per aspera ad astra @wingdseven - Tumblr Blog

{ welcome to the nebulae }

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

▸ tucker - they/them

▸ 23

▸ Nonbinary Nebula/AromanticAsexual

▸ Crippled bachelor of social worker working in harm reduction + hiv/hep c care

▸ Myasthenia Gravis, Seizures, Innapropropriate Sinus Tachcardia, PoTS, Orthostatic Hypotension, Gait abnormality, Ptosis. Visually impaired. Clinical Hereditary Spastic Paraplegia diagnosis in progress (?).

▸ AuDHD, Bipolar [in progress], Severe anxiety-depression, C-PTSD, complex DID system

▸ Variable wheelchair user, AFO user, part-time forearm crutch user, medical alert service dog handler

▸ Lot of posts about RvB, World of Cars (mostly Planes), The Clone Wars, service dogs, activism, disability, space, and artwork. Very sleepy and usually hurting. Takes me a while to do things.

▸ free palestine, LGBTQIA+, BLM, fuck conservatives , fuck cops, anti-capitalist. I will block without thought if you press me. ableists get the teeth.

▸ Not your inspiration, your porn, nor will I censor myself, my experiences, or my life for the comfort or validity of others. devotees can fuck off.

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

mudaship3

Hawaiʻi is an illegally occupied kingdom. Not a state Hawaiʻi wasn’t ever annexed. It was illegally overthrown with the help of a capitalist conglomerate Dole. It’s just another example of a settler state occupying indigenous stolen land.

How much of that lie Hawaii needs tourism. Or any island nation in our Pasifika Oceanic mainland for that matter. Is tied into exploitation by the settler state and ongoing land theft. I refer to Polynesian Micronesia and Melanesia as a whole as an Oceanic Pasifika mainland.

If we do become sovereign and we keep tourism. It will be with our agency and consent. Like god fucking forbid right. But the difference is it’s with our sovereignty and independence.

Something settlers have a hard time comprehending for some reason. We traded with other nations before being illegally occupied by the colonizer empire.

Free Hawaii, Papua, Guahan, Samoa etc from colonizer occupation. Hawaii isn’t a state. It was overthrown with the help of dole company. Hawaii was never annexed Hawaii is an illegally occupied sovereign kingdom.

Hawaii needs tourism is a lie haoles say to justify land theft displacement and illegal occupation. The settler state engineered it this way. To continue the land theft and illegal occupation of sovereign indigenous land.

Tourism without our consent agency sovereignty and independence is unethical. Remember that. In case some haole brings up Pearl Harbor again. The only reason why Hawaii was attacked in the first place was cuz America was occupying a sovereign Indigenous kingdom. I dream of a day when America isn’t squatting in Indigenous stolen land.

Land back. All land back. Dole is complicit in the land theft and overthrow of Hawaiʻi. They are a big reason why the recent flood and storm got that bad with how the settler state and that conglomerate destroyed how self sustaining the Indigenous kingdom was. This is why sovereignty and independence matters

Tourism without our agency consent independence and sovereignty. Just adds to more land theft and displacement. Makes our culture a spectacle to be performed for haole amusement.

Makes more Micronesian and Melanesian Indigenous Pasifika people being unhoused on our own fucking land. You don’t need to come to Hawaii or any island in our Pasifika Oceania mainland for that matter You can “fucking find yourself” at a fucking Starbucks. Stay the fuck home. Stop destroying our homeland.

#reblog #land back

divinity-haven

This is literally the most Echo coded thing I’ve seen

(For my HSR followers, It’s funny because Echo is a literal F-18)

#the current joke I have at my office is how someone is selling planes on Facebook marketplace #and how I’m like guys we need to buy them #who needs van life if you have plane life #mind you I cannot fly a plane I have Medical Conditions lmao

My tumblr is such a Place. You’re either getting photos of my service dog, Planes memes, long winded disability rants about how sad I am, or very blunt posts about the vicious things I want to do in my human AU rewrites lmao

this is how ive always been I want to talk so desperately about my ideas I just feel so awkward

every time I feel evil I’m like. I could technically kill Dusty in my human AU and no one could stop me. I have the freedom to do that.

And anytime I’m having a particularly bad day I sit in that specific world and make myself a little more miserable for a bit

you either get “finding new purpose and meaning in a new life even though it is outside of what you had originally planned” or you get “there was no chance to find that new meaning bc there is no closure” and both speak to me

#tucker’s chatter #world of cars #planes fandom

Neurology appt in an hour send good vibes pls

champmorado

i don't have any particular ones on the mind right now but here's a quick "test" for my followers and moots: we proudly ship adult x adult age gap ships here 😁😁😁😁

#people are soo weird about grown adults I promise you the age gap relationship won’t hurt you #I’m very grouchy bc my personal favorite ship is also an age gap ship and I’m so tired #of ppl acting like the younger half is some incapable little silly baby #that’s a full adult?? no

thinking abt changing my username to be something slightly planes themed. My current user was meant to be a placeholder and I hate it now lol

If you see my user change please don’t run away I promise it’s still me lol

also my body temp has been like, slowly dropping over the last few years. I used to sit and a solid high 98/low 99, then it dropped to avg. 98s, then it dropped to mid to high 97, and now apparently I’m sitting around 96. I have no clue why this is happening but it is and every time I bring THAT up to no one can give me an answer so 🤷

#bodies doing body stuff I guess #actually disabled #disabled #physically disabled #disability #cripplepunk #neurological disability #myasthenia gravis

she is a perfect angel baby service dog always forever actually

#service dog #medical alert service dog #mobility service dog #multipurpose service dog #service dog team #service animals #labrador retriever #actually disabled #cripplepunk

“hey doc i had scarlet fever as a kid does this affect my neurological or autoimmune situation at all”

“Oh shit that sucks! I’m not going to answer that question and be shocked every single time you mention it and any of your childhood symptoms your family has been begging us to recognize.”

“Ok.”

#basically how it goes #they’re always horrified when I tell them abt my SF but refuse to tell me if that affects me now #like I’d like to know?? so do my parents??#I didn’t have issues until I got SF so it’d be nice to know if that was a triggering point #actually disabled #disabled #physically disabled #disability #cripplepunk #neurological disability #my MG was covid we know that lol #but I’ve had other issues for a while

I see my neurologist tomorrow and im really genuinely terrified.

I’ve had horrible experiences with neurologists so far. Currently my physical mobility has somewhat improved over the last month or so, but my condition, my dexterity, my vision, and my hearing have all been impacted. My cognition has significantly decreased over the last several months. I struggle to follow trains of thought, I mix words up in sentences, I replace words with entirely wrong ones, forget what I was saying or doing, get stuck repeating words, etc. I’m constantly confused and forgetting things if I don’t leave multiple notes and reminders, it feels like I’m losing most of my mental skills.

My right side has been significantly impacted since my last flare up (every flare up I tend to come out feeling better but something is always worse after.) I have extremely frequent, muscle-bone deep itching sensations in my right calf, frequent spasms if I even slightly flex too far, constant pain, and it’s like the entire side is disconnected? I’m hitting things more with my right side, knocking things over with my right side, etc.

But my neurologists feel like they’ve done everything and they’re mostly giving up on me. My symptoms don’t line up truly with my MG diagnosis and my meds only really work with my eye, which makes me think I have oMG and not gMG. But I’m expecting them to not look further than that diagnosis and let it go and not look deeper because they don’t want to try and work with me. None of the five I’ve seen have wanted to.

I will be bringing up the geneticists mentioning a clinical diagnosis of HSP, but idk where it will go.

I’m tired and I wish this was already finished and over with so I could begin processing.

#disabled #actually disabled #physically disabled #disability #cripplepunk #neurological disability #neurologically disabled #neurological disorder #myasthenia gravis

I wish my social media algorithms had picked up on the fact I also like planes and not just cars. If anyone on here in the planes fandom has other social medias lmk I need more people to engage with or to just talk to in general </3 I feel like im trapped in my cage

#planes fandom #Disney planes #planes fire and rescue #dusty crophopper #world of cars #tucker’s chatter