THE LOGIC BEHIND MY THOUGHTS I CAN DO THAT ON MY OWN VERY WELL. I AM FUCKED UP AND I KNOW. NOW FUCK OFF.

[sundaesyrup1]

[deepbreathsanddeath]

[whiteskeletons]

some lonely nights like these where i realize how fucked up i am and how much easier and peaceful it would be to just end it all instead of struggling like this. theres so much pain n im trying so hard to be strong for myself but it sucks and i want to give up and i want people to feel bad that they ignored my cries for help but idk maybe im just feeling lonely and spiteful.

[whiteskeletons]

i just read abt a suciide n the guy had the same bday as me n my dumb idiot brain was like “hey this is a sign to kill urself too” Lol . but im not even strong enough to do that i think. imagine one day i just snap and it happens Crazyyy

[whiteskeletons]

some lonely nights like these where i realize how fucked up i am and how much easier and peaceful it would be to just end it all instead of struggling like this. theres so much pain n im trying so hard to be strong for myself but it sucks and i want to give up and i want people to feel bad that they ignored my cries for help but idk maybe im just feeling lonely and spiteful.

[whiteskeletons]

i dont even have ONE (1) friend in real life lollllllllllllllllllllllll if anyone wants to ahve a laugh pls laug hat me i hate myself) 

[whiteskeletons]

anyone else not have a real friend for like 8 years ? :) 

[whiteskeletons]

my classmate was talking abt her big friend group n i jokingly said i ahve no friend cus laughs right but no she was like oh...... (awkward moment of pity and whatnot)??????

[whiteskeletons]

i dont even have ONE (1) friend in real life lollllllllllllllllllllllll if anyone wants to ahve a laugh pls laug hat me i hate myself) 

[whiteskeletons]

dude did everyone go to twt WHERE THE SAD SHITPOSTS!!!!!!!

[whiteskeletons]

i cant even distract myself from it anymore 

[whiteskeletons]

no one truly cares. everyone likes to pretend they will be there for u but theyre always the first ones to turn on u when ur at ur lowest. and i realize how alone i am every time. 

[whiteskeletons]

anyone else open up abt their mental issues to friends/family just for literally nothing to change ? Not even an attempt to understand u. lol

[whiteskeletons]

and when u hit rock bottom WHOS ACTUALLY THERE??? who stays??? none of them!!!!!!! except to judge and blame u 

[whiteskeletons]

anyone else open up abt their mental issues to friends/family just for literally nothing to change ? Not even an attempt to understand u. lol

[traumaticchild]

me: *says one minuscule detail about myself*

oh god its over for me they know too much 

[godmutt]