✯wayne✯

life's lover girl • 17 • black • cis • she/he • y2k enthusiast

[willowtreethinks]

fear is just caution overblown.

[willowtreethinks]

the feminine urge to rest my head on his chest >>>

[willowtreethinks]

do you ever just feel so lonely and wonder what exactly are you doing wrong? I think I'm so pretty, so smart, so kind (at least, I try to be). I'm self aware and I'm good at doing stuff.

yet I'm not noticed. I just want to feel desirable, and self love can't fill that void.

[willowtreethinks]

lowkey need a hug and a kiss on the forehead

[willowtreethinks]

what a nice sunset! it's such a shame that i'm not on a picnic blanket, resting my head on my lover's shoulder while watching the sky go from blue to pink...

[daily-spooky]

[lobotomyscars]

"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness

[willowtreethinks]

◉ nothing's worse than the everlasting pit of guilt one might feel in the bottom of their stomach. a dull ache that grows strong at the dumbest things.

guilt for watching a tv show that could possibly be sinful, despite not being christian anymore. guilt for mistakes that weren't noticed, not even a big deal. guilt for saying "no". guilt for wanting to do what you want instead of what your parents want. guilt for missing opportunities because you felt like you didn't deserve to take them. guilt this. guilt that. guilt, guilt, guilt. ◉

[pinklavenderdoll]

[willowtreethinks]

real.

[shesstillshyy]

I could really go for a forehead kiss right about now.

[willowtreethinks]

oh, the things I'd do to have a guy hold me. he'd pull me into his arms, hugging me tightly. then i'd rest my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat as he gently rubs my back. he'd murmur some compliments to me. call me "baby". he'll smell like good cologne and he'll be safe.

[willowtreethinks]

✷ y'know. I personally believe that it's okay to crave external validation. it just hits different <3