As I sit and stare out by my window sill, and digress and think about all of my painful ills , reaching out to the one who always had that ear , and when they spoke everything just seemed to be so clear , it's weird when I met em it wasn't even a face to face .. We just shared about our passions that ran our race .. It was great it was the chase it was the air that they breathe , and it was the undeniable spirit that made us believe , and achieve to new heights new wrongs new rights , having tunnel vision all you can see is the light , as I ash the blunt and puff , it's unfortunate I have to speak on what's ruff , it was an unpredictable wave that crashed on the beach , and that once breath of fresh air was slightly hard to reach , the d evils was upon us , the heat was right up out a sauna , I was a gonner, major fuck ups I couldn't un fuck up , the shining spirit of hope I couldn't turn to luck , how could I I've gotten here? , As I get up and light the incense and wave and think about all the excuses that were made , things about this and things about that , all it really ever was a ply Devils trap ..fell in .. Felt like hell was in .. It was wild .. The perspectives we ain't know .. The love we ain't show .. I had a truly slight understanding of what they cared for .. And vice versa what I was there for.. I was there though .. And they were too .. That what teammates and partners are there to do .. The understanding grew and that nigga began to knew what a women through , the horrors the sex the the oppress the stress, each lady need a bulletproof vest , the biggest that I didn't know that , I didn't show that ...... I was weak I was in fear I was lying .. Acted like hyena when I shoulda showed a lion ........ But it's a new sun on that horizon .. Change is gonna come .. After all of the shit .. At the end of the day it still felt fun .. Never said it was easy .. No one said it wouldn't be greasy .. There's a lot of healing maturing and speaking .. But when a team gets it together deep inside cause of the feeling .. Kobe never left that team .. Lebron left and came back and he won that ring .. One powerful thing .. A True example of kings.. As I walk out the door and look back.. The road to victory is a bumpy ride .. Filled with dips and slides .. That trust and that vibe they had for em is still inside ..... And That paradise that you speak about .. Is on the rise .. Peace and Love