Winter Lueur

Eccedentesiast

[poems-and-word]

“Do not expect people to tell you the truth because they also lie to themselves.”

— Don Miguel Ruiz,The Four Agreements (via books-n-quotes)

[quotefeeling]

“Sometimes we stare so long at a door that is closing, that we see too late the one that is open.”

— Alexander Graham Bell (via surqrised)

[winterlueur-blog]

Maybe we'll dance. But with the beat of our hearts.

[qvotable]

“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.”

— Unknown

[winterlueur-blog]

Oh, heto nanaman ako.

[winterlueur-blog]

Who am I?

[winterlueur-blog]

You one lucky girl

You're lucky, cuz you're the one that he likes now.

You're lucky, cuz you're the one who occupies his mind now.

You're lucky, cuz you're the one he looks so proud now.

You're lucky, cuz you're the one he calls home now.

You're lucky, very, very lucky girl...

You're lucky, cuz that should be me.

[winterlueur-blog]

I want you.

But are we forbidden?

[winterlueur-blog]

I see myself not living in this world.

I see my friends and love ones grieving.

I see regrets, pain, and sadness.

I see a white butterfly...

no wait, I'm that butterfly.

Is this a sign?

[winterlueur-blog]

I am a mistake.

and I guess that will forever haunt me.

I am not enough

I am a trash

I am a nuisance

I am sorry... for living.

[my-aesthetic-vibes]

do not be sad someone loves you

[winterlueur-blog]

I need someone that I can lean on

I need your love and care

I need you, love...

Please.

[winterlueur-blog]

Sana ako na lang ulit.

Sana hindi na lang ako umalis.

Sana hindi na lang ako nag-sinungaling.

Sana hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganito.

Kasi ang sakit sakit na.

Gusto kong ibalik ang dati.

Gusto kong bumalik sa dati.

Sa panahong masaya pa tayong dalawa.

Sa panahong wala tayong problema.

Sa panahong hindi ako takot.

Dahil, gusto ko baguhin yung mga bagay na hindi ko dapat ginawa

Ang iwan ka. Ang nagkalayo na tayong dalawa ng tuluyan.

Ilang buwan na ang nakalilipas pero yung sakit, nandito parin.

Walang nagbago.

Ganun parin.

Hindi parin gumagaling.

Yung puso ko, heto.

Sugatan parin.

Hirap parin buuin.

O baka hindi na talaga mabubuo.

Kasi mukhang ikaw lang ang makakabuo nito.

Pero babalik ka pa ba?

Babalikan mo pa ba ako?

Gusto kong mag makaawa

Na bumalik ka nalang sakin

Bumalik tayo sa dati.

Bumalik tayo sa panahong alam natin na mahal na mahal natin ang isa't isa.

Gusto kong gawin yung mga bagay na hindi ko nagawa sayo.

Ang mayakap ka. Yung sobrang higpit.

Ang masilayan ka ng matagal. Kasi sa dalawang beses palang natin na pagkikita, lahat yun puro mga hindi ganoon katagal.

Ang mahalikan ka, sabay sabi na "mahal na mahal kita."

Ang dami kong gustong gawin na kasama ka.

Ang dami nating pangako para sa isa't isa.

Pero sa isang iglap...

Tila tinangay na ng hanging alam kong mahirap nang ibalik pa.

Dahil sa una pa lang,

Alam kong ako ang humipan sa langit kaya namuo ang hanging kayang dalhin ang ating pagmamahalan at itapon na lang sa kawalan.

[poems-and-word]

[winterlueur-blog]

Never the broken.

[robinthornes-deactivated2020080]

It’s funny how we went from caring about each other to not. Do you remember how I filled you in with every insignificant detail of my life? Do you remember the lukewarm coffees we shared–the hearts on mine, clouds on yours? I still cannot quite figure out what we had, or if we had anything. If I could, I would, but what’s the fun in that? But of course, we shared silence–long, unnecessary, and unnerving bouts of silence. You know there is so much happening in my life right now? Maybe you don’t know, or maybe you do. I don’t know if you’re the kind who keeps tabs. But if you are, tell me, would you still listen to all the insignificant details of my life? Would you still look into my eyes and hear me rant? Tell me, but with your silence. Because that’s what we’re left with. That’s what we’ll always have.

[books-n-quotes]

“In the end, the most interesting people always leave.”

— Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes

[winterlueur-blog]

"What you did just ended what we had."