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i’m outside all of the time 🌤
actual footage of me sweatING bc i haven’t been on here in so long n haven’t talked w any of the new people ---- im sORRY. i’ve been super busy with one last final exam, work & personal things,, but i’m finally fREE bless,, & highkey if anyone wants to plot or honestly just chat, hmu ??
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calvin: thanks. me and my hallucinations are grateful.
calvin: i haven't had a good night's sleep in a while. and i prefer earl gray, really.
daewon: it's like i can hear the sarcasm in your text.
daewon: that's not good.. sleep's important. :/ sleep deprivation can have some really terrible effects on the body.
daewon: i'm half tempted to bring you tea. i'm sure there's earl gray somewhere.
gunner !
there wasn’t really anything wrong with the other coming outside and within the same vicinity as gunner – but he notes the nervousness evident there, brow raising but daewon tended to come off this way at times as well. he nods his head silently at the apology, knowing he really didn’t want nor did he need one, before peering around the area he had been lazing around in for awhile now. mornings were good for him; most wanted to sleep in. gunner’s sleep schedule was so off and on he usually just r o l l e d with how he was feeling, and despite having a good few hours of sleep, the grass had been inviting and the weather comfortable enough to stay and enjoy. it was relaxing. it eased his mind. but the space wasn’t solely his, and it wouldn’t be very fair to deny the other out of enjoying something so small ( yet so desirable ) like this. gunner quirks his head to the side, giving the other a little grin before sitting up, arms catching behind his back to keep him steady, “you’re not in the way. you just got here.” he states in amusement, eyeballing the notebook and pencil in the other’s hands, “you can sit. it’s not like it’s my patch of grass only.” he motions to the open space for extra emphasis before laying back down with a content sigh, lavender eyes finding the sky once more. “were you going to draw? or write?” he asks with innocent curiosity, referring to the items that daewon had brought along with him.
“ right, ” dae replies sheepishly, feeling ridiculous for being so skittish, always seeming small and on the verge of running away ; very much reminiscent of a DEER in headlights. he smiles s o f t l y though, accepting the invitation --- if it can even be labelled as one ? he sits on the ground, setting the book and pencil off to the side, figuring he has enough time for both drawing and relaxing. his head turns in gunner’s direction, brows raising at the question ; he hadn’t expected them to converse any further than they already had. nevertheless, it’s n i c e --- he appreciates it. “ draw, ” he admits, this time with more confidence. “ though i’m not sure what. ” daewon visibly surveys the area around them, viewing similar wildlife, all things he’s sketched before. it’s on a whim that he clears his throat and asks, “ do you have any suggestions ? ”
taemin.
Taemin offers a small frown in response to that— not necessarily because he pitied the other for never having spotted the specific flower before, but rather because he couldn’t quite IMAGINE such a constant image in his life ever n o t being there ; never having the blooms sporadically placed outside of his childhood home, their family’s hallway being completely devoid of the occasional bundle of azaleas whenever his mother was feeling particularly romantic that day. It was strange ; felt off, even. Though he supposed thinking about ANY constant in his life suddenly never being there would be jarring for anyone — no matter how small. “Yeah,” he agrees easily, gaze fixing itself on the flowers in question once more. “They’re probably good flowers to draw, yeah?” Taemin drags his eyes back towards Daewon, lips curling up into an excited grin as the younger mentions the finished drawing. “I can look?” he questions curiously, only leaning over to catch a glimpse of the sketch as soon his friend offers him the okay. “Oh wow,” he gasps in quiet wonder, letting his small fingers brush gently across the page. “It looks really nice,” he assures with a widened grin, tone still edged with a breathy amazement. —— Artists truly did amaze him. “I slept okay, though,” he continues on, following Dae’s question ; shoulders lifting up in a nonchalant shrug as he moves to prop himself up on the palm of his hands. “Taking an afternoon nap in the grass is pretty much the best feeling ever, to be honest.” There’s a certain sereneness to the curve of his smile— almost as if they currently WEREN’T on the run for their lives, as if he hadn’t spent the night before tossing and turning in a twisted mess of his own current fears.
daewon’s FLOORED at the reaction he receives from taemin ; he’s gotten similar reactions to his drawings in the past, but every single time ( without fail ) they always make him flustered ---- limiting his vocabulary and dusting his cheeks in a light pink. his chin falls to his chest, gaze cast down as he regains his composure. he likes being complimented, it reminds him of simpler times, when they weren’t on the run, when he had his family nearby, when his mother was still alive. she’d constantly compliment him ; tell him how handsome he looked, or how bright his smile shone ---- she was everything to him, and while he doesn’t let it show, he misses her more than anything. he busies himself in drawings and research and other things because he’s afraid of being left alone with his thoughts ; knows how easy it is to get lost up there, so he strays from it. “ good, i’m glad, ” dae muses while he takes a chance to stretch out his shoulders once more, rolling them with the way he’s positioned ---- and it feels amazing. at the mention of taking an afternoon nap he groans ; the sound’s soft and barely audible, but it’s there, and he’s laughing because of it. “ i’m envious of you, you know that ? ” his stare returns to taemin, resting on his languid pose and he’s overcome with a sense of comfort. spending time in his company helps him forget every hardship that plagues him, and he can’t even begin to thank him ; isn’t sure how he’s supposed to express this kind of gratitude. “ ah, we should head back soon though... ” daewon contradicts his words and instead sinks lower, leaning on his elbows with his back hovering by the ground. “ we’ve been out here for a while... ”
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calvin: yeah, well, it turns out i'm gonna be keeping her for a while. she doesn't look like trouble.
calvin: nothing looks bad, so i might just need more sleep, bo big deal
daewon: i'll keep my fingers crossed for you. i really hope it's nothing :(
daewon: get some sleep though, that should definitely help. if not, herbal tea's something you could never go wrong with~!
taemin.
Taemin wasn’t sure if it was their current surroundings— the warmth of the afternoon sun, coupled along with the soft plush cushion of the grass beneath him— or it was simply the fact that he’d only just woken up from his previous nap, but the boy continued to linger in a sleepy, cozy daze despite their conversing. He leans his head against his folded arms as he listens to the younger, blinking up in interest at Dae’s explanation. Taemin, himself, wasn’t much of an ‘ artistic ’ person, outside of his dance background, so he always found it interesting to see those he COULD draw or paint at work. He makes sure not to sneak a peak at the boy’s drawing however, just in case he was unwilling to share his work so far, but instead focuses his gaze on the pencil scratching against the surface of the paper. The movement of the utensil and the sounds produced very nearly lulls him back into sleep, but his interest in the subject of Daewon’s drawing keeps him aware for the moment — finally lifting his head up and craning it to the left to catch sight of the flowers in question. The familiarity of the visuals— a bushel of pretty pink flowers— has him smiling softly. “You’ve really never seen them before?” he quips back curiously, gaze turning back towards his friend. “We had a whole bunch of them back home. They’re my father’s favorite, actually. We used to plant them together all the time.” It aches a bit to think of, but his lips quirk up regardless. “They’re not my favorite, personally, but I’ve always found them to be beautiful.”
❝ no, NEVER, ❞ he answers with a sigh, but it’s void of any agitation--- -rather, filled with satisfaction. there’s something reassuring about their situation, a sense of comfort existing in the way they’re surrounded by wildlife ; grass, trees, and flowers of all sorts. while the world’s vast and seemingly never-ending, the moment that exists now stalls time entirely. daewon’s smiling to himself as he sets his notebook down, page open, pencil lain on top. he rolls both shoulders and feels the stretch in his back. he’s been sedentary for a while, entirely transfixed with his drawing. ❝ they are really PRETTY. ❞ daewon struggles to find a better suited word, but when the reply falls from his lips, it seems like enough. the subject of the flowers’ connection to taemin's father isn’t pressed any further, he knows it’s bittersweet and the last thing he wants is to ruin their time together. especially when days like this are seldom. the movement’s slow as he places his palms behind himself, flat and stable while they support his weight, head lolling back and eyes falling shut. a breeze picks up nearby and it’s cool on his cheek, ruffling his hair. a deep inhale brings the expansion of his lungs and he’s in heaven--- -or something reminiscent of it. ❝ i think i’m done with the drawing, ❞ dae admits nonchalantly, signalling to tae that he can look it over if he wants ; it’s one of the few that’s turned out how he’s envisioned it. he continues the conversation though, taking the focus from himself and placing it onto his friend. ❝ did you sleep well ?? ❞ they inquire softly, afraid of being too loud, like taemin’s still lost in sleep. though he’s groggy himself, what with his post-art haze settling in.
gunner.
it had been the first time in days that gunner had woken up without a splitting headache to be the first to greet him, and the lack of the familiar ACHE within the confines of his head puts him in an immediate good mood. he feels more like himself once more, enjoying having his head space back and not having to press it against the nearest object of support to keep it from t h r o b b i n g . his antics had begun to garner a little bit of attention, those finding him in secluded corners with his forehead pressed against a wall, fingers rubbing at sensitive and sore temples. anything to alleviate the pressure. gunner had been doing a fabulous job at coming up with excuses and avoiding the questing eyes, and today would be no different. “you’re not good at sneakin’ up on people, you know that?” gunner casually calls out from where he has been lounging back, arms snuggly placed behind his head as a makeshift pillow as he stares up at the sky. lavender eyes fall to acknowledge the other there though before he speaks up once more. “what’s up?”
he’s always found that mornings were EASIEST ; waking up before the sun was ideal and he cherishes whenever it happens. living with others has its drawbacks, but the constant frenzy of company’s always forgotten at times like these, when he’s in a state of complete stillness. daewon isn’t aware of the time, but it’s irrelevant. all that matters is that it’s quiet and he’s laying in bed, covers drawn to his chin. there’s nothing but warmth surrounding him and everything’s absolutely perfect--- -for the moment anyway. daewon knows he’ll eventually have to leave his bed and start his routine. and when he does, the first thing he notices is the absence of his comforter. the chill’s there, lingering over him as a shiver reaches through to his bones, buried deep in its marrow. it’s commonplace though ; his peculiarity’s ruined his circulation. he’s almost ALWAYS cold, goosebumps familiarized with the contours of his body.
as his feet connect with the floor, he stretches both arms above his head, loosening his muscles. his shoulders protest and he hears a few cracks from varying joints, but he’s thankful for the bed and the fact that he wakes up without feeling overly stiff. dae dresses quickly and heads outdoors, craving fresh air and a change of scenery. notebook tucked under his arm and a pencil held in his hand, he comes across another body ; a relaxed gunner. daewon’s startled by the voice and he freezes, eyes widening though calming when actually registering what’s being said. ❝ sorry, i really didn’t mean to, ❞ he sheepishly starts, gaze turned to the ground. he’s never been terribly good at eye contact. ❝ i wanted to sit out here for a bit... it’s nice out. am i in the way ?? i can LEAVE if you want ?? ❞
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calvin: i suppose it is :/ but i don't.. really think that would be possible considering people are mostly afraid of us?
calvin: that's what i originally thought, but we shall see
daewon: unfortunately...
daewon: but keep me updated, okay? i'm not a doctor, but i've read up on a fair amount of medical jargon, so i might be able to help?
taemin.
The moment Taemin’s eyes flutter open— mind finally slipping into a state of awareness after his mindless dozing— it takes him a few minutes to properly gather his surroundings. —— Waking up outside in the grass tends to disorient a person, after all. He lets his eyes blink open a few more times before rolling over onto his side, feeling lazy and comfortable with the afternoon sun warming up his skin. He manages to catch sight of his companion sitting just to the left of him, his own grin quirking up as he FINALLY manages to recall how he’d ended up napping in the grass that afternoon. The two of them had been exploring their most recent location— an attempt to help settle the both of them in their new surroundings— having only stopped by at a nearby park in an attempt to relax, the younger breaking open a notebook, while Taemin curled up in the warm grass and dozed. The elder of the two proceeds to prop his head up onto his folded forearms, looking up at Dae with a curious gaze. “What’re you working on?” he quips, voice and mind still clouded with sleep, but eyes somehow managing to catch sight of the journal situated in his friend’s lap.
daewon’s lost in thought with his fingers curling loosely around an old art pencil--- it’s skirting across the open notebook with practiced laziness. the book’s weathered and noticeably used, but he cherishes it as if it’s BRAND new. he doesn’t care that the edges of each page are fraying, or that the leather cover is cracked in several places. if anything, it’s a reminder of how much time’s passed. he sometimes loses track of the days, weeks, months ; they all blur together. their most recent move isn’t helping either ; his current mental state’s nothing short of an absolute mess. but, thank god for taemin !! thank god for daewon having someone that helps put him at ease. their dynamic works in his favour. the pair often fall into silence during times like these, when they venture around, exploring new areas after they’ve been relocated. this time, thankfully, they were fortunate enough to find a place to rest--- and now here daewon is, welcoming the stillness of the world. he’s drawn from his thoughts however, when a familiar voice meets his ears. it’s clouded with sleep, and the realization softens his expression. ❝ do you see that bushel of flowers over there ?? ❞ their sketching doesn’t stop and his voice remains low, sounds of pencil on paper harmonious with his response. “ the pink ones, they’re to your left. ” his gaze flickers to taemin for the briefest of moments ; it’s there one second and gone the next, now back on the mentioned wildlife. ❝ they’re azaleas. i’ve read about them before, when i was younger... a lot younger. this is my first time actually seeing them... ❞ teeth sink into his lower lip in thought, he’s contemplating, unsure of whether he’s finished. ❝ it’s weird to think that though, given that they’re a fairly common flower. ❞
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calvin: i dunno :/ there's no mark or anything, but you can never be too sure
daewon: if there's no mark, that's a good sign! though if you notice the beginnings of a fever, nausea, confusion, anxiety, agitation, or excessive salivation, you should seek medical attention 😷
daewon: hopefully it's not rabies. but if it's not, then it must be your peculiarity?
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calvin: so today.. has not been such a good day
calvin: i think i've either got rabies
calvin: or my power's strong enough to manipulate my own eyes
daewon: that's not good... do you think it could actually be rabies? were you bit by anything?
aHH !! i'm kind of terrible at introductions,, i always feel like i leave smth out, rip. but hi, i’m haylee, im twenty, and i’m in the est timezone -- though my sleep schedule is super irregular, and sometimes i’m up until five am ?? it’s bAD. i’m so excited to meet/write with all of you, and if u wanna learn more abt daewon, that can b found here. i’ll put up some stats for him later,, but rn i’m actually p tired and am probably gonna sleep soon. anyway, hello !!