Itâs like this. Somewhere Sebastian Sallow is twelve years old and his twin sister is laughing. Somewhere heâs sixteen and he doesnât know if she's still alive. He can never go back. He can bite and scratch and beg but he can never go back.
Interlude One â» HERE
a/n â» ready for some angst kids? lets deep dive into seb's past
im late to my promise of an update to let the light in every sunday, the chapter IS coming out but probably not until THIS SUNDAY (8th).
this is just because i started university again and im busy asf so havent had as much time as i used to. im also through my pre-written chapters so writing 8000~ words in a week alongside my university assignments is a slight insanity.
THEREFORE, updates will be every other week instead. hence why the new chapter is this sunday rather than the one last week.
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Tags â» third person POV, smut, face-sitting, giving head, penetration, sub!sebastian, aged up characters, married characters
A/N â» every day i fight for my place in heaven. this is the first smut ive ever written in my many adult years of life and also possibly the easiest thing ive written. funny that. hopefully u wonderful, sinful lot will enjoy <3
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Summary:
A heatwave has descended upon Sebastian and MC's happily married life. The warmth unties the strings of restraint and allows, often hidden, layers to be peeled away...
The heat of the August sun bore through the windows of their home like thick honey, making everything stick. She sat at the table, hands melting into the wood, a cup of water sweating in front of her. England had not known heat like this in years; the Daily Prophet had warned of winds carrying hot air from Africa but she didnât think that it would swell the atmosphere the way it had.
Over the last few days, she had steadily reduced the layers of clothing that she normally donned. The corset went first; stuffy, abysmal thing. Then the petticoat, three layers under a skirt was simply too much. The chemise got traded out for the more contemporary brassiere, a thin lacy thing that was all but transparent under the sheen of sweat that sheâd been drenched in these past few days. Her skirts got shorter and her patience thinner. She wanted to wring herself out like a towel.
Luckily, the only person who had seen her in such a state of impropriety was her husband and school sweetheart, Sebastian Sallow. They had been confined to their remote cottage in the highlands, sweating their souls away as the sun reaped across the country. Sebastian wasnât bothered by her state of undress, theyâd been married for almost five years and together for much longerâhe had seen her in much more vulnerable states.
However, she had noticed his growing restlessness of late. They scarcely touched due to the heat; where they would usually be wrapped around each other in bed, they erected a boundary in the centre of it, loathe to touch each otherâs skin and boil in the scorching nighttime fever. Now, she had developed a bronze tint to her skin, all the way down to her legs, her face flush with a sunny glow. Sebastianâs eyes had noticed this. He had noticed the layers slowly peel away, and the way the fabric stuck to her flesh, lathed along it like a tongue.Â
The tension was thick in the air like rope. Sebastian did nothing to pursue her though, either by the heat sapping him of his virility or simply some form of chivalry. The rope tightened.
She had noticed him too of courseâthat was her husband after all. He was shirtless most days, a tan settling into his chest like varnish on a prized painting. His freckles darkened, set alight like sparks on his skin, the tone he had built from his career as a curse-breaker brought out in the daylight. A god cut in the stone.
When he entered the room, then, clad in a white cotton shirt, she was almost disappointed. He strode over to the sink, pouring himself his own water, and chugging it. His throat bobbed, adamâs apple prominent as the liquid ran down his chin and neck.
âI donât think I can take another day of this,â he gasped.
âItâs not supposed to last much longerâwe can go for another swim in the lake today?â she offered.
Sebastian took his wife in, his eyes dragging across her sweat-slick collarbones and jaw. âMaybe.â
The rope tightened.Â
He put down his glass and the sound seemed to shake the foundations. His eyes did not leave her. After what seemed like a fraught but quick internal battle, he stepped over to her, hand sliding along her shoulders. His fingers slipped the shoulder off her loose blouse, revealing more of her glowing skin. His breath stuttered. Then, Sebastian leant over, ghosting his lips over her clavicle, tasting salt on the tongue, as he kissed a trail up to her throat.
âYou donât knowâŠhow difficult it has been,â he whispered, âto keep my hands off you.â
She tilted her head, offering her neck to him, as his kisses got sloppier, more desperate. He used his hand to force her eyes upon him and she knew that look instantly.
Itâs not often Sebastian gets like this. Sex usually had him taking the lead, it was hot, heady and banalâas she liked it. Sometimes, though, Sebastian would get this glazed look in his eyes, when his desperation had mounted to a point he no longer knew what to do with himself. Most times, he was a half-full cup, the empty half allowed him some sense and reason, and he was able to control his desires. When left too long, his cup became full, there was no room for anything else except wild, desperate want.Â
Right now, that need was etched into his expression. Sebastianâs eyebrows were pinched in a silent plea and his eyes were glassy; once he had started he no longer knew how to contain the water in his cup. The heedless want that pulsed through his senses until all they could perceive was her.
She maintained her composure. There was a delicacy to moments like these.
âWhy is that?â
A frantic half-whine escaped his throat. âBecauseâbecause youâve been practically naked in front of me all week and IâMerlin itâs so hot,â he was exasperated and whiny, and words failed him at times like these. Which made it all the more fun.
âWhat do you want, love?â
Sebastianâs eyes flickered between hers, he swallowed dryly. âSo many things.â
His wife rose from her chair, levelling herself against him, bringing their faces closer. Itâs not often Sebastian gets like this. But itâs so fun when he does.
She slipped her fingers under his shirt, running them up his flushed skin and around his waist. She pulled him closer, pressing his front to hers. He bit back a moan as the pressure met his hardening cock.
âUse your words, Seb,â she goaded, breath dancing across his cheeks.
He swallowed around nothing again. âI want your mouth on me.â
She surged forward, capturing his lips between hers. He responded immediately, an airy groan leaving his teeth as he gripped her hips and parted his mouth. She slid her tongue along the inseam of his lips, teasing him. Sebastian backed her into the table, arching her back slightly as he devoured her lips. Hunger stalked his every movement, his hips rutting into hers mindlessly as his hand cupped her jaw, tilting her head so he could kiss her more deeply, lose himself more entirely.
She pushed him away. âYou wanted my mouth there?â she asked innocently.
He tried to kiss her again, but she dodged. He tried again. She dodged. Sebastianâs head slumped into her shoulder.
âPlease,â he whined.
âPlease, what?â
âPlease put your mouth on my cock,â he begged her, pressing more wet kisses into her collarbone.
His wife grinned, trying to bite back the smile and regain composure. âMaybe,â she mused, âcome with me.â
Sebastian was led easily, trailing behind her like a puppy in a way that warmed her abdomen. The heat persisted, whilst the sweat had her baby hairs sticking to her hairline, as well as Sebastianâs chestnut curls going slick around his ears. But a new fever had started to pool low in her gut, one that begged for satiation.
Now in the bedroom, she wasted no time ridding Sebastian of his shirt, peeling it off him as it clung to the perspiration. He kept trying to kiss her as she did so, which she swatted away while he petulantly whined. To shut him up, she ducked and licked a stripe up one of his nipples.
âAahâ!â
Then she licked the moan right out of his mouth. They kissed sloppily once more, Sebastianâs hunger disarming him of any prowess as his hands roved desperately over her clothed figure. When he was like this, Sebastian became putty in her hands. Despite her smaller stature, she manoeuvred them to the bed, separating their lips with a wet sound and pushing him onto his back.Â
He fixed his gaze on her. Leveraging his raptured attention, she reached under her skirt and slipped out of her underwear, watching as his eyes followed the lacy material when she dropped it to the floor. He was panting.Â
She climbed atop him, kissing him once more, before levelling her gaze with his. âFirst, youâre going to use your mouth on me, then maybe weâll see about you.â
Sebastian readily nodded, swallowing thickly. âYes, yes please,â he panted.
His wife smiled, something softer, fonder, before her expression settled back into her role. She shuffled up his body, Sebastianâs hands already greedily grabbing the meat of her thighs from under her skirt, dragging her towards his eager mouth.
Before even settling, he began, dragging a long stroke of his tongue across her cunt, a throaty moan leaving him as he tastes the sweetness coming out of her core. Like sugar. Sebastian forcefully urged her to settle more of her weight on him, wanting to feel her pressing against his nose. The last vestiges of sense in him commented how dying like this would probably be the best way to go ever. His wife sat, with a strangled moan, as his mouth sucked around the bundle of nerves that set her alight.
Obscene, wet sounds filled the room as Sebastian ate her like a man starved, coupled with the mingled moans of himself and his wife, her hips rocking back and forth against his tongue. The pool in her abdomen had now grown into a tidal wave that surged, pulsed. Itâs crest rearing.
âOh, fuck Sebastian,â she purred.
Spurred by his wifeâs pleasure, Sebastian reached a hand towards his throbbing cock, palming it through his trousers, unable to help himself.
âYouâre doing so good,â she rasped, âlove, keep going.â
Sebastian rubbed the tip of his tongue against that sweet spot in tandem with the movements of his hand, shameful whines leaving his throat. His wife keened, her lithe body arching, head thrown back, a guttural moan leaving her throat as she came. Sebastian moaned in tandem, running the flat of his tongue across the seam of her cunt, feeling her pulse around him.
She pantedâbreath leaving her lungs like sapâand rolled off of her husband.
âCâmere,â she breathed.
Sebastian obeyed. She took his mouth into hers, eagerly licking the remains of her pleasure from him, savouring the wet slide of their lips. He was all but inconsolable at this point, wet patch at the front of his trousers, dick still painfully hard in its confines.
âPlease,â he mewled, devouring the air of his lover.
She obliged him, taking charge once more, crawling over his supine body to suck bruises into his neck. Sebastian clutched her, a whimpering mess at the victim of his wifeâs whims. Slowly, her mouth carved a path down his body, leaving wet kisses over his chest and nipples, before following the trail of hair at his sternum.
She undid the buttons on his trousers, shucking them over his waist and taking his cock in hand. Sebastian breathed heavily, watching her with undivided focus. She opened her mouth, sliding her tongue up the length of him, to his wet tip. Sebastianâs head thumped back onto the bed, a wanton moan escaping his throat. She licked him a few times more, savouring the salty taste of his skin, before swallowing him.
Sebastianâs hands flew to her scalp, gripping her hair, urging her mouth deeper. She began slow, tantalisingly dragging her mouth up and down his length, before bobbing in earnest. Sebastianâs resolve fissured as his hips met her movements, thrusting into the heat of her mouth. Stuttered whimpers left him, punctuating the movement of his hips. His throat was dry from the heat and how his pleasure worked his voice raw but in the wet cavern of his wifeâs mouth he found it difficult to care.
His climax reared, any stamina drained from him after the restraint he displayed the past days, now completely abandoned.
âAh, loveâso goodâmâ gonnaââ
Before he could even utter the words, his wife pulled off his cock with a wet pop. Sebastianâs brows furrowed.
Quickly, she began pulling her sweat-soaked blouse from her body. Sebastian got the idea. He sat up, helping her out of her clothes. They kissed desperately in-between, his wifeâs inhibitions being held together by a thread, as she hastily undressed.
Now naked, Sebastian couldnât help but admire her, his own lust shelved momentarily while he worshipped the divine figure he was somehow married to.
âYouâll have time for that later, love,â she teased, ânow sit back against the pillows.â
He situated himself at the head of the bed, cock wet and red against his stomach. His wife climbed atop him, hovering over his length. She took him in hand, lining them up, before sinking down.
They moaned in tandem, his hands gripping her waist like a lifeline while he fought off his climax right there and then.
âFuck, you feel so good,â she breathed.
Sebastian replied with a broken moan, the tight heat of his lover distracting him from all sensations other than that rapture. Then she started moving.
Slow tentative rolls of her hips that undid Sebastian like a bow. He groaned, latching his mouth to her throat and leaving searing bruises. His wife clutched his head to her, her pace on his cock increasing with each roll. He wanted his hands everywhere. He wanted his mouth everywhere. Having to settle for the bud of her nipple, causing his lover to cry out in pleasure.
He started rutting his hips back into her, chasing the crest of pleasure heâd denied himself for so long. Losing all sense, losing all reason.Â
âPleaseâahâplease, Iâm so close,â he keened.
His wife only increased her pace, all but bouncing on his length, torturing him divinely. More staccato whimpers left his abused throat, not caring how undignified he sounded. He was so close.
Sebastian sealed their lips, stiffened, and came. His release pulsed out of him, come seeping into his wifeâs core as he groaned into her mouth. His dick throbbed, climax milking all his frustration dry, letting it drain him. When their mouths separated, he pulled her onto his chest and panted.
They remained like that for some time, his softening member seated inside her while they regained their breath. She placed a kiss on his chest and carefully pulled him out, before rolling next to him.
Finally able to think, Sebastian took in the sight of his wife, haloed in post-coital bliss. Sweat coated every inch of her skin, making her shine under the daylight. He reached a hand out to stroke across her cheek, his fingers coming away sticky.
âBetter?â she asked.
âBetter.â
A thunderclap broke their reverie. They turned to the window, finding the scene beyond submerged in a grey cloak. His wife crawled off the bed and stalked to the window, he got up to follow. Sure enough, as they peered through the threshold, a thick cover of rain descended over the highlands, coating everything in a petrichor hush.
âWell, would you look at that,â Sebastian remarked, âI think we broke the heatwave.â
She giggled, a sound like birdsong, and overcome with affection he bent down and kissed her by the open window, the cool air caressing their hot skin.Â
Tags â» third person POV, aged-up characters, Hogwarts seventh year, smut, sub!Sebastian, subspace, dick-sucking, back-blowing, and a whole lot of moaning
A/N â» i am the number one sub!Sebastian warrior. anyway, enjoy this filth before the angst in the new chapter of my longfic on sunday! (hopefully)
à§ send me prompts! i may write them! àš
Summary:
Sebastian has been looking for something in his partners that they can't give himâuntil an old friend surprises him. Sebastian meets him in the restricted section, hoping to be taken care of.
Sebastian Sallow needed to be looked after. Itâs not as tender as it sounds.
Since the age of thirteen, not a single morning had gone by where he hadn't woken up rigid and wanting. For a young man of his means, heâd satiated this desire. Heâd managed to charm his way through many of the more outgoing ladies and gentlemen of Hogwarts. Purebloods were particularly inclined to him; due to the relative purity of his blood and his prowess with a wand. Not to mention the fact they were raised in the more progressive wizarding world.
This was where the issue with muggle-borns came into play. Muggle society was always so tight-lipped around sex and pleasureâwhich was ridiculous, Sebastian thought. Why would you withhold something as good as sex from yourself? The muggle-born ladies treated his flirting with doe-eyed faces and trembling hands like he might get on his knees any minuteânot in the fun way. The men, however, would be nervous in an entirely other way. They were so skittish about being caught with another man, no matter how many queer couples walked their halls. When he pushed them against walls, his tongue finding its way into their mouth, they would push him off until they found somewhere âsafeâ. They hardly allowed him to flirt in class.
Until he did.
The new fifth year, as he was known. Although many years had passed since he was a fifth year, that was for certain. On the cusp of their graduation, the other boy had filled outâgrown. Heâd matured in a way that Sebastian had noticed, in fervid, desperate moments, when his eyes would lathe over the lines of his friendâs body, would imagine them rid of all clothes. Would imagine him under the other.
It began rather innocently. They had been friends for years and knew things about each other that they would never dare to tell anyone else. Sebastian knew that his friend had never taken any lovers while at Hogwarts. He chalked it up to the fact that the other was muggle-born and uninterested in courting without the purpose to marry; as was the custom. Regardless, Sebastian had an insatiable appetite and found endless fun in flirting with his friends. Ominis had borne the brunt of it for years, oftentimes they had been mistaken for a couple because Sebastianâs tongue reacted far too desirably in public. Their other friend, however, never returned any of Sebastianâs comments. He simply brushed over the words of his flirtatious Slytherin, changed the subject, chuckled and then moved on.
Until he didnât.
âIf those trousers hug your thighs any tighter, you may as well take them off,â Sebastian mewled.
His friend turned around and raised a brow. âSays the man in shirts so tight you may as well wear a corset.â
Sebastian baulked. The other boy smirked, his lips a wet promise.
âThen again, I think youâd look good in a corset,â he commented. Then he shrugged, turned around again, and left.
Sebastianâs cock went stiff startlingly fast. Which was new.
Therein lay the problem. Heâd been yearning, desperate, for something ever since he was able to conceive of that want. But despite the number of lovers heâd taken over the years, he never felt full.
The ladies would whimper and moan into Sebastianâs mouth, their lips so pliant and easy to pry apart, to breach. His fingers would work circles into their cunt as they came apart in his hands. Afterwards, maybe theyâd touch him, seal their mouth around his cock. But they remained mewling, doe-eyed things, wanting his approval. The men would bend over for him, present themselves as he pumped his pleasure into them, moaning for his assurance, his dominance. Sebastian needed something else.
He realised this when his best friend locked him in place with a simple comment about a corset. Words that sounded like a delicious promise.
I want to see you beneath me.
After that day, the flirting continued for weeks. Sly asides about Sebastianâs body, his sinful mouth, the threats that come wet and fervid off his friendâs tongue. Sebastian found himself brimming with a want that made him hungry. Each night spending up to an hour in the Slytherin showers, a hand pressed into his lips to stifle the whines and mewls that came from his throat.Â
As simply as it started, like putting the needle on a disc and listening to the music, it crescendoed. The object of his desire placed a note on his desk one day. Small, folded. Inside it read:
"The Restricted Section. Twelve Chimes."
Heat curled in Sebastianâs stomach. He crossed his legs, hardening cock trapped between the thighs his friend had complimented so many times. He read the same sentence over and over again for the rest of the afternoon.
As the clock chimed in a succession of twelve, Sebastian wandered through the bookshelves of the Restricted Section, his shirt clammy with sweat. His mouth dry with a thirst and a hunger he knew so well. The air still, in anticipation.Â
Hands were on his jaw and a mouth was on his mouth on their mouth on his. Sebastianâs back hit a shelf, arching. Hips against hips. Heat on heat. The other boy tilted Sebastianâs head, opening him with his lips until their tongues could taste each other. Everything reduced to the points they touched. Sebastian whinedâwhimperedâinto the otherâs mouth; his hips rolled into his friendâs rigid cock.
âFuck, Sebastianâdo you know what you do to me?â His voice was gravelly. Sebastian swallowed the sound.
His lips latched onto Sebastianâs neck. Sucking bruises. Sebastian was still grinding his hips, delicious friction sending fire up his nervous system. Arousal licked at his abdomen. He was aware he was moaning, keening, whining. Every sound from his mouth unbidden.
âIâve been thinking about you everyâaahnâday,â Sebastian stuttered. The other lifted up and ate the moan from his mouth.
His hand flew to Sebastianâs cock, stroking him through the fabric. Sebastian whined against his neck. His fingers grasped at the otherâs scalp, clutching to his skin through the clothes. He was incorrigible. Salacious. His body was only an instrument, his friendâs hands bringing out the song.
Then they separated. Sebastian immediately went cold.
âOn your knees,â His desire ordered.
His legs bent before his brain could protest. He dropped to the floor so obediently.
âSo perfect,â his lover whispered, hand coming to stoke his jawline. Sebastianâs eyes wide. Fawn ears flapping at the attention. Doe legs tucked beneath him so prettily. âYou okay with this?â
Sebastian blinked. Was he? What a stupid question.
He nodded. âI want this.â
âOkay.â The other boy started undoing the buckle on his belt. The sharp sound struck lightning through Sebastianâs skin. The thought made his mouth slick. His hands folded on his lap. His lover brought his cock from his briefs, his tight length wet at the tip. I did that to him. Sebastian opened his mouth.Â
âGood boy.â
Merlin. This is it. This is it. This is what heâd been looking for.
His lover placed the head of his dick on his bottom lip. Sebastian leaned forward, taking it into his mouth. The other boy moaned, watching Sebastian with glassy, half-lidded eyesâblown with desire. Sebastian took him, letting the heat of his cock warm his mouth. Then, he started moving. Tentative movements, working on instinct, wanting it only deeper. Further. More. Sebastian relaxed his throat. Let the calm and the pleasure pulse through him like syrup. He sunk deeper on his length until his nose was nestled into his loverâs abdomen.
âOh holy fuck.â
Then, the other started moving. He held Sebastianâs jaw in place, softly grinding his hips into Sebastianâs eager mouth. All cocky, flirtatious quips fucked into his throat. Sebastian moaned with each thrust, his voice raw and carnalâkeening.
He was so painfully hard in his trousers, a warm dampness in his briefs but Sebastian only wanted one thing. To please. To be good. His mind was a euphoric blur, all worries, all fear, standing somewhere in the distance. Like an out-of-focus photograph.Â
âYouâre doing so well, pretty boyâŠâ His friend's demeanour had shifted into a practised role. Sebastianâs puppy eyes shone up at himâlit up from the praise. Meanwhile, the other boy was sloppily grinning as he fucked his throat, red-faced and handsome. âWanna be fucked, baby?â
Sebastianâs eyes fluttered shut with a moan.
âYeahâyeah you do,â the other gasped.
He pulled his dick out of Sebastianâs mouth, a pearly string connecting them before breaking. Sebastianâs lips were glossy with spit and lust.
âOn the table,â another order, Sebastianâs body attuned to the other like a dog on a leash. Sit. Good boy. Bend over. Good boy.
Sebastian bent over.
His hands were palming Sebastianâs ass, kneading the flesh. Another came in front, unbuttoning his trousers and pumping his cock through his briefs.
âUnnhâplease,â Sebastian begged.
âThe noises you make, Seb,â he growled, âfuckinâ beautiful.â He pulled Sebastianâs cock from his briefs, gently pumping him. âLook how wet you are, God.â
All Sebastian could do was whimper and shallowly thrust into his loverâs palm. His pleasure balled tight in his gut.
His lover released his dick, earning a cry, before he was pulling both their trousers down. His palm slid down to Sebastianâs hole, his fingers slick with something warm. He pushed in slowly, the stretch making Sebastian shiver.Â
âGotta prep you darlinâ.â
A hand went back to Sebastianâs cock, stroking him, while fingers pumped in and out of his hole. His lover crooked them, bending upwards into a spot Sebastian had never been able to reach. Pleasure surged into his fingertips, guttural wails coming from his throat. He no longer cared if anyone found them. Let them watch.
Another finger joined his hole, as the other massaged Sebastianâs prostate; his dick leaked precum that dribbled onto the table. âPlease, please, I need you insideâAah!â
âYes, okay, yesâfuck.â His loverâs pleasure sat on his tongue and made all the words sugar. âSeb, honey, the safe word is âGraphornâ, yes? You want to stop, you say it.â
Sebastian nodded.
âSay it back to me.â
Sebastian gulped. âGraphorn,â he gurgled.
âGood boy.â
Sebastianâs back arched, another pulse of precum leaving his slit and puddling onto the table. Something warm, heady, and wet pressed into his entrance. He heard his lover inhale shakily behind him.Â
His dick entered him. Inch-by-inch.
Sebastianâs head thumped into the table, a whining sound erupting in his throat. It burned so good. Seconds stretched as Sebastian took his lover. The warmth thrummed through his bloodstream. Eventually, he felt the flesh of his stomach as the other bottomed out.
âYou okay, baby?â
Sebastian panted. âPleaseââ
His lover pulled back and slammed into him.Â
Everything zeroed down. His tip slammed into Sebastianâs prostate in a way that made his toes curl. He started a pace, slowly grinding into Sebastianâs ass while Sebastian moaned into the wood of the table; pushing back into the sensation. A hand snaked up to his chest, fingers running over a nipple. The sensitive bud reacted, jolts of pleasure radiating into his fingertips.Â
His pace quickened. Wet slapping echoed through the library, clung between the books, the sound sticky music in Sebastianâs ears. Each pump punctuated by a depraved cry directly from Sebastianâs throat. His mouth open. Eyebrows pursed in rapture.
âGodâneed to be quiet, Seb.â
Fingers went into his mouth and thatâs when it happened.
The pleasant buzz of fog that had overtaken his thoughts went white. Everything fell away. All Sebastian could feel, could think, was reduced to the points they touched. Any inhibitions remaining died against the fingers on his tongue.Â
He felt himself come. A tidal wave of utter bliss, warming through his bloodstream. The ball in his stomach snapped open like burst fruit. Some moments later his lover came, too. A thick pump of honeyed ecstasy filled him. Warm. So warm. So peaceful.
Things were happening around him. His body was moved, gently, but Sebastianâs eyes were unfocused. His entire being relaxed. It felt like lying in a bed that smelt like your childhood home. Or being submerged in warm soapy water. His mind was a fog but he didnât mind. Not when it was so warm.
Slowly, things came back into focus. The lens on his camera clicked as objects and time emerged in the fog. Hands stroked his hair. Anchored his shoulder.
âYou back with me, Seb?â
Sebastian hummed.
âHere, baby, drink.â
A cup was placed into Sebastianâs hands. He sipped at it. His loverâs cloak was draped over his naked body. Its owner looked at him with gentle eyes and even gentler hands as he stroked Sebastianâs cheek.
âYou feelinâ okay?â
âYeah, yeah, I think so,â Sebastian frowned, âMerlin, that was good. Weird, but also so good.â
The other boy chuckled. âThink I may have fucked your brain out. Youâre not hurt?â
âNo, Iâm okay.â
His lover smiled. He was already dressed again. Cock stuffed into his trousers. He went to grab Sebastianâs clothes, offering them to him. âWe canât stay hereâcome back to my room?â
Sebastian didnât usually get attached to his nighttime tirades. But he was still feeling marooned after leaving his brain behind. He wanted to be held. He wanted his hair stroked as gently as his friend had done. He wanted to be looked after.
I know that the âSolomon makes Sebastian sleep in the shedâ thing is a popular theory, but I disagree with it. I actually think that since their home is so small and that Sebastian is away at Hogwarts for the majority of the year, Solomon conjures his bed away when heâs at school and brings it back during the summer. This is likely what they do for Ominis too since he stays with them during the summer, so itâs not far fetched to say Solomon would be conjuring beds for both of them and then conjuring them away when they leave.
You know that little section in their home behind the curtains where Anneâs bed is? I think the left side of that section is Anneâs âroomâ and the right ride is Sebastianâs âroom,â and thatâs where Sebastianâs bed is conjured when he comes back for the summer (His bed might even be transfigured into that clock when he's at school). They probably conjure another curtain between their "rooms" so they can each have privacy. I'm guessing when they take baths they put the bathtub in whoever's room is using it (Solomon must either use it in the main room or in Seb's room).
Anneâs âroomâ has some potions and books on shelves above her bed. She also has a potion kit, and wrote a note to Sebastian telling him, âThis is my potion kit, not yours. Leave my things be.â Anne's side is slightly larger than Sebastian's side, which makes sense considering she's Solomon's favorite.
Sebastianâs âroomâ has a lot of books. Iâm sure some of those are probably Solomonâs (and maybe some that used to belong to their parents), but I can imagine Sebastian having a lot himself. Something I found very interesting is that there are what appears to be Graphorn Horns on his side. Has he been taking Graphorns down during the summer? Perhaps to brew potions with Anneâs potion kit in attempts to cure her? According to the HP Wiki: âGraphorn horns were highly prized potion ingredients and were used in potions such as the Antidote to Uncommon Poisons.â Sebastian has probably been experimenting with them and trying to create something for her. If not a cure, maybe he thought he could devise a treatment to make her symptoms bearable so she could return to Hogwarts.
What do you all think? Maybe Iâm overthinking everything because Iâm desperate for some new content but I do think it makes sense that theyâd each have their own little space in the house.
(Even if you still believe in the shed theory, I donât know where else his bed would have went besides there so that was likely his âroomâ before he was sent to the shed. Anyways, I donât believe this. Ominis visits every summer and thereâs no way Solomon sends emâ both to the shed, that would be wild.)
âLetâs play a game,â he proposed, voice thick.
Willow looked at him and then at the chessboard. âOkay.â
âBut the rules will be different.â Sebastian mumbled an order and the pieces moved back to their starting positions. âEvery time we take one anotherâs pieces, we get to ask a question, and the other has to answer honestly,â he said.
Chapter Three â» HERE
a/n â» chess is sexyâvery proud of this one, the sexual tension in it is so thick u could cut it with a knife
ive been so lucky to have lots of love from the HL community and i hope i can keep providing good writing for you loves <3
reminder that my requests are open !! if anyone has a fic idea that they they yearn to have out in the world, get in my ask box and ill see what i can do :D
A/N: i promised you nsfw headcanons and they've been eating away at my brain since! as always, characters are aged up 18+, and this is just a little bit of fun!
What Sebastian is like in bed (18+ only):
â» he is a switch through and through, but naturally bottom-leaning. sebastian enjoys sex in all its forms and will happily go with the flow; his main concern is that his partner is enjoying it, therefore he can fulfil whatever they desire. they like someone who is rough and can take charge? easy. they like someone who begs and whimpers for them? say less.
â» his true nature unearths itself as he's about to come, though. no matter how the situation has been set up, as he gets closer to finishing he always becomes a brainless, whimpering mess. any kind of act or decorum leaves him and he's just chasing the pleasure.
â» on that note, sebastian is vocal. he's not afraid to moan, or whine, or grunt, and he's not afraid to be loud. it comes naturally to him, even pleasuring himself, he has to exert effort to be quietâwhich is part of the fun, really.
â» further to this, he loves talking during sex. words of praise especially. if his partner likes degradation he can play the part, but he naturally leans towards mindless horny babble. "you look so good like thatâfuck." "cannot believe how well you're taking my cock, just like thatâohfuckohfuckohfuck." "I'm so close, loveânghâfeels so good."
â» he has this intoxicating quality of acting in disbelief every time he's intimate. it's like he can't quite believe how lucky he's gotten. his expression when looking at his partner is a mixture of a desire-addled haze and awe.
â» this is where his 'bottom-leaning' side comes in. if he finds a partner that is happy to take charge, sebastian melts. when he doesn't have to think about his own pleasure, when the reins are taken out of his hands, so to speak, he turns into a raw, hot, mess.
â» he likes having his nipples played with. he likes being called a 'good boy'. he likes being teased and edged until he's begging for it. "please, please, i wanna cum. i've been a good boy, please." he likes being pounded into the mattress until he can't think anymore. he finds it liberating.
â» however, on the off occasion, sebastian likes doing the same to his partner. forgetting all the pre-tense and pouncing on them like an animal, bending them over and fucking them until they can't think. "merlin, you're taking me so wellâjust like thatâmmh, so perfect."
â» he's playful in bed too; cracking jokes, making innuendos. flirtatious until the second his partner's hand flies to his cock and every thought exits through his head like an open dam gate.
â» his libido is also very high. after graduation when he and his partner are away from prying eyes, sex is almost a daily occurrence. from his teen years, sebastian has been one to wake up horny and go to bed horny; god help his lover who is now the subject of all those desires.
â» all in all, sebastian is very easy with sex. he enjoys it, he finds it liberating, and most of all he loves the connection. he's devoted to his long-term partner and that devotion never strays. he wants only to please them, whatever form that may take.
(now im thinking of fleshing out my ominis headcanons and starting some garreth ones too! stay tuned!)
I love your writing! Iâm so sad the fandom is so quiet as of late but your stories give me the excitement I felt when I first got into Sebastian
wowowow thank you so much !!!! thats super high praise as i know how insane i was about him when i first played HL lmao
and yes, seemingly the fandom has quieted down a bit but i was late to the party so am not sure how much busier we were !! i dont mind though, there are still so many wonderful creators in HL and i hope i can provide a lil something for those of us who remain <3