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noa/nova/nowa idk if you call me anything that has n, o, and a in it I’ll probably respond // late 20s // he/him // trans & bi🔸 kinda into drhdr, gk and jjk but mostly a random ramblings blog 🔸 art blog @feuer-fliege

[my-castles-crumbling]

[potato-lord-but-not]

ok I think y’all are ready to see transgender Frankenstein’s monster I did for class

[mas-o-kissed]

Crazy when “fat and hairy man” is used as shorthand for ugly as if that is not the sexiest way a person can be. Give him 2 me you do not deserve him

[wildcat-ogata]

I remember when I was 10 and my boobs started to develop and I felt really weird about the prospect of never being flat again

Jokes on me because I’ve been flat again for 2 months 🥳🥳🥳

[ndiecity-deactivated20241101]

do you think autistic people dislike eye contact because of ancestral memories from medusa times

No I don't

[marxism-transgenderism]

Hi if you ever find yourself in a relationship saying anything along the lines of "well I can't leave cause I would never be able to find something better than this because I'm trans/fat/aging/antisocial/unlucky" I beg of you to run. Please. You can find and build better but in order to do that you have to take the first step out the door. You do not have to endure abuse, mistreatment, or just plain incompatibility for the sake of a fraction of happiness. You don't.

[marxism-transgenderism]

This post has ended multiple shitty relationships. Reblog it to end even more

[wildcat-ogata]

Due to having top surgery 7 days ago I was only allowed to shower twice and the next time is in 2 days

I just want to marinate in water for 2 full days is that too much to ask for

[lastoneout]

Why healing wound so itchy if itching wound while healing so bad????????

[lastoneout]

No I am normal human who can leave bandages alone do not do NOT get the cone. I am recovering normal.style NOT dog style.

[wildcat-ogata]

🥳🥳🥳

I had top surgery last Tuesday and I feel great

🥳🥳🥳

[segamascott]

Should I go full twink or bear please answer fast

you should be yourself without attempting to fit into a specific category but bear

[wildcat-ogata]

Im going to have top surgery in two weeks and it feels absolutely excruciating to wait tbh

A part of me regrets taking my time with my decision to pursue top surgery but I know it was best for me to wait and be really sure I want and need this

Still my dysphoria is really bad atm and I can barely go to work without binding which in turn really hurts my shoulders and back

But I’ll push through and then I’ll be flat forever yeeeeee

Funny how I felt all melancholic when my boobs started to grow when I was 10 because I wouldn’t ever be flat again. Who has the last word now?? (The surgeon I guess)

[piosplayhouse]

Kind of loathe how whenever there's talk of some platform banning NSFW content the discussion always jumps to "this is bad because the people who institute these rules think queerness is inherently NSFW!" and it's like yeah but also I think you should be outraged regardless of the slippery slope argument. Because I do think NSFW hetslop should also be able to exist

[nitashinori]

That post about death note being "everyone's first anime" (untrue statement) made me curious and now I want to gather data for science

Can you reblog this and tell me where are you from and what was your starter anime?

[wildcat-ogata]

I have a top surgery date 🎉🎉🎉 wahoooo

It’s in September so one last summer with boobs

[wildcat-ogata]

What do you mean I can comfortably wear shorts sized m but for underwear L barely fits me

[wildcat-ogata]

I want to build a time machine, travel back 8 years, shake my suicidal self and tell her she needs to put on a flower pattern dress shirt, some loose jeans and most importantly take a good dose of testosterone

[wildcat-ogata]

About half a year ago I finally came out to my entire family and I wasn’t sure how my grandparents would take it

Last week I called them and it’s on landline so they don’t always see who it is. I said hi it’s me noa and my grandma replied in her usual happy sing song tone hello noa I’m happy you’re calling

Hearing her call me noa in the same sweet and gentle tone she has always used to greet me warmed my heart so much