A letter to anyone
A week ago today. Was the first day. The first day I woke up alone. A week ago today my best friend, my soul mate, left me. He told me he needed space, but why does that include other women? A week ago today the love of my life took off his ring and told me it was over. Why? I asked for to much time. Too much love. Too much support. I was told I was too much to handle. A week ago today my heart shattered to pieces and he took most of it with him. 5 days ago he told me it was a break and that he loved me and still wanted to be with me.so I loved him in the night. The following morning, nothing changed. I had hope. The following day I received a call from him. Only to hear that what he stated wasnt true. So in that parking structure i broke down. Collapsed to the ground and cried for hours till I couldn't breathe anymore. No one stoped to ask if I was okay. Because the only person who cared just left me. I'm afraid to ever love again because he's the person I thought I'd love forever. Someone. Please. Help. I'm lost without him. I've lost 10 pounds in 7 days and all ive had is a meals worth of food. All I see is his face. I miss him. I love him wholly. With my entire being and somehow that wasn't enough.
