Rockstar

21 Own who you're IG: whosbrxtney

[whosbrxtney]

I'm angry because when it's about you u try to do my best and I feel like when it's about me you just don't care and don't have the same vision you just want the things to look pretty and you are constantly just trying to sabotage me maybe I'm being dramatic but that's how it feels like I'm always the food and you're just a nasty person who's work is making me look bad always

[n-jrx]

Corrupt by Penelope Douglas has melted my iced black heart and now I want my own Michael.

[theambitiouswoman]

Sometimes you just have to say “a person who loves me would never do this to me” and move on

[coldcoffee18]

Loner girl

[theambitiouswoman]

No one can take your power, they can just keep you from seeing it

[whosbrxtney]

I feel like I fell in an old pattern, I hate to fight with you and if I'm honest I still don't feel like I did something wrong, maybe exactly what made me angry with you is what I was doing and I'm trying really hard to find a fix to it but right now I can't. Maybe I'll never be able to recall exactly what happened, I was so stressed and you were just jumping around. I told you "is not your responsibility my wellbeing" but you can't help it, I guess that you don't think you're good enough to receive but maybe I'm just reflecting and saying that is so cruel, another thing that I tend to be

[whosbrxtney]

I would have liked this more if you could have said something before I moved all, I would like to have more time or at least not have involved too many and risk my pride, my reputation and feel all this pressure above me, I'm drowning and burning bridges I feel I don't have options it's so shameless

[whosbrxtney]

I felt attacked because you didn't appreciate my joke which was executed basically just for having more attention which I get but in a negative way so I felt bad and when she tried to give me moral support u just felt like a victim or weak as if I needed the help but I didn't, did I?

[adiormoi]

[thepersonalquotes]

if you see me looking zoned out it’s because i’m having a therapy session with myself in my head

[petitefragiledoll-deactivated20]

i want to be someone you'd sacrifice yourself for

[whosbrxtney]

Sick of your behaviour and constant lies, at this point I don't even have the energy to fight or try to say something I just want you to shut up and let her alone, I know that you're drunk and in the moment that you're sober again You're going to say that any of this was real, that all your opportunities and hopes were misunderstood and we have a problem if we were really expecting something from you or your alcoholic friends

[whosbrxtney]

I can feel the jealousy and how I can't have the same opportunity no matter what I know I should be happy for you but this even makes me dizzy, I want the best for you but I want the best for me too how can I manage this in a healthy way?

[whosbrxtney]

I'm shaking my heart it's in my head and the trauma comes back again, I don't wanna be in that position again ever again, I don't want to feel that I don't want to be there again, I cant even put ir on words ans I'm not going to talk about it with you

[whosbrxtney]

I'm angry because you're late but not really and I want to inspect every little detail to have an answer but it's none of my business, I get that it's your life and if the things were opposite I would be so angry at you trying to interfere in my stuff

[whosbrxtney]

I have too many things running through my head right now, the love, opportunities and endless circumstances that lead me to this point, it's breaking me how impotent I'm in this situation and not only me but everyone, how you really are the only one who can save you but if you don't believe in yourself in the first place then it's useless and gaining that confidence could cost you years.

It's unfair just to think that people had better opportunities just for being human beings, how even if we were put in the same place in the first place now it doesn't matter, nothing really matters

[lavenderstream]

I know her tumblr would be fire