If you are looking at my blog, please take time to read this. I had a smilar post on my terminated blog.
If you are new to this or if you are young looking at these posts, you shouldn’t. Please do yourself a favour and leave while you can. Eating disorders are no joke. They shouldn’t be glorified like they are. There’s nothing pretty about a disorder. Do you want to spend your life counting calories, crying over food? Do you want to look the people you love and lie straight to their face. The days you spend purging and binging. Crying over the trash can or the toilet, begging for this hell to stop. There are days where you throw up pure acid. You start to lose hair. You lose yourself. You lose hope. Any life you had in you will soon be drained. It takes over you, over your life. And for what? All the pain, the tears to be dainty? To be skinny? To be perfect? I would rather take being happy over being skinny any fucking day. If I could leave this shit show I would. It’s a disease. An eating disorder is like being on a leash. No matter how much you try to run from it, it’ll only drag you back to where you started. So leave before you get on that leash. Talk to someone. Get help. I’m always here to talk. Please please please please don’t do this to yourself.
