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☆Even when you panic, I’ll be just as manic☆
Draw time: 7hr 30min
"Fine im circumcised!" That wasn't the question but I love your enthusiasm!
"Awsten, you're making a scene."
"Michael, you do the same thing!"
first ever moodboard do we fw it
michael clifford x polysos
a/n - puppy michael 🔛🔝 + i suck at writing so don't read expecting a masterpiece
warnings - fluff, michael being absolutely adorable, pet regression kinda? mostly just puppy mindset, angst
words - 575
Another one from the series of band illustrations I've been working on, this time it's 5sos!
5sos went to hot ones and it might be one of my favorite episodes ever
guess who got 5sos tickets 😼 gonna be my first time seeing them
what do you MEAN awsten knight heard what i like about you live and i didn’t what does HE know about 5sos
— happy birthday to our favorite glitter boy !!! ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
voice of an angel | 07/16/96 | still our boy (at age 30)
I 💗 Mawsten
(Stole this from an Instagram reel, forgot the account sorry)
hi! can you please do a luke hemmings fic based off “i’m scared i’ll never sleep again” during eas era!
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I Can Hear Your Heartbeat
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Luke Hemmings x fem!reader
WARNINGS insomnia, anxiety, overthinking, mild emotional distress, hurt/comfort
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Luke Hemmings x Female Reader — “I’m Scared I’ll Never Sleep Again” Inspired (Same Room)
The room was quiet. Too quiet. You lay on your side, staring at the faint glow of streetlights slipping through the blinds, tracing soft lines across the walls. The city outside never really slept—but somehow, you still couldn’t.
Beside you, Luke was there. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of him through the sheets. Close enough that if you reached out, your fingers would brush his arm. And still—you couldn’t sleep.
You shifted slightly, pulling the blanket tighter around yourself. Your thoughts wouldn’t stop. They hadn’t all night. Every time you closed your eyes, your mind filled the silence—too loud, too fast, too much. It didn’t matter that he was right there. It didn’t matter that you weren’t alone. It still felt like something was off. Like your chest wouldn’t settle.
You let out a quiet breath, trying not to wake him.
“Hey.”
Your eyes flicked open. Of course he was awake. Luke Hemmings shifted beside you, his voice low and rough with sleep. “You okay?”
You hesitated. “Yeah,” you whispered.
He didn’t respond straight away. Then, softer—“You’re not.”
You swallowed, staring at the wall. “I can’t sleep.”
A pause. “Again?”
“Yeah.”
You heard the faint rustle of sheets as he turned onto his side, facing you now. “What’s going on in your head?” he asked gently.
You let out a small, tired laugh. “Everything.”
He didn’t push. Just waited.
“It’s like… even when I’m here, with you, my brain won’t shut up,” you admitted quietly. “And I don’t know how to turn it off.”
Another pause. “You feel it in your chest?” he asked.
You nodded faintly. “Yeah.”
“Like it won’t slow down?”
“Exactly.”
The mattress shifted slightly as he moved closer. Not sudden. Not overwhelming. Just enough. His hand found yours under the blanket, fingers lacing together gently. “Hey,” he murmured. “I’m right here.”
Your grip tightened slightly without thinking. “I know.”
“Then stay with me for a second, yeah?”
You nodded, even though your eyes were already closing again. “Breathe in,” he said quietly.
You followed. “Slow.”
You exhaled. “That’s it.”
His thumb brushed softly over your knuckles—absent, grounding. “Still too loud?” he asked.
“A little.”
“That’s okay.”
You turned your head slightly, finally looking at him. Even in the dim light, you could see the concern in his expression. “I hate this,” you whispered.
“I know.”
“I don’t even feel tired anymore. Just… stuck.”
He shifted a little closer again, his voice softer now. “Come here.”
You didn’t hesitate. You moved into him, your head resting against his chest, his arm wrapping around you instinctively. There. That felt—better. Not fixed. But better.
“I wish I could just switch it off,” you murmured against him.
His hand moved slowly along your arm, steady and calming. “You don’t have to,” he said. “Just let it slow down.”
You listened to his heartbeat. Steady. Consistent. Real.
“I keep thinking I won’t sleep,” you admitted. “Like what if I just… can’t?”
“You will,” he said softly. “You always do.”
“But what if—”
“Hey.”
His voice was gentle, but it stopped you. “You don’t have to figure that out right now.”
A pause. “Just stay here.”
Your breathing started to match his without you realising. In. Out. In. Out.
“Better?” he asked quietly.
“Yeah,” you whispered.
A small silence settled between you. This one wasn’t heavy. It was warm. Safe.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he added, almost under his breath.
Your fingers curled slightly into his shirt. “I know.”
Another pause. Then, softer—“Try to sleep.”
You closed your eyes again. This time, the noise in your head didn’t disappear. But it didn’t feel as overwhelming. Because he was there. Holding you. Keeping you grounded.
And slowly—without even realising when it happened—your body gave in. Your breathing evened out. Your grip loosened.
And for the first time that night—you fell asleep. Right there, beside him.
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sidequest!michael as your boyfriend !!
— “am i cool enough? am i cool enough?” | sfw, reader is afab
divider by @cursed-carmine
made sure to do this asap because it was requested by the very special @izzybean :) just wanted to shout them out because they have legit been my supporter since day 1. they also write, so make sure to check them out!!! i hope you like this hehe
• i think you’d absolutely help him decorate his guitars 100% and he’s always so in awe of you. he just thinks you’re the most talented person in the world :(
• he’d make you listen to all his songs first. “don’t i sound weird here? i sound weird here. maybe i should redo it. or scrap it.” / “mikey, you sound like an angel. keep it.”
• yes, he’s alwaaays second guessing himself. but you make him feel better. i mean, you’re the reason why he’s even doing a solo album. with you by his side, he’s finally got the courage to do it.
• he sees you as his safe spot for sure. so he wants to be yours too! he’s always checking in on you, asking if there’s anything you need.
• that also means him making sure you’re well fed and well hydrated. he always has your favorite snacks on hand!
• he would let you style him for sure. he just thinks you’re so cool and have the best style. (which includes you doing his nails / makeup)
• he’s ALWAYS talking about you. to his friends, family, interviews. he wants the world to know he’s all yours and you’re all his. that also means always posting pictures of you two together or just posting random candid photos of you because… why not? he loves you.
• which… he’s always telling you “i love you.” and every time he runs backstage after a performance he definitely tells you how much he missed you. “mikey, it was only a few hours.” / “too many hours without you. i wish i could just bring you on stage with me.”
• michael would absolutely have a song for you that he wouldn’t release. just something all for you. he sounds like an angel whenever he sings it, strumming his guitar to that soft melody you love so much.
• there’s also a duet of you two that stayed unreleased. he thought it was too precious to share with the whole world.
• also i think he’d be the type to unironically wear those “i <3 my girlfriend” shirts. just sayin.
• when you get into his interests he gets soooo excited. the dude literally exudes golden retriever energy sooo bad.
• but he’s also a great listener! he’ll set crosslegged on the bed with you, listening with wide eyes and keeping up with the conversation by asking questions / reacting.
• you guys would have soooo many inside jokes. not only is this man the love of your life but he’s also your best friend without a doubt.
• poor baby is so scared of losing you he literally has nightmares about it. when he wakes up from it he always pulls you closer. (also yes, he loves to cuddle. but lowk… he doesn’t really mind being little or big spoon. he just wants to be close)
• he never forgets an important date like your birthday or your anniversary. but he also remembers your first kiss with him, your first date, when you guys met… sometimes he even remembers the times too lol.
• he’s like always writing love letters or sweet notes to you :(
• if you guys ever argue (which is rare) he always gives you space… because he’s busy making you a gift basket to present to you while apologizing.
• he has to be touching you. holding hands, arm around your waist, hugs from behind, nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck… all of it.
• he’s the type to wake you up with breakfast in bed. your favorite foods, your favorite drink, the whole deal.
• he loves talking about the future with you. babies, animals, the house you two will get. at stores he’d always point out cute outfits or toys for your future children.
• something small but sweet is he’d always help getting you ready. putting your bra on, clasping bracelets or necklaces on you, tying your shoes… he does it all.
• especially when it’s cold he’d button your sweater up or zip your jacket up.
• sometimes when you guys are playing games together he lets you win. lolll
• out of all the members i think he’s definitely the most likely to get a tattoo for you. nothing tacky, but something small near his wrist where you can feel his pulse or perchance on his rib near his heart.
• and when he proposes to you, the engagement ring is exactly what you wanted in your size… meanwhile your actual wedding rings are gimmel rings! (rings that can be interlocked to form one ring). they also have your names on them.
gawsten scene boyfriends (˶>⩊<˶)
can they just fuck already oh my god i cant even breathe through the tension
can i be honest for a second i think heartbreak girl is actually a very sweet and caring song especially for the age when they wrote bc yk teenage boys are kind of the meanest creatures ever and here comes calum yearning his 15yo old heart out like awwww