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welcome~! have some tea and stay a while ౨ৎ
this blog is mostly my ramblings after finishing a book; here are some of my current favs ♡
↠six of crows ↠perks of being a wallflower ↠the vampire chronicles ↠little women ↠the cruel prince
i may occasionally post personal rants or thoughts but they'll be few and far between~
that's about it! my bio covers everything "interesting" about me :) feel free to say or ask anything you'd like ♡!
thx for being here <3
by Hallie Bateman
Conditions Apply [ 10 colors ]
what kind of fucking joke is this
i've wanted to be a mother seriously since i was 13. not planning it for then, but i imagined myself somewhere from 22 to 25 having my first baby, ideally a little girl. i want to take care of someone forever and make them feel so safe and loved. i had the perfect life planned out with a boy. we had such different ideas of parenthood but it would've been safe, secure. It was wiped away, but i was still so young, i knew i had time to start over. i found another guy and we fell in love. we agreed on literally everything about kids, every rare and uncommon belief, the two of us shared. we lasted years. we were perfectly on my timeline, we got married. we had names planned and themes for first birthdays. i took out my belly button piercing so my belly could grow for when we'd start trying in january. instead of a baby we got a divorce-- literally tripped at the finish line. After some time getting to know myself, i met a man i didn't think could exist. he can work on my car with his nails painted bc a little girl wanted to practice on him. He is patient with me and kind and understanding and fun and smart and outgoing and spontaneous and so sweet and considerate. he's good at everything he does and i've never ever seen someone so good with kids, let alone a man. he'll play at parks with me and say yes to ice cream for dinner. i can see a future with him. should the day come, i would trust him with my life and my baby's life. he could do it, i quite literally cannot think of how someone could be a better dad than i know this man would. i'm 27 and i think, this will be it. he's perfect. And he is, but he can't have children.
“Go into the arts. I’m not kidding. The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow, for heaven’s sake. Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something.”
— Kurt Vonnegut (via lazypacific)
i move out of the house i got w my husband and that i thought i'd have kids in on the 1st, that's literally in 8 days almost 7, and so this week like everything i've been doing i just wanna cry over cause its likely the last time i ever will. like i vacuumed the living room upstairs and got sad cause now it wont be my living room to vacuum anymore :/ and this sunday is my last day off in the house, every time one of the two cats i have to leave behind rub against me or meow at me or sit with me while i'm crying it just makes it worse cause wdym one day i'll never see you again im sick
i do not believe its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. i'd take it all back to get rid of this feeling
I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at hello. Because I rearranged my life to fit into yours and that's where I went wrong. Now I have to rearrange my life again and find a new future without you. And that's the hardest part of losing you.
-Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT
i woke up shivering from my dream this morning (it had you in it)
@/heavensghost on tumblr / unknown / richard siken / susan orlean / cool about it by boygenius / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / for your own good by leah horlick / the night we met by lord huron / richard siken / trista mateer / text: I thought id know you forever.. by Olivia Ruby - art: Watchmen by Dave Gibbons et al
Better to admit you walked through the wrong door than spend your life in the wrong room.
ellie williams lookalike contest tonight in my bedroom.
Team Jackson, Choose your fighter.
Ellie and Joel <3
at couples counseling my husband just told our counselor that on a scale of 1 to 10 he's a four happiness-wise in/with this relationship. even though he's the one who's been consistently lying to me for almost a year, had a secret porn phase looking at women naked on reddit, developed a substance abuse issue, told me he felt one way about me then talked shit and wished for divorce to his siblings behind my back, has me begging for basic (below) bare minimum shit like time, consideration, acknowledgement, and honesty whereas i've done or worked on EVERY last thing he's asked of me including going backward in my life goal by joining the work force again (i want to be a housewife then SAHM; and i was happily for two years). he wanted more sex, done. he needed me to work on communication and control my temper, doing it-- and i'm in individual therapy. he needed me to get better at apologizing, done. i read so many self-help books and do so much internal work and reflection and try to better myself in every way and none of it ever means anything to him
tomorrow my first love gets married. we were together nine years, he's been with this girl 4-5 months. i don't have feelings for him still or anything its just an odd mix of emotions, idk
started Wellbutrin just over a week ago
here's what i think so far (Bupropion Hcl XL 150mg)
almost a full month on it (three weeks and five days) and here's what's changed:
PROS:
slightly happier than normal eat a bit less (have lost almost 10lbs) sex drive is definitely up temper is more controlled
CONS:
had 2 panic attacks in a week paranoid about seizures very limited/no caffeine (?) no Benadryl no Midol am now physically dependent on it
just about two months on it, and here's what's changed:
PROS:
slightly happier than normal eat less (have lost 16lbs) sex drive still definitely up temper is still controlled
CONS:
making my hair fall out very limited caffeine still no Benadryl or Midol am physically dependent on it
