Is The Sadness Everlasting?

HW: 83kg LW: 64,4kg CW: 64,4 GW1: 75kg✔️ GW2: 70kg✔️ GW3: 68kg✔️ GW4: 65 kg✔️ UGW: 60 kg

[featherlightt94]

A concept: me but with a tiny waist, sharp jawline, visible cheek bones, prominent collar bones, visible hip bones, slightly visible ribs, small thighs, small arms **manifesting**

[humairalili]

Manifesting ᴇᴍᴍᴍᴍᴍ

[paleinthenight]

[cockroachmotherfucker10]

[dslite-deactivated20191102]

me: does anything

the mean 15 year old girl who lives inside my brain:

[the-depression-memery]

[olivenixole]

✨repost to get over your weight plateau tonight💫

[cactuseeds]

[rosierbones]

I hate eating and I hate starving, existence is suffering and life is a curse

[whoops-im-a-mess]

I’ve been pretty bad with the whole not eating and feeling very sad thing and it sucks cause it’s lockdown and I have nothing to distract me. My best friend is lovely but I also know she worries and doesn’t really understand so I don’t want to tell her too much but it gets very lonely like this.

My boss is now on this kick of constantly posting about detoxing and how she only just started working out and the super quick amazing results and it is Triggering™️ but nothing I can do about that ig.. just sucks that I can’t talk to anyone about the mess in my head

[tobeheldjpg]

for everybody who’s suffering from an eating disorder:  i love you

for everybody who’s in recovery for their eating disorder:  i love you

for everybody who’s not ready to recover:  i love you

for everybody who wants to recover but is struggling to:  i love you

for everybody who is afraid to get help:  i love you

for everybody who is body positive for everyone but themselves:  i love you

im so sorry for whatever drove you to this point. what your brain says to you isnt true. youre beautiful, and you deserve to recover. 

youre not alone. and i love you.

[piccoloana]

elevator: *has a weight capacity of 1000kg*

me who didn’t weigh myself this morning:

[friendlyneighbourhoodpapergay]

Yet another reminder that faking is a conscious choice that you make.

It is not something you can do accidentally, regards of what you're talking about.

You can't accidentally fake depression, or anxiety, or bipolar disorder, or schizophrenia, or any other mental illness.

You can't accidentally fake Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, personality disorders.

You can't accidentally fake ADHD, autism, Tourette's Syndrome, auditory processing disorder, aphasia or any other neurodivergence

You can't accidentally fake being trans or ace-spec or aro-spec or any other LGBTQIA+ identity.

You can't accidentally fake chronic illnesses like CFS, fibromyalgia or any chronic illness.

You also can't accidentally fake being good/intelligent at something. You didn't fool your peers into reaching your position.

You can't accidentally fake trauma, PTSD/cPTSD, DID/OSDD/DDNOS or any other trauma-based disorder.

Tldr:

Faking is a conscious choice.

You cannot do it by accident.

If you are worried that you are faking, that in itself is proof that you are not.

[chaotic-bastard-demon]

OHTHANKGOD

[4cals]

me: *exists*

my brain: it’s time to develop some

dangerous coping mechanisms

[axiscodes]

[b4lsam0-deactivated20231021]

Ed community looking at memes about starving, lying to friends and family and hating your own body:

[thinnercitrus]

i lost 12 pounds in 2 weeks ! !

reblog for that to happen to u too!

[chocomilkeutea]

manifesting 💘

[skinnyfreak13]

Manifesting heavily 🥀

[xanorecsick]

God please

[healing-and-frogs]

reminder that you’re not faking your mental illness because you had a good day. your illness is real and valid. having good days does not negate the existence of your mental illness. you aren’t faking it.