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[emotionalwords]

i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

[whoameye2you]

Real

[whoameye2you]

You Start Dying Slowly

You start dying slowly if you do not travel, if you do not read, If you do not listen to the sounds of life, If you do not appreciate yourself.

You start dying slowly When you kill your self-esteem; When you do not let others help you.

You start dying slowly If you become a slave of your habits, Walking everyday on the same paths… If you do not change your routine, If you do not wear different colours Or you do not speak to those you don’t know.

You start dying slowly If you avoid to feel passion And their turbulent emotions; Those which make your eyes glisten And your heart beat fast.

You start dying slowly If you do not change your life when you are not satisfied with your job, or with your love, If you do not risk what is safe for the uncertain, If you do not go after a dream, If you do not allow yourself, At least once in your lifetime, To run away from sensible advice…

- Pablo Neruda

[whoameye2you]

I wasted so much time not being myself, I forgot who I really was.

[whoameye2you]

i added your timezone on my phone, thats how much i like you.

[nezreblogz]

[androphilia]

“LOOK INTO MY EYES AND GET OUT OF MY LAND!” (via Johayna جهينة خالدية)

[honestlyyoungtyphoon]

Not every hero wears a cape, some wears a hijab.

[whoameye2you]

I wasted so much time not being myself, I forgot who I really was.

[elleaime]

Torso II by Yosuke Onishi, 1981

[tordenvejr]

[stylecouncil]

[flowerytale]

Sylvia Plath — The Bell Jar

[jamieflemingsimpson]

Is This a Memory or a Dream?, 2020

[9710144]

[whoameye2you]

...

So you see, these things I’m choosing to ignore are the bases of living a happy normal life but instead my fucking disgusting self would rather ignore that shit because she’s too lazy and tired and she’s just really not in the mood and because tomorrow sounds like a good day to start but not today though, today I'm gonna rest then hopefully tomorrow I’m gonna start. Because why should I study today when I already ruined today by waking up late and having a crappy breakfast why not just keep it ruined and tomorrow I’ll restart. And when tomorrow comes and it gets ruined by some nonsensical bullshit I’ll start the day after. And if the day after gets ruined ill start after the day after. And so on and on and on. This fucking cycle is the death of me. This cycle is the reason I’m unhappy and the reason I feel worthless, lost, stuck, and hopeless. And the worst of all is that it is me who made me like that. Me who chose that for myself despite knowing how I'll feel after those choices. Knowing I’ll fail and slip and breakdown and give up. Despite all this, despite all this fucked up shit, I let me go through it. And for what? For fucking what did I let myself go through this? For that comfy bed that I just don't wanna get up from? For that junk food that tastes like heaven? For the fact that I’m too sore and too tired to hit the gym or go for a walk? And for what did I let my relationship with God go downhill? Because this Netflix show is too good for me to take a break and go pray for a while? Or because I’m having a bit too much fun with my friends and praying just doesn’t feel right at this moment. Or maybe just because Im lazy and don't feel like it so why should I right? You see how all these thoughts made me feel and how these feelings made me make the choices. Because I made the choices according to my feelings, to how I felt at the moment. Because I thought of the present moment without caring or giving a shit about the consequences. And here it led me. Here I am.

[haverst]

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[whoameye2you]

this over studying for finals

[whoameye2you]

You Start Dying Slowly

You start dying slowly if you do not travel, if you do not read, If you do not listen to the sounds of life, If you do not appreciate yourself.

You start dying slowly When you kill your self-esteem; When you do not let others help you.

You start dying slowly If you become a slave of your habits, Walking everyday on the same paths… If you do not change your routine, If you do not wear different colours Or you do not speak to those you don’t know.

You start dying slowly If you avoid to feel passion And their turbulent emotions; Those which make your eyes glisten And your heart beat fast.

You start dying slowly If you do not change your life when you are not satisfied with your job, or with your love, If you do not risk what is safe for the uncertain, If you do not go after a dream, If you do not allow yourself, At least once in your lifetime, To run away from sensible advice…

- Pablo Neruda