willow ❦

nineteen • infp

[willowdjarin]

dark eyes clouded with resentment,

a fist clenched tight.

empty bottles all over the floor,

another drug-fuelled night.

- like father, like daughter.

[willowdjarin]

i still find myself alone in that bedroom,

my pillow soaked with salty tears,

my shoulders shaking and my voice tired,

calling for the one person who can't hear me.

- i miss you, mum.

[thepersonalquotes]

my problem is that i want a kiss after a kiss after a kiss after a kiss

[peachvomitt]

[willowdjarin]

lay my body to rest next to yours,

our pinky fingers intertwined,

mirroring the vines climbing up our bodies,

as we slowly become wormfood.

- i could spend eternity in your arms.

[willowdjarin]

your venomous words bite me

as your drunken fists fight me,

all i ever wanted was a father.

- there will be fireworks at your funeral

[willowdjarin]

i could never understand

how somebody could chose

the harsh, bitter burn of alcohol

over their own flesh and blood.

- the day i treat somebody the way my father treated me, kill me where i stand.