It Rains In The Wild

I get sad too... I feel things deeply 🥺😔 I honestly started porn to justify being a sad hoe... I want to feel something.... anything

[wildlilcrybaby]

I've been sobbing since 10:46am

My anniversary was yesterday cause it doesn't feel like ours....

I'm bleeding....

[missingyouonly]

[wildlilcrybaby]

I Don’t Like Talking About How I Feel

It's honestly not something you wanna hear.... You really want to know; for real? Well here's the deal,

[suicide-is-my-father]

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[heartbreakclubs]

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

I feel lonely all the time even when I’m around people. Honestly I don’t even feel like I’m physically there and it wouldn’t matter if I wasn’t

[wildlilcrybaby]

I can't - CAN NOT - repost this enough

[wildlilcrybaby]

I’m losing my mind cause there’s no outlet.... no release for the sad feeling

No talking

Nowhere to post

Nothing to look at (oddly enough those triggering pictures used to turn my stomach & keep me from #selfharm )

I'm literally stuck to my thoughts.....

[wildlilcrybaby]

Me : Do you ever feel like someone only keeps you around so they won’t be alone?

My Cousin: Yea, I know that feeling.

Me : Is someone who says they “love you” supposed to be the one to make you feel that?

My Cousin : ...no...

Me :

[wildlilcrybaby]

I’ve been thinking about cutting myself for a week. About letting go of that discipline & all these clean years but it’s different... I don’t just want to feel..... I want to release EVERYTHING inside me until I see the demons seep from my skin.

I’m sorry but I’ve succumbed to the beast again, sorry that I need to bleed again.

[wildlilcrybaby]

I’d follow you into the abyss

But I’m not sure if it would be to find bliss or to say I didn’t bring myself to the edge.

[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

—Ari Aster, Midsommar (2019) Script

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

I feel lonely all the time even when I’m around people. Honestly I don’t even feel like I’m physically there and it wouldn’t matter if I wasn’t

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

I’ll never be loved

I’ll never be special

I’ll never be worth it

I’ll never be enough

[i-need-to-be-fixed]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]