I know red is not a subtle color. But red flags, we turn our blind eye on them sometimes. I know I did. I did fall for your charms and your lies. Maybe I, we, didn’t know any better. Maybe we did. We just never learned. But you see, the signs are everywhere this time. Siren blaring in every direction. People in commotion after the horrible damage has been done.
If there is someone who still goes for it anyway, I hope you come to your senses. No more lies this time. Do not clip her wings and expect her to shrink herself for your ego. Remember everything that’s been said and done. And I pray that you let her go when you know you should. Even if you don’t want to. No matter how special. I know you can. Well, almost. Because if there’s one thing that I am certain of right now, it’s that nobody deserves that kind of pain ever again.
After you let each other go, I hope you let your family know. Let her skip the part where they talk to her about you like you didn’t crush her. And this time, if she asks, you tell her the truth. You don’t keep on hiding people to her. You stop running ‘round town keeping people as a secret. And no, you will not see her soon. You don’t come running to her after that fight. You don’t wish her happy birthday and tell her to take care always. Please, next time, really let go.
You see, pain is a visitor that I expected. And it may feel like a slow kill. But I can also feel you fading. I can feel myself forgetting. And I know that this is fixing healing. This is being sure. This is back to being careful.
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