*Okay, okay, now would be a great time to throw out your reasons and explanations too. You quickly stumble over yourself to try and make your sense to the now unnerved fandom before you.*
i promiSe you, croSS my HeartS, you are in no Danger at all anDromeDa.
i-...you See-.... okay tHe Day i killeD pHoboS, i HaD a Dream later on about, anD it juSt Seem to coinciDental to be ignoreD given i WaS Dealing WitH botH you anD pHoboS, WHicH Were beingS of tHe Surreal ScapeS of tHe unconSciouS minD. it SeemeD... i gueSS a bit propHetic iS WHat tHe feeling i got from it. tHat anD WHat i SaW reminDeD me of a very very Similar Situation to Someone elSe i kneW, anD i figureD it HaD to be WortH SometHing to try. you're rigHt He coulD Have... but He DiDn't.
more So, WHen i faceD Him to kill Him.. He... He juSt... out of my analytical proWreSS anD intuition, notHing about Him really SeemeD to fit tHe nigHtmare one WoulD Have firgueD in you kneW.
but aSiDe from tHat, i reviveD him, He'S been alive for aWHile noW, anD i've kept WatcH over Him, anD i aSSure, you are in no Danger, anD nietHer am i. He tormenteD you Dreamy, becauSe He WaS trapteD, anD He WaS jealouS. He WaS trapteD inSiDe your minD, cut off from everyone elSe, HiS oWn experience, HiS oWn frienDS, HiS oWn family, anD ratHer StupiDly took tHoSe fruStrationS anD lonelineSS out on you becauSe He never conSiDereD talking to you WitH reaSon WoulD Have been an option. He felt anD WaS treateD like a monSter from tHe Start. He WaS anD iS Still very cHilDiSH.... it'S no excuSe for WHat He'S Done, anD i in no Way SHape or form expect you to even conSiDer forgiving Him, but.. .but He'S free... He HaS HiS oWn boDy noW, He HaS HiS oWn room to be HimSelf, anD He'S not DeStineD to be trapteD inSiDe your HeaD all over again.
Since He'S been out, anD i brougHt Him back... We've Done a lot of talking.. anD i've been WatcHing Him.... He'S... He'S loSt. He HaS no purpoSe anymore, becauSe He iS finally free, anD tHere iS no reaSon to Hurt you or anyone elSe becauSe of tHat anymore.. He HaS emotionS, He HaS regret, Doubt, fear, everytHing tHat kept Him from Stopping before becauSe He DiDn't really experience tHem aS HiS oWn conSciouSneSS... He DoeSn't Want to Hurt anyone anymore.
He WantS to Do better, He WantS to cHange, Dreamy. anD i believe He can, He juSt neeDS Help, anD to be puSHeD tHe rigHt Way... anD tHat'S WHat i'm Doing... even tHougH everyone elSe HaS been trying to puSH anD conDem Him aS a monSter... making Him tHink He can't ever Have tHe cHoice to be Different anD tHat Will only leaD Him back to Hurting otHerS anD you becauSe He'll tHink He can't be anytHing more...
but He can, i believe in Him. i really Do. i mean He'S even trieD to look out for me... He'S.. He'S very... "Human" noW.... anD it DoeSn't excuSe Him from HiS actionS, no, but He WantS to Do more tHan tHat noW....make up for everytHing He HaS fuckeD up.
anD i promiSe you, if you truSt anytHing i Say, or me aS your frienD, He Will not Hurt you, anD He Will not Hurt me. i SWear on WHatever flimSy Honor i Have, tHat He iSn't tHe pHoboS you kneW... anD i juSt aSk you truSt me in tHiS....
*You fall silent, looking at hir dead seriously at the last bits of your rant. You are trying to convey your message to hir, if not by your excessive words xe may not all pick up or process, then by your expressions and your tone. You are very definite in the belief of what you say, ...and in Phobos.*