We are the Groveās Retelling Sys; a traumaendo theatre in the body of a nonhuman. We are a big theatre, so hereās most of the information about me (Zeke)
(I like Stray, so please excuse me for decorating the post with off-topic Stray images š)
Name(s): Zeke (you can also call me Stick, Rot, Croon, and Story)
Pronouns: He/They/It/Dog/Star/Void/Rot
Sexuality: ion kno š
Iām a holothere, voidpunk, witch, writer, composer, quadrobist, artist, agere + petre (SFW), and probably more but I donāt feel like listing it.
Theriotypes: red fox, grey striped cat, coastal sea wolf, German shepherd, crow, and spotted horse
Kintypes: Not Deer and Harker
Interests+ obsessions: Vocaloid, Creepypasta, PJSK, TSPUD (TSP), FNaF, Warriors, The Magnus Archives, The Outsiders, ATSV, anything related to Japan, anything related to alterhumanity, words and sounds (love em), Yaelokre, Stray, and possibly more?
I would include every folk here, however there is a lot of them and I donāt want to clutter this intro too much. Iām sure youāll see a few of them using their names and tags however ^^
Sorry, I can only describe myself and my living as comparison to a song sung in nature. Yeah, all I have to describe myself is the symbolism of lines and drawings man made or not. I apologize, all I have to make do of me is the rust of all that lives and dies. I hope you can forgive me for my living and nonliving harmony of which composes my body, soul, mind and all.
Happy holidays everyone. Hereās what me and my twin thought would be funny.
(Context: I mentioned that a lot of music artists have at least one Christmas song and the only music artist I know that doesnāt have one is Yaelokre. And of course, thus came the ideas)
IMAGE 1: Cole Seymour watching Six the Musical all Christmas long
Plurality is sometimes kinda funny because wdym Dream from DSMP and Clementine from Stray just watched me smile like an idiot talking to my bf about a bunch of stuff, wdym theyāre both in the front room together at all
I never coined a term before, but I couldnāt find a term for this soā¦..here it is I guessā¦? (Warning for mentions of regret)
Regret Holder
(Regret Holder)
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This is a term for when a headmate/alter holds regret from prior actions or experiences. Regret holders may carry the regret the body experiences and, as a result, can turn out to feel regret a lot stronger than others (note: not all regret holders will feel regretful all the time and may not even feel it at all. They may just hold onto moments of regret instead)
The red represents anger as a result of not being able to change what happened. The grey represents sorrow as a result of not being able to change what happened. The muted purple represents a faded sense of joy. The blue-purple stripe + circle is meant to symbolize holding something, keeping it from getting out.
This term is free to use (we canāt stop anyone from using it after all).
I could write something. Hell, I could even make a song. There is a song in my head that I canāt sing, and itās never been sung before. Can I sing it? Maybe. How do you sing a song thatās never been sung before? Is it by asking yourself how to sing it, or can you make it up off of the words others have already sung? Itās not really the fact that I canāt sing it. The lyrics are there in my head, but the pieces donāt come out my mouth write. Like fragments, they fall, and I have nothing. The song is there and it plays every day, though itās never quite finished when I play it out loud. Nothing is there. The song isnāt even written yet. It only exists in my head, somewhere I canāt reach yet. How do you sing a song that is only written to coddle some part of you ? Can you sing it at all?
Babygirl, I need to hold your hands as I say this. Youāre running around in here fake claiming someone because they have a factive of a well-loved internet celebrity. Because two of their headmates are dating and you think of it like cringe fanfiction. You tell people they should be ashamed of their headmate who has a problematic source, or who has done deeply problematic things in their source.
We personally have experienced issues. Why? Because weāre a white body with a few non-white headmates, two of whom are black. The way people have *assumed* that we use them to infiltrate black spaces (we donāt) or use AAVE or words that would be problematic for a white body to use (AGAIN, WE DONāT).
You crucify systems *just for existing* and tell headmates they basically shouldnāt exist, firmly believing plurality is built from trauma and see no issue with attacking people you believe to be traumatized in this way. You yourself are incapable of seeing you are a deeply traumatized person who is taking out every bit of how you feel on others, not staying in your lane, and taking no accountability.
It also creates an environment where people discount themselves because they donāt think theyāre traumatized enough to be a system. That, in turn, creates a space where everyone feels they have to compare trauma. Maybe lie to themselves a little. All out of fear that if theyāre too un-traumatized, theyāll be dragged out and, with how so many young people live on the internet, have their lives ruined. Maybe even lose close friends.
That. Is. Ableism. And remember that ableism is one of the core beliefs of fascism. You are on the beginnings of a slippery slope.
Stay caring of others. Stay open to learning. Support your fellow man, listen to his plea. Stay. Fucking. Punk.
Remembering that my bf has a tumblr and getting happy only to also remember that heās on a whole other side of it and I wonāt ever just randomly run into one of his posts. We gotta do it hunting-down-use style
Remembering that my bf has a tumblr and getting happy only to also remember that heās on a whole other side of it and I wonāt ever just randomly run into one of his posts. We gotta do it hunting-down-use style