The ramblings of a lunatic

Who knows what's here certainly not me (FableSMP Content)

[whosthere54]

Woah pinned post on my blog? Thas crazy fr.

Stuff about me!

—> I got a name- you don’t get it /lh. Call me whatever. I’m free for suggestions (/silly/j). Or just my user is fine (WhosThere)

—> My pronouns are They/Any

—> I’m Bi and Asexual :]

—> uhh idk what else to put here. My favorite flower is a sunflower and my favorite colors are orange, purple, and yellow.

Queue 56 (Sherbertquake56’s Sub Server <3)

—> Thought due to Queue56 and all that I should include my Minecraft info- it’s just also WhosThere54 if u see me say hi :D or smth idk

—> I play a character on Queue named Casper! I also run a q56 roleplay account for them ( @casperrambles ) where I yap about character stuff and do some in character things over there! If you’re interested based on my posts about them here I’d recommend checking my guy out there as well :)

Stuff about my blog!

—> My main fandoms I post about are FableSMP (shock wow), BoundSMP, WWSMP, and some Sherbverse related stuff (a Sherb viewer through and through I fear). I post a lot of Icarus Morningstar/Prison duo content though, so expect that out of me.

—> Asks are welcome! I will take any thoughts or questions or whatever!

—> Messages from mutuals are also welcome! It would be fun to make friends with similar interests as mine!

—> I do not have like. a tagging system. I really should. I tag “i have so many thoughts” in most of my posts though so. Easy to find. If I end up making a tag system later of course this will be updated.

Links!

—> Here’s my AO3

Other links may be added in the future, who knows.

Cool people!

—> Basically, you should go follow my friend and my sister who I am going to tag below <3

—> @i-guess-i-apparently-exist-now (My sister:3)

—> @thedivinewitch (My Wife!! (My friend<3))

But yeah. That’s me. Woah.

(Last Edited - October 19th, 2025)

[shrugsinchinese]

Immense gratitude

[bulkhummus]

based off of this post

[voidsetup1]

and out of the darkness - you you you you you

[null-and-void-and-gone]

me when my disabilities disable me:

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

some things that horror movie culture has taught you are scary…. are just ableist

[artishroom]

….clarify?

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

okay sure. psychosis? scarier to have than to know someone who has it. DID? im more a threat to myself than people around me. wheelchairs and psych meds? are tools that help people live more functional and flexible lives and are not judgments of the persons character and for sure are not scary things. and for real, intellectually disabled people are not threats, but movies love to make them villains because they act different and understand the world differently. and people with notable physical differences? people who’s bodies look different? people with scars, growths, amputations, etc? are literally just people. and seeing themselves painted like monsters on the big screen is absolutely sickening and damaging to how society will see them.

its not only bad writing but its extremely harmful to people who actually live with conditions that are misrepresented in media. when i found out i had DID, my mom freaked out because her only point of reference was Sybil. when i was younger and first went on psych meds, i thought it meant i was set on a track to be a bad person, because in so many movies and video games you find out the bad guy has medication in his bed side table for some sort of psych disorder. the worst thing a hallucination has ever made me do was wake my mom up at 3 AM to check my bathroom to see if the bugs i saw everywhere were real and the worst thing an “episode” of any sort has made me do is hurt myself. my ptsd doesnt make me kill people, my alters dont kidnap people, my autism doesnt make me so morally unaware that ill murder for senselessly, my ocd doesnt make me hurt people etc etc etc

literally the only “horror” is the ableism. and the only way you can write good horror about disability and mental illness is if the focus is on how society and the medical field treat us rather than focusing on how we are apparently so scary, threatening, and bad.

[quiet-reassurance]

Horror is and has historically been an incredibly ableist genre, and it is still largely unrecognized as such. This has genuine severe and real-life consequences for disabled and neurodivergent people in real life. Please keep this in mind if you are abled and/or neurotypical.

[whosthere54]

For any of those interested I started making a Ryland Grace playlist

[glowing-beetle]

Has this been done yet?

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

I need more people to talk about the fact colt seavers got drugged . I need it in my bones . can we please please *please* talk about it . please . for me

[whosthere54]

I’m re-reading Project Hail Mary for a third time. I can’t stop. The movie brought me back and now I can’t stop.

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

my favorite part about writing siblings, especially in crossover fics where there's no set canon, is that i can do, simply, whatever the fuck I want (<- going to give one dr. ryland grace the biggest older sibling guilt complex you've ever seen)

[flameishstudios]

I’m gonna speak my truth

I don’t think Ic is stupid, they silly goofy yes, but they also are like an amazing alchemist (and yes some of that has been guess work however) they have literally reverse engineering/brought back several thought to be extinct forms of alchemical brewing themself

[naphelion]

went to ryland with scarification and a wheelchair island and EVERYONE there wants you to move in

[ceruleana]

yknow. i really appreciate ryan gosling's commitment to keeping the canon Grace reaction of just fucking crying the entire time. it's in character, and it's like, an extremely realistic reaction to the situation at hand. But. from most actor's ive heard (both irl friends and interviews from professionals) have bemoaned crying scenes in film, because it can be very draining and give you a splitting headache to do multiple takes etc etc. So they could have dialed it back and saved the tears for the more poignant moments. but no. they clearly went fuck it, we're committing. Grace is a Crier. here. have him crying in happiness, sadness, despair, terror, relief, disbelief, overwhelming joy. Have some heaving sobs. have some single tears. oohhh this man is gonna Cry about it.

[ultrasequel]

I keep hearing “grace wears science pun shirts to break the ice with his students” “aww grace wears those shirts to make science more interesting to kids”. Bullshit dude, in all of the classroom scenes he’s wearing business casual. His dumbass science shirts are for the love of the game and nothing else

[all-and-sundries]

Okay so in the PHM book Grace mentions that, since his last name also happens to be an English word, Rocky just calls him the Eridian word for “Grace”. But considering “grace” is a relatively niche word that would probably take a while for them even to develop the vocabulary to translate, I can’t help but wonder if there’s a little more going on here, and have ended up with two conflicting headcanons to explain it:

When they first meet, Rocky is just as worried about whether the alien will be hostile, and is so relieved by their first interactions being so positive that he names the alien the first thing he has discovered about him: “Kindness”. (It isn’t until Grace is explaining the possible interpretations of his name much later that they realize the coincidence. It feels strangely fated.)

Rocky has been calling him “Idiot [affectionate]” this entire time and lied about the whole “grace” thing when asked because who’s gonna know the difference. (when they make it back to Erid, Rocky has to make some very hasty, awkward explanations to the leaders planning to welcome the second savior of their world, culminating in a heated debate over whether to change the human hero’s Eridian “name” and in doing so expose Rocky’s crimes, or go with a planet-wide “commit to the bit” and keep the “Welcome to Erid, Idiot” decorations as is—all while Adrian loses their mind laughing in the background)

[applejaymi]

touch starved

[applejaymi]

im sorry everyone i made them hug