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I don’t write reader-inserts, even if they are not named or described in some of the stories. I learned to write with actual characters, and I joined the world of fanfiction when OCs were common and not something readers shamed you for writing.

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The schedule says I wasn't supposed to stream tonight, and there was some logic behind it, but I don't remember this logic 😅

So I'll be live tonight!

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Here is the schedule for January 💚 twitch.tv/wickednovae

All of them is gaming, where we focus on Monkey Island: The Secret of Monkey Island and/or Dragon Age: Origins. And then we'll do Palia on no-mic streams and when we need a more low-energy stream.

Co-working streams will be whenever it's needed. And there may be more no-mic streams in between.

Wednesday 7th 7-10 PM Thursday 8th 7-10 PM: No-mic Friday 9th 7-10 PM

Monday 12th 7-10 PM: No-mic Wednesday 15th 7-10 PM Friday 16th 7-10 PM: No-mic

Monday 19th 7-10 PM Wednesday 21st 7-10 PM Friday 23rd 7-10 PM

Wednesday 28th 7-10 PM Friday 30th 7-10 PM

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Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 [December 24th]

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Summary: A complicated relationship, but two idiots in love. One had Christmas plans that didn’t work out, the other is deep in a xenozoology project. One night of stargazing might solve everything.

Pairings/characters: Leonard McCoy x reader (but not really), Montgomery Scott, mention of Lieutenant Arelia zh’Thesan Warnings: Angst, injuries, concussion Words: 665

For @iguess-theyre-mymess

She had been up a damned tree during a survey on Andoria with Lieutenant zh'Thesan, trying to reach an injured Andorian icewing that had tangled itself in the frozen branches. Zh'Thesan had explained that she stepped on an icy branch, slipped and tumbled and bumped into icicles and branches on the way down, banged her head on a frozen puddle as she landed and lost consciousness.

Zh'Thesan had called for a beam directly to sickbay and Leonard had been on duty when they appeared. He was shocked with fear for two moments, before he got into action. Getting her onto a biobed, barking orders at nurses, running two tricorders over her while reading her vitals on the screen above the bed.

Apart from bumps and bruises and scratches, she'd only gotten a mild concussion. Leonard healed up the superficial injuries quickly enough, but was tempted to keep her in sickbay for a month because of the concussion. Only a day would be enough though, and he told her as much when she gained consciousness.

"You scared the hell outta me," he admitted in a whisper. The two of them were alone behind the screens around her bed.

She blinked up at him. "Leonard... It was just a fall."

"I know!" he snapped, but continued in a gentler tone. "I know. But it reminded me that life doesn't wait around for you to get you damn courage together."

She frowned. "What are you talking about?"

He looked away, jaw grinding. Took a breath and opened his mouth to speak, but stopped and shook his head. "You scared me."

"Yeah, I remember that," I said. "After that you just... did a complete 180."

"I almost told you then. Because I realised when I saw you unconscious. When I didn't know what was wrong. Instead, I chickened out. I pushed you away. Because I just saw the broken man I was. With nothing to offer, except..." He shrugged and his lip twitched in a half smile. "My bones."

"Leonard." He was beating around the bush and it was infuriating. I wanted him to just say the words I hoped he would say. The words that would hopefully explain everything.

"I realised I had fallen for you that day. And you didn't deserve the wreck I was. I am sorry." He reached for one of my hands and my skin tingled at the touch. "I am so sorry for the way I've been behaving. I am sorry for not telling you sooner." He stepped so close I could feel the heat coming off him. I couldn't breathe. One hand still held mine and the other pushed a strand of hair away from my face. "I am in love with you," he whispered and I could breathe again.

"Leonard..." I breathed.

"When I saw you there today, on the Observation deck... I didn't want to stay away from you anymore. I was going to tell you then, but..."

"We were interrupted."

He nodded. "Guess I wasn't meant to visit Earth now. I was meant to tell you how I felt."

"Are you going spiritual on me, Leonard McCoy?" I couldn't help myself, and grinned at him.

He smiled back, and it lit up the entire room. But instead of joking back, he kissed me. One hand reaching into my hair, the other hand letting go of my hand and landing on the small of my back, pushing me close.

It was our first kiss, but he felt so familiar. Tasted and smelled like home. But as much I wanted to keep kissing him forever, I pulled back. Hurt flashed in his eyes, but I smiled reassuringly. "I need to tell you," I said breathlessly. "I'm in love with you too."

Relief flashed over his face and his lips were on mine again. I grasped two handfuls of his uniform shirt and pulled him with me back towards the bed, our lips never parting, except for me to whisper: "Stay?"

"Yes."

December 23rd | Masterlist

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 [December 23rd]

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 Masterlist

Summary: A complicated relationship, but two idiots in love. One had Christmas plans that didn’t work out, the other is deep in a xenozoology project. One night of stargazing might solve everything.

Pairings/characters: Leonard McCoy x reader (but not really), mention of Jim Kirk Warnings: Leonard being vulnerable Words: 540

For @iguess-theyre-mymess

It was late when I left the Observation deck. No one else had come in there to gaze at the stars or hang out, which I was grateful for. The conversation with Leonard had left me thoughtful and I needed the quiet to sort through everything.

This sudden change from grumpy to civil left me almost as confused as flirting to grumpy had. I didn't expect the civility to last, but my heart was very much hoping. That was the conclusion I had arrived at by the time I was ready to get to bed a few minutes past midnight.

I had just changed into a Christmas pyjama when the chime on the door sounded. I frowned. "Enter."

The doors slid open and my heart stuttered. "Leonard!" There he was, looking like a lost dog in a storm, a bag slung over his shoulder. "What happened?"

"Another ship not making the rendezvous," he said with a hollow voice.

I stepped forward a few steps. "Oh, Leonard. I'm so sorry."

He swallowed. "I know we... Well, we haven't gotten along lately." He looked down at his shoes, shame on his face. "Which is my fault. But I... I came right here. I didn't... Want to go to my own –" He took a shaky breath and looked back up. "Would it be alright if I came inside?"

Feeling slightly stunned, I nodded and stepped aside. "Yes. Of course."

Leonard crossed the threshold and stopped a few paces inside, eyes moving around as if he wasn't sure he belonged in there. Silence stretched and we just looked at each other. I tried reaching for his bag so he would get comfortable, but he spoke before I got as far. "I keep thinking about that day you called me Leonard for the first time."

I blinked in surprise. "You remember that?"

"I remember every second." His voice was rough. "That was the day I realised I could fall for you."

My breath caught, heat flushing through my body.

He dropped the bag to the floor finally and stood straighter, taking one step closer to me. "I can't stand you calling me Bones because that's the nickname Jim gave me after I told him the ex left me with just my bones."

"I know," I said breathlessly.

"That... trainwreck I was then, was –" He shook his head as if to clear it. "That was a man trying to survive losing everything that mattered. Bones reminds me of that. Of having nothing but that name and pretending I was fine." He took a step closer, and I had to tilt my head to look him in the eyes. "When you called me Leonard that day, it felt like I could be him again. Not just the doctor with nothing. Maybe more than what I left behind."

I could barely process what he was saying. I tried to find words to say, but I was speechless. But he had more on his heart.

"You helped me feel that way. I knew I could fall for you. And I did."

The air in the room was thick and hot and I felt slightly dizzy. But I found a few of my words. "Then why did you..."

December 22nd | Masterlist | December 24th

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 [December 22nd]

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 Masterlist

Summary: A complicated relationship, but two idiots in love. One had Christmas plans that didn’t work out, the other is deep in a xenozoology project. One night of stargazing might solve everything.

Pairings/characters: Leonard McCoy x reader (but not really), Montgomery Scott, mention of Jim Kirk and Joanna McCoy Warnings: Some angst maybe? Words: 760

For @iguess-theyre-mymess

I nodded. "I remember. The captain forced you to take out shore leave, but it didn't work out."

McCoy sat down on the nearest pouf, and I resisted the urge to both scoot away from him and scoot closer.

"I rarely take the time to really look at the stars too," he said and in the corner of my eye I saw him lean his elbows on his thighs and look through the big window.

"I'm surprised this place was empty," I commented to keep things friendly and casual.

"They started up an old Christmas movie in the mess hall," he explained. "I think most people are there."

I nodded, and we fell silent for a bit. Surprisingly, it wasn't an awkward silence, at least not for me.

"I had over 800 hours saved up," McCoy said after a while. I glanced at him quickly. He was still gazing at the stars. "Jim threatened me with the Medical Integrity Board." He chuckled and shook his head, looking down.

"That's... a lot of hours. You keep telling the crew to take their leave, you need to lead by example." I gave him a half-smile when he looked at me and his lips twitched at the corners too. That was the first time he had smiled in my direction for a long, long time.

"Jim suggested I see Joanna for Christmas. I haven't seen her for... three years now? And just as I was starting to look forward to leaving, the ship I was hitching a ride with didn't make it in time." He looked back out at the stars, I did too. But I could hear the disappointment in his voice.

"I am sorry," I said quietly, and meant it. "I am sure you will get another chance soon. Maybe she can even visit the ship?"

McCoy grunted. "Not a chance! I'm not letting her onto this metal canister hurtling through meteors and debris and alien germs. It's a disaster waiting to happen! Especially with Jim at the top!"

I made a snorting noise, trying not to laugh. "Don't let Kirk hear you say that, Bones!"

"Don't – Please..." I snapped around at the sound of pain in his voice, his eyes were closed and he was shaking his head. "Please, use Leonard. Like you used to." He opened his eyes and his hazel eyes bored into mine. "I can't stand you using that nickname. Considering why I got it. It just... Leonard, please."

My heart raced, but I nodded. I knew very well why he got that nickname, but he had never mentioned it being an issue with me using it before. But as I thought about it, I couldn't remember using before he went hostile. "Leonard," I said to confirm.

We fell into silence again. It was nice being casual with him again. I had missed this more than I realised. Even if we literally were the only people in the room, he still had the ability to make me feel like it was just the two of us.

"I have a lot of hours saved up too," I admitted after a while and I could see the switch on the doctor in him flip on, but before he could say anything about it: "I have plans to take some once I finish up this project I'm working on."

"Good," he nodded.

"It's really fascinating, it's –"

The sound of a communicator going off interrupted me. Leonard fished it out from his back pocket and flipped it open. "McCoy here."

"Bones! Scotty here. We're scheduled tae pass another ship headin' for Earth in about an hour. D'you still wannae go?"

"Yes!" He blinked.

"Thought so! I'll let them ken right away."

He looked at me in surprise, but there was excitement in his eyes that I had rarely seen there before.

"See? Told you that you would get another chance soon." I winked at him and shooed him out. "Go go!"

"Merry Christmas!" he said, shot to his feet and was out the door in a few strides.

This was good. I was sad to see him go, because after being nice and civil to each other for just a few minutes, my heart was already ready to hope again. But I was happy for him too. And he deserved shore leave. It was good. This was good.

I scooted over until my back was against the pouf he had sat on and leaned back. Eyes locking onto the view past the windows. "Merry Christmas, Leonard," I whispered to myself.

December 21st | Masterlist | December 23rd

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 [December 21st]

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 Masterlist

Summary: A complicated relationship, but two idiots in love. One had Christmas plans that didn’t work out, the other is deep in a xenozoology project. One night of stargazing might solve everything.

Pairings/characters: Leonard McCoy x reader (but not really) Warnings: Leonard is feeling miserable Words: 376

For @iguess-theyre-mymess

And now, standing in the doorway of the Observation deck, watching her sit on the floor with the stars stretched out in front of her... His heart betrayed him again.

Leonard hadn't had any destination in mind when he wandered the corridors, just looking for somewhere to be that wasn't his quarters or sickbay. Somewhere to sit and pretend he wasn't miserable on Christmas Eve. Then he saw her sitting there and something in his chest twisted and suddenly he was back in his office months ago, her arm outstretched, offering him a cup of coffee. She had caught him so off guard, with such a small gesture. He could count on one hand how many people in his life would notice and bother to get him that coffee. Not because he was lonely, but because he had only let very few people close enough after the divorce.

She had made her way in close without trying. Just because she was... her.

A sick feeling rose inside him, he had been so cruel to her lately. So cold and dismissive. And he knew she couldn't understand why, that it hurt her. He had seen it in her eyes, but he had done it anyway. For utterly selfish reasons and the simple fact that he knew he could fall for her. But hadn't he done that anyway?

She hadn't noticed him as he stood there in his own miserable thoughts. But it was time to stop hiding. He took a deep breath and walked slowly past the threshold making his steps deliberately heavy so she could hear him.

"Why are you here?" he asked quietly. "Alone?"

She started slightly and glanced behind at him, one eyebrow raising at the sight of him. It made his heart ache. She looked back out the window and took a few moments to answer. He was standing right behind her now. "I work in space, but I spend most of my time with my head in a telescope. I rarely take the time to see the stars. Why are you here?" The question held some bitterness.

He grunted as if to say not important, but caught himself. "I needed a change of scenery. I was supposed to be on Earth today."

December 20th | Masterlist | December 22nd

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Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 [December 20th]

Stargazing Advent Calendar 2025 Masterlist

Summary: A complicated relationship, but two idiots in love. One had Christmas plans that didn’t work out, the other is deep in a xenozoology project. One night of stargazing might solve everything.

Pairings/characters: Leonard McCoy x reader (but not really) Warnings: None, I think Words: 311

For @iguess-theyre-mymess

At some point, he wasn't sure when, something in him shifted. It might have been that day she came with the first cup of coffee. Or it was that time she was completely lost in her own thoughts holding up the line to the mess hall replicator and he poked her shoulder making her scream, only to laugh out loud when he pointed out what she was doing.

Maybe it was the first time she called him Leonard instead of Doctor or even Bones. He liked his nickname, but his name on her lips...

She was bent over the workbench with a padd in hand, focused on the data scrolling over the screen. He was leaning against the door, arms crossed, watching her talking herself through the problem.

"Because if the cellular response is stress-induced and not inflammatory, then adjusting the environment won't actually –" She stopped mid-sentence, frowning and pinched the screen of the padd to zoom in on a diagram. "Leonard, does this look normal to you or am I missing something?"

He pushed off from the doorframe, standing straight. His heart hammering hard in his chest. "What?" he asked, a bit too quickly.

She looked up at him, for a split second, realized what she had said and then looked down and handed the padd to him. "Sorry. Doctor. Bones. Does this look normal to you?"

He took the padd but didn't look at it. "No, not Doctor or Bones. Leonard. Please."

Her eyes met his again and his heart wouldn't stop racing. Then she nodded.

He could fall for her. He could fall for her easily, and hard. The last time he had felt that way, he'd lost everything permanent in his life, so he had to be careful. Keep her at an arm's length. But every time she walked into a room, his heart betrayed him.

December 19th | Masterlist | December 21st

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