This year has been really unkind to me, severely unkind. I'm currently going through Therapy to see if that helps get my brain back into a better place.
If I ever get better and I really do hope I do, I want to come back to drawing my penguins. By any unfortunate state that I won't be able to come back to this though I will make an announcement. I will Also make sure all my OCS can be shared amongst the Tumblr club penguin community too. But like I said, it depends on if I'm able to come back or not.
i was working on drawing aunt arctic as i hopped on call to watch my friend play off and we were yapping and i was showing the pose i was refrencing and
@agent-a-cpfancomic "Its not delusions of grandeur if I can do it!" Edition!
Where the first time Shawn wanted to climb the toughest mountain he got abruptly stopped!
Shawn: I'm gonna climb toughest mountain.
Quil: no you ain't.
Shawn: yes I will! And I CAN!
Shawn: IT'S NOT DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR IF I CAN FUCKING DO IT! LET ME GO!
Quil isn't even gonna let Shawn take one foot on that mountain without the proper equipment! XD
Shawn: This fluffy likes to talk to me
*CARP NOISES*
Anna: you're insane
Shawn: I know.
Shawn loves it when the fish around the island actually make noises. Anna probably thinks he's finally lost it (I headcanon that the fluffies sound like a Carp fish)
Shawn: this is fine.
Shawn during the worst moments of his life be like.
Suddenly Riki!
Riki: how was my day?
Riki: I'm in Lethal Lava Land
Riki when he has the most random, out of pocket dream that isn't a horrific nightmare has the ability to stay so calm somehow.
And the finale!
Riki: The voices in my head are getting louder
Blizzy: shut the heck up.
Riki: ONE of them is angry.
Sibling patch notes update!
Riki and Blizzy are now twins too! Which means Riki now shares the same birthday as Blizzy
Where quil managed to get Shawn outside for a hangout!
Quil: hey guys! Guess who I found!
Shawn, who hasn't left the house in over a month: *silent panic*
Anna: Holy shit--
Bonnie: SHAWN!!!
After the whole... situation, Shawn almost immediately shut himself in and was way too afraid and guilt ridden to face his friends (especially Anna.) but Quil wouldn't let him stay away for too long!
Quil: Shawn! There you are!
Quil: taking a break from Socializing?
Shawn: yeah...
Quil: well, let's take a break together, ok?
Shawn is still feeling really out of it so socializing is like trying to have a picnic in hell for him, thankfully Quil seems to understand.
Shawn makes his stance on AI art known and will clown on absolutely anyone who uses it akfhakfhakfh
And the finale!
Shawn: 68 days in your egg, making us all wait...
Shawn: And you look like your goofy dad!
I won't lie I've been wanting to do this meme for absolutely ages but never got around to it. Now I have.
Jesse hatched first and Clover took until midnight the same day to hatch. Jesse came so close to not having to share a birthday with his twin XD
@agent-a-cpfancomic "a joke turned saving grace" edition!
Where oh god oh fuck oh god oh fuck--
Shawn: y'know, if I don't answer a call from you or come in on time for an appointment, I don't mind you hunting me down.
Lily: oh? Why's that?
Shawn: honestly? I think it's cause I'd feel safer!
Lily: I'll take that as express permission to check in on you every so often?
Shawn: I wouldn't mind honestly, thank you.
Shawn was joking at first but he ended up agreeing to it because even if he didn't think of it at the moment, it may end up being something that saves him one day.
Dan: see ya later kid, don't overexert yourself today.
Shawn, looking at an old VHS recording an hour later: huh, I almost forgot that Shade and I Recorded these...
Shade: a recording for the future!
Shawn: our future!
Shawn: what do you wanna be?
Shade: a therapist
Shawn: boo
Shade: Boo!? What do YOU wanna be?
Shawn: whatever mom and dad are at their job, duh!
Shade: haha watch out snowball, I may end up being YOUR therapist if you take their job. What if we both worked at the same place?
Shawn: oooh! That'd be so cool! The chaos duo would never be apart that way! Chaos duo forever?
Shade: Chaos duo fore--*TV shut off*
Shawn: ...fine, fine...it's all fine, it'll all be okay, I just need to keep my mind off it-
Shawn wasn't mentally prepared to see the old recordings he and Shade made as kids. It hadn't even been 3 months since Shades passing by this point and Shawn had already gone through a lot himself. But that's fine, he can just do one of his favourite hobbies to keep his mind off it, right?
TW in place: implied Suicide attempt.
Lily: ...ookay...he didn't answer...
Lily: Anna, is Shawn with you?
Anna: no...why?
Lily: he left a note saying he's gone swimming.
Anna: oh, did he have his therapy session with you already?
Lily: No... he didn't show up. At all.
Anna: oh-- that's odd...
Lily: I tried to call him but I got nothing, it went to voicemail. And he's not at his home either.
Lily: I called his parents and they said Shawn should've been at their home since he's still recovering from his job related injury...so I don't know why Shawn would want to--
Anna: ohh fuck no...
Anna: Lily. He'll be at the cove. Or somewhere between the Cove and the iceberg. Shawn tends to do this thing...if his thoughts are too much he'll do laps from the cove to the iceberg, sometimes to the point of exhaustion.
Anna: so I don't know if he's just exercising...
Lily: or he's about to do something really... REALLY STUPID...
in Shawns desperate efforts to keep himself from feeling his grief, he pushed himself beyond exhaustion.
His joke turned permission from his previous session ultimately became his saving grace.
@agent-a-cpfancomic "Dan has left the chat" edition!
Where oh man, he is not staying to explain whatever bs is currently going on
Anna: Shawn, do you know where your dad is?
Shawn: no, why?
Anna: I just really need to like....have "tariffs" explained to me? Gary ran for the hills when I asked him.
Shawn: UHH... Y'KNOW WHAT--
Shawn: Dad is on holiday.
Anna: oh...what about Mai?
Shawn: So is Mai--
Sorry Anna! Shawn's beak is sealed! Not even HE wants to explain this!
Dan: I'm so tired, mum...
Mai: me too...thank fuck I built this cabin in the wilderness.
Dan and Mai are just hiding out having adopted mother and son family time AKFHAKFHAK--
Lily blackfeather: oh, you have a bandage on your arm...are you ok?
Shawn: I FELL--
Shawn understands that as a therapist, lily does have to ask these types of questions whenever she notices something different.
he just wishes that what lily noticed wasn't exactly what she thinks it is.
Suddenly omnisha!
Omnisha: child, please stop following me. It's not your time yet...!
Ghost: up...? Up!
Omnisha wasn't used to being able to be seen by Ghost, she isn't used to being perceived by a living being in any capacity, unfortunately for her, Ghost is gonna be able to perceive her for the rest of his life :D
And the finale!
Shawn: that's it! I'm taking you out!
Clay: ok, it's a date
Shawn: that's not what I meant--
Shawn lost multiple times in a row against clay in a video game and is now ready to fight him irl. Too bad though! It became an impromptu date.
Shawn: I keep forgetting names of places and people and sometimes I put something down and immediately forget where it is. I can't focus! It sucks and it feels like I'm losing my memory!
Ms Blackfeather: That... sounds suspiciously like ADHD dear
Shawn: What-
That moment when you have the good old trifecta of comorbid conditions, the father (Autism) the son (ADHD) and the holy Spirit. (OCD)
I think Lily knows Shawn is in for a bad time and Shawn is about to just have sooo many horrors. Which...yeah, mood.
Shawn: Here's a sick trick this bird is doing!
Shawn: wanna know his name?
Clay: I'm so in love with you.
Shawn unintentionally not even processing what clay said: Tiny hawk!
Quil: A splendid name!
Shawn loves coming up with silly nicknames, Quil probably agrees with them
Orion: so, how old are you? I never asked.
Aunt arctic: I'm getting there in terms of old, I'm in my 40's
Orion: *Changes song theme to romance*
Aunt arctic: oh honey--
Orion you're around the same age frame as Aunt arctic-- XD
And the finale! A day or two late but!
Shawn: yeah I'm trans. So what? Happy trans day of visibility!
Takumi fell from a high place after hanging upside down. Bonnie is here for the teasing and inevitable "ok let's make sure you're actually ok" moment
Bonnie: *Singing "whenever, wherever" by Shakira*
Anna: *trying not to laugh*
Takumi: *just happy to be included*
Anna finds this whole situation v e r y amusing XD
Bonnie: Ok THATS cool!
Tusk put the fire brigade in timeout because they set fire to his snowmen akfhakfha-
Mari: why did you call Quil cu--
Shawn: I FORGOT HOW TO TALK!
Mari would probably find Shawns inability to be even the least bit chill funny to her I believe AKJAKFHAK-
And the finale!
Shawn: I am not brave.
Shawn: but sometimes...
Shawn: I am made brave by my friends.
Shawn: which is to say I am made Brave by love.
Shawn thinking about himself and how on a more personal level, he doesn't view himself as brave, at least not when it comes to himself. However, he can be brave when it comes to people he cares for a lot, maybe that's what love and being loved is all about. Bravery.
@agent-a-cpfancomic "Asteroids and naming retcons " edition!
Where I finally gave mini Shawn a new name!
But first-
Shawn: Hey Anna. Wanna hear a bit of astronomy news?
Anna: oh god this'll be fun, sure Shawn what is it? New giant star? New planet?
Shawn: actually, an Asteroid. It has a 1 in 32 chance of hitting earth in 2032
Anna: HUH--
Anna: I'm Less likely to pull a legendary lootbox in a gacha! What the fuck!? Those odds are higher than winning the fucking lottery!
Shawn: it'd be awesome if it hits. It'd be cool to study it up close
Anna: of course you'd say that.
Shawn hears of a near earth asteroid and sees it's actual mind bogglingly close odds and goes "holy fuck I need to tell everyone."
Poor Anna is probably going to have a conniption KAFHAKDH-
Shawn: my fucking head...
Quil: maybe you should rest...
Shawn still suffers from migraines, thankfully he listens more often when people tell him to sleep it off now. Probably much to Quils relief here!
Shawn: I've been so caught up in my own grief of losing Clay that I forgot to give you a Name...
When the little guy hatched, Shawn accidentally forgot to give him a name due to the grief of losing Clay, this in turn made him feel more bad because for the life of him, he couldn't come up with a name that fit him.
Quil: oh you are adorable! You're like a little Ghost!
(and then along came the polls XD)
Ghost: aaaand that's how I got my name!
Violet: Rad.
Yeah Shawn isn't very original when it comes to names. (he's just like Dan fr) He took the nickname the Humans gave him and let his son inherit it. Just don't let Quil know Shawn got the Idea because he heard him call Ghost a little ghost, he'd never be able to live it down AKFHAKDHA-
Where Shawn is just lamenting the fact the island needs their own version of comic con
Shawn: I think this island should have comic cons
Anna: based. I agree
Anna: Mostly because it'd be nice to see Jangrah and the others talk about their show. They deserve to talk in depth about it!
Anna: what would you do at a comic con?
Shawn: Dress as Sans-
Anna: of course you would
Two differing opinions, Anna wants to see Jangrah get to infodump and Shawn wants to dress up as Sans undertale XD
Orion, talking about Aunt Arctic: god I love that women...
Anna definitely heard this before...like 300 times by now!
Whenever Orion isn't the EPF/PSA doctor, she's a note taker for Aunt Arctic. The head of the newspaper talks to a lot of people when out and about after all and having someone who can keep notes is useful!
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