#traumaendogenic

[the-otherspace]

Endogenic plurality is not interchangeable with consciously created plurality. You absolutely can be involuntarily a system without trauma, and you can voluntarily create a system due to traumatic circumstances.

So yes, that means voluntary systems can be traumagenic, and that also means involuntary systems can be endogenic.

You can also be traumaendogenic, partially traumagenic, partially endogenic, or not know your origins at all, but that's a whole other discussion.

[wingedcanine]

I love my system even if most of them are fictives

I love my system even if most don’t like to front

I love my system even if some like to front a lot

I love my system even if I can’t hear them all the time

I love my system even if few of them have different beliefs

I love my system even if they’re source is bad

I love my system even if their ideas compel mine

I love my system even if they don’t like talking

I love my system even if they talk too much

I love my system even if they’re too loud

I love my system even if they’re not like me at all

I love my system even if they resemble me too much

I love my system even if few of them go dormant for a long while

I love my system even if they represent a part of myself I hate

I love my system even if I don’t understand them sometimes

I love my system even if they make mistakes

I love my system <3

— Zeke

[ech0-n3twork]

We identify as traumaendo now.

We are traumagenic, like our multiplicity originated from trauma, but by now we are also willogenic and can will alters into existence depending on how many fragments we have (always a lot) and what we want/need.

Thats all. Thats the announcement.

[dirtdirtmoosemoose]

Realizing that I’m sourced off a 12 year old and the rest of my friends should be younger but aren’t. Clementé should TECHNICALLY be 11, but nah, 14 it is. We’ve become big and scary teenagers oOoOo

[dirtdirtmoosemoose]

Every time we join a server and I do a source call there is literally LITERALLY no sys with a Yaelokre-sourced fictive. I’m not complaining per se, I’m just. where ARE they 🥀🥀🥀🥀 idec if it’s DOUBLES that interact, WHERE ARE THEYYYY!!!!

[wingedcanine]

“We talk about our system a lot now that we’re out as one…what if it’s getting annoying? Are we seriously making this part of our whole personality? I bet they think we’re annoying..”

Also the plurality: Messes with us on a daily basis. Constantly having someone in front almost every day. Hearing The Class™️ say random shit. Big part of who we are as beings.

Also the gc when said plurality is mentioned: “that’s awesome and totally real dude 🔥”

— Zeke + Perrine 🫎

[wingedcanine]

Guys, get yourself a headmate that knows how to mark time in a band class. Perrine just helped me mark time when I couldn’t hear the metronome and it was great, GET YOURSELF A MUSIC HEADMATE (/silly)

— Zeke

[wingedcanine]

I never coined a term before, but I couldn’t find a term for this so…..here it is I guess…? (Warning for mentions of regret)

Regret Holder

(Regret Holder)

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This is a term for when a headmate/alter holds regret from prior actions or experiences. Regret holders may carry the regret the body experiences and, as a result, can turn out to feel regret a lot stronger than others (note: not all regret holders will feel regretful all the time and may not even feel it at all. They may just hold onto moments of regret instead)

The red represents anger as a result of not being able to change what happened. The grey represents sorrow as a result of not being able to change what happened. The muted purple represents a faded sense of joy. The blue-purple stripe + circle is meant to symbolize holding something, keeping it from getting out.

This term is free to use (we can’t stop anyone from using it after all).

— Moth 🦋 (He/Dusk/Dust/Shot/Miss)