I'm extremely tired, I think I'm entitled

Hiya, I'm Lou • she/her • sobbing mess of Destiel and Cockles, but also spn in general • no hate • sometimes NSFW • my art • my Instagram • my ao3

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

just a quick announcement? xD

hiya everyone <3

this is just a quick announcement (bc I got some asks and messages recently) that yes, I am still here and alive 🙈

I started a three-year training to become a child care worker last September, so I've been super busy ever since... and I'm sorry I haven't been very active lately, I'm just always exhausted and/or doing school stuff, so I don't really have the time, energy and motivation to draw or write anything at the moment :/

I'm so sorry to disappoint you, but I do hope everyone's doing great, staying healthy and living the best life! I do plan on being more active again, but I currently have no idea when that'll be.

to be completely honest with you, I kinda lost touch with supernatural a little... especially after most of the spn tumblr community died down as soon as the show ended. it still holds and always will hold a special place in my heart, Dean and Cas are my forever otp and I've met so many amazing people and friends thanks to supernatural.

if anyone ever wants to talk to me about whatever you want, feel free to send asks or messages and I'll definitely answer :)

best wishes to each and every one of you <3

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if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone 💕

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[winchester-ofthe-lord]

@masterofevilmonkeyness​ here you go, friend xD I’m sorry I forgot to add it in the original post; my deepest apologies 

i hope you can forgive me xD

[notfunnydean]

Commissions!

Hey everyone! ❤️

I wanted to announce that I will open my commissions from now on!

Since my life got screwed up even more in the last months, I decided to start this. I do feel very bad to even “ask for money” at all, but I don’t know how to pay any bills anymore and maybe I can do something good with my stories as well (just a tiny bit). My Mom has cancer again and I’m the only support since my father left us over night and took everything that was worth any money with him. So I’m giving anything a try. But no hard feelings, if nobody wants to do this. ❤️

This is for fanfics only and if you are interested, send me a private message here on tumblr ( @notfunnydean ) and we figure it out together :)

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[winchester-ofthe-lord]

wave 46: yeet

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🍃🌺🌙If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get it back even better 🌙🌺🍃

omg thank you so much, anon 😭💚 this literally made my entire week! and I don't know who you are, but right back at you! 💚

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

sooo.... I’ve been working on this for quite some time now, and it’s definitely not at a point where i’m happy with it, but since i’m not in a very artsy mood for the last couple months tbh i thought i’d share this now....

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

I know it's not spn related but it's the first thing I've drawn in ages and one of the first drawings I've done with alcohol markers o/ hope everyone's having a happy Halloween despite the entire virus thing going on rn <3

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

anyone interested in reading a kinda long, only half finished Destiel fic (roughly 60k so far) that I haven't worked on in about a year? takes place at a mental hospital, so yes, it's an AU. mixture of my favorite book 'the little prince', supernatural, and my own experience at a mental hospital. I really wanna finish this thing, but I haven't written anything in... a year... and I hate everything. and I'm really drunk rn, so I'm really sorry...

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Someday You'll Fly - finished chapters

Summary When his father dies, Dean’s schizophrenia gets worse than it has ever been. Between the taunting voice in his head and nightmarish

okay, so I just want to apologize for my drunk rant, for those who really want to read it, here's the link:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/14EauDOCQgTqQHuDKnNZqODkmXnUnaQ-JMPAxdP89HOM/edit?usp=drivesdk

just keep in mind that it's unfinished. however, I do have a finished outline, so, in theory, I know where this story is going and how it ends, I just don't feel like it's worth finishing? writing is hard 🙈 so if you're bored and wanna give me some feedback, I'd really appreciate it <3

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

anyone interested in reading a kinda long, only half finished Destiel fic (roughly 60k so far) that I haven't worked on in about a year? takes place at a mental hospital, so yes, it's an AU. mixture of my favorite book 'the little prince', supernatural, and my own experience at a mental hospital. I really wanna finish this thing, but I haven't written anything in... a year... and I hate everything. and I'm really drunk rn, so I'm really sorry...

[wanderingcas]

introducing the main protagonist of ‘la hantise’… 

Name: Elijah Durand  Age: 34 Occupation: Freelance copywriter  Personality type: INFJ (the Advocate) Strengths: creative, determined, insightful, altruistic  Weaknesses: sensitive, extremely private, perfectionist, burns out easily Fun fact: although pictured as smoking up above, he actually was able to successfully quit for 10 years. The stressful return to his hometown, Silver Bay, makes him cave and start again. Before this, his way of finding stress relief was through biting his nails way too much. 

[art done by: the incredible @winchester-ofthe-lord​]  

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tag yourself: artist addition

A) has an organized list of things they want to draw, updates list daily with more ideas, neatly checks off all the ideas once they’ve been completed, has an actual schedule 

B) never plans things out, ideas are hastily written down on a crumpled scrap of paper, sits on ideas until they eventually become unappealing and rot in the wip folder

C) draws out ideas as soon as they come to mind, barely ever takes any breaks, forgets to eat, holds in pee until it becomes absolutely necessary to take a break, sacrifices sleep in order to finish a piece

D) stares blankly at the ceiling. can usually be found chewing at the end of their tablet pen. blank canvas has been opened but even the prospect of doing warmup doodles is implausible

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👏Professor 👏AU 👏

I said what I said

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Lou my tumblr unfollowed you and I’ve missed a lot of your amazing art I’m so upset

naw, you surely didn't miss any "amazing art", so it's all good :) but tumblr hates me anyway, so it's not much of a surprise xD I hope you're having a great day <3

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome. 💘

💕💕💕 I hope you're alright and are having a wonderful sunny day 💞

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome. 💘

Gray!!! 😭💕 thank you so much! getting this from one of the most beautiful and amazing people I've ever met literally means everything to me ❤️

[winchester-ofthe-lord]

Holy fucking amazing art, Batman! I'm so impressed! Okay time to scroll through everything you've ever made now

asdfghjkl 🙈 this totally made my day! tbh my entire WEEK!!! thank you so much for taking the time to come to my inbox and make me smile so hard my face hurts :) I hope you're having the most wonderful day!