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I donât often get involved in drama or try to use my page to make posts like this. But I have had too much anxiety about things like this for far too long, and Iâve come to truly realize that there are people on this app/site that truly lack any form of empathy or understanding of what their actions can do. I have had panic attacks and sleepless nights over this, and I have spent hours staring at my screen before posting a fic or answering an ask because I know these people are out there. It shouldnât be like this. Especially in fandom spaces, which should be safe and respectful of boundaries.
your first time with wandanat. youâre shy and inexperienced, which they absolutely adore in the most devious way.
they tease you mercilessly. their hands squeezing, caressing, tickling and rubbing along every inch of your naked body. they want to get you to the point of begging shamelessly.
your soft pouts turn into whimpers and then whines as you feel your slick begin to run down your spread thighs.
wanda hums in amusement, natasha chuckling as they both notice your core glistening with wetness. they both run a palm along one inner thigh each, natasha pinky grazing your slit. you begin to crack, your body wound up to the point of desperation.
âplease,â your plea is softâat first. youâre wound up, yes, but still feeling shy about verbally expressing your need.
natasha leans down, her lips beginning a path from your collarbone and then down your torso.
âplease, what?â wanda asks, tracing a single finger along your side.
you whimper, your eyebrows knitting together in desperation. âplease, mommy..â your voice cracks, your cheeks flushing pink at the use of her honorific.
wanda coos at the sound, a smile curving at her lips as her fingers dance just next to your core.
âyou hear that âtasha?â wanda hums.
natasha nips at the soft skin below your belly button. âsuch a pretty plea.â she murmurs, her tongue snaking out to trace just above your pubic bone.
âwhat do you want, baby? use your words.â wandaâs voice is sickly sweet, almost taunting sounding. theyâre both reveling in your shyness.
âplease! i need it,â you plead a little louder this time, the desperate edge in your tone bleeding through. youâre still being far too vague for their liking.
âyou need it?â wanda teases, keeping up the faux sympathy facade. you nod your head eagerly, your eyes wide with unshed tears.
âhmmm,â her hand abandons the spot she was tracing so close to your dripping center, moving to the outside of your thigh. you whine in protest. âyou must not need it very badly if you canât tell me what it is you need.â
you sob once, one tear slipping down your cheek. your body is burning with need, your poor untouched cunt clenching around nothing. wanda leans down, licking the tear off your cheek. she starts kissing along your jaw, down to your throat.
the sound of both natasha and wandaâs lips placing wet, open mouthed kisses along your growingly sensitive body was igniting something in you youâd never felt before.
âpleaseâŠplease mommy! i want you and daddy to touch me.â you hiccup, your hips rising off the bed to emphasize your point. they both hum against you, but otherwise ignore your begging.
âwe are touching you, ĐșŃĐŸĐ»ĐžĐș,â natasha hums into your neck.
your fists clench at your sides, your frustration growing with every passing second. your grit your teeth, feeling the tension build in your body.
you reach down, your hand running down your slit. ââŠhere! touch me here!â your tone is completely patheticâso desperate and whiny sounding. they knew they had you right where they wanted.
natashaâs finger wrap around your wrist, yanking your hand above your head with enough speed and force to make you gasp. sheâs leaning above you now, eyes hard and focused.
âdoes your little weeping cunt need to be played with?â her green eyes pierce yours in a way that makes you wish you could hide your face, but they wouldnât allow that.
you nod your head again, cheeks flush with both need and embarrassment.
âsay it.â it almost comes out as a growl. she was just as impatient to play with you now.
âmmmph..â you rolls your hips into the air, your body positively writhing with need.
âplease daddy.. please⊠play with my cunt.â the word is spoken in gentle whisper, like the room would be offended if you said it out loud.
natasha sighs, like hearing you say it out loud was music to her ears.
âgood girl.â she purrs.
your reward is tenfold as they pleasure your body in ways youâve never experienced for yourself. drawing orgasm after orgasm until youâre begging them to stop.
âoh, but you needed this, remember? you can keep going.â wanda soothes, after making you cum for the fifth time. they donât stop until youâre on the verge of passing out.
you type out the message to wanda and hit send. today was the first day you were going to engage in bladder control. truthfully, the thought alone had you squirming in your seat all throughout your morning classes.
you shut your phone off, shoving it between your thighs which are now pressed tightly together. you really did have to pee. youâd already drunken a cup a coffee and half your owala water bottle.
you can hardly focus on what your professor is saying. butterflies are fluttering around your stomach, anxious to see wandaâs response. you pick up your pencil, intent on trying to engage with the lecture and take notes when your phone buzzes. you pick it up immediately.
Aww, does my baby need to go potty?
you press your thighs firmly together when you read her response. sheâs playing with you. it makes your body heat, a blush coloring your chest and cheeks.
yesssđ„șđ„ș
you reply quickly. your ankles are crossed now, one leg vibrating in attempt to distract your body from the feeling of a full bladder. your eyes remain fixed on your phone screen, watching for her response.
several minutes pass. you figure she has to be doing this on purpose. sure, she was working, but she still always made time for you.
you see three dots pop up, indicating she was finally typing out a response. your fingers drum anxiously on your desk.
Hold it.
it almost made you whine out loud. a deep ache was beginning to settle in your gut. youâre not sure if the feeling to pee is stronger than your arousal now.
mommy i *really* have to go
you reply after just a minute. youâre worried that once you stand, gravity will only worsen your predicament.
sheâs faster to reply this time.
Well, then I guess youâll have to *really* hurry home to me after class is over.
you frown, huffing slightly at her response. youâre sure sheâs sporting a smug grin on the other side of the phone.
the remainder of your lecture is a blur. you donât retain a single word and you canât focus enough to pick up a pencil and take notes. all you can think about is wanda. wanda and your very full bladder. youâre a mess by the time you get home, walking briskly and awkwardly up the stairs and to wandaâs office. thereâs a deep ache in your lower stomach now. desperation is etched into you flushed cheeks. thatâs the face wanda is greeted with when you throw her door open without knocking.
you donât linger in the doorway, instead continuing your journey across the room until youâre standing before her.
âyou really have to go, donât you?â she takes you in, chuckles amusedly. her eyes are sparkling with mischievous delight. her hands reach for you, pulling you close until youâre standing between her legs.
you nod your head frantically, your thighs pressed so tightly together that it was almost painful. wanda glances from your face down to your legs.
âlet me see.â she prompts, quirking her head in the direction of your thighs. you shake your head violently. it felt like the only thing keeping the dam from breaking.
âopen your legs.â she says more firmly, one of her hands coming down to pry your legs open. she doesnât waste time, dipping her hand into the loose waistband of your sweatpants, her fingers gliding over your panties.
youâre wetâembarrassingly so. the urge to pee was only fueling your arousal to the point of desperation.
wanda makes a noise of pleasant surprise, her fingers teasing your slit through the cloth.
âplease!â you whine out, though you really donât know what youâre begging for.
âyou wanna go, baby?â she coos, her fingers hooking into your waistband and pulling your pants down. you nod your head, your breath coming in labored gasps now as you step out of your sweatpants and kick them to the side.
wanda spreads your legs further apart with her hand, pulling your pelvis towards her so your back is arched just slightly. she wants a good view of the wetness on your panties.
âyou can go sweet girl. let go.â she hums, one hand coming up to smooth along your stomach. your eyes widen in alarm and you immediately shake your head in protest.
âwanna go in the bathroom.â you whimper. your hand comes down to push against the hand resting against your lower belly.
âwell, thatâs not an option. you can either go here now in front of mommy, or continue holding it.â she applies pressure with her hand now, making you whine.
âplease mommy! please, iâll be good!â you try to promise whatever you need to in order to be able to relieve yourself on the toilet, but it all falls deaf on her ears.
âi know youâll be good. thatâs why youâre going to go for me⊠right now..â she begins pressing firm circles around your bladder, her other hand grasping your hip to hold you steady. you grab onto her wrist desperately, panting as you try to prevent the dam from breaking. your muscles are tired thoughâtoo tired to put up a good fight.
against your will, you feel the hot liquid beginning to drip into your panties. it starts out slow, but then you canât stop as youâre forced to relieve yourself.
wanda watches with a smile, a devious look in her eyes that you canât see because your eyes are closed in embarrassment. thereâs something about watching the color of your panties darken with wetness that she finds incredibly hot.
âthatâs it, my sweet girl.â the thumb of the finger holding your hip rubs smooth circles into your skin.
you can feel it running down your legs and onto the hardwood floor by the time your bladder is finally empty. you didnât notice it before, but tears were streaming down your face, your cheeks hot with shame.
when sheâs sure youâre done, wanda stands, her hands coming up to cradle your face in her hands.
âyou did so good for me, baby. such an obedient little thing.â she peppers your face with gentle kisses.
yesyes i get what you mean also unrelated but the second i got this notification my phone hit 1% so idk if this is a sign for me to go to bed and charge my phone or not
Anon complaining about the shortage of piss kink authors, I have a sadist!Nat x reader featuring omorashi and accidental wetting sitting at the top of my wip pile, in case that tickles your fancy....
\\ my humble attempt at converting some of you to bladder control/piss kink đââïž //
wanda is very concerned about your water intake. youâve never been very good at drinking enough throughout the day, and so she is determined to help you build a healthy habit.
one day, she fills a brand new hydro flask (in your favorite color, so youâd be more excited to drink from it) up with cold water. not ice cold, but just crisp enough to be refreshing.
âcome sit with me. weâll watch something.â she says.
youâre unsuspecting of anything, so you happily cuddle up next to her in the love seat. you two rarely sit on the long sofa, preferring to have your limbs tangled together on the cushy one-seater.
âi have something for you.â she hums, presenting you with your very own insulated water bottle.
your nose wrinkles, but you manage to crack a small smile. ââŠthank you.â you mind your manners. it may not be the best gift in the world, but it was still a gift nonetheless.
wandaâs gaze is intent on you as she watches you settle against her. your bum is half resting against the arm of the chair, your legs curled and nestled on top of her lap. she watches as you cradle the bottle close to your torso, but otherwise pay it no mind.
she lets your flippancy go for the moment. one arm curls around your back, holding you close while the other reaches for the remote to find something to watch.
â(y/n).â her voice cuts into the silence, calling your attention to her. her eyes are still fixated on the screen ahead.
âyou have half an hour to drink the water in that hydro flask.â she selects a movieâwhich you donât see, because youâre now looking at her incredulously. thirty minutes? you donât even drink that much water in one day.
âi already drank some this morning.â you try to reason with her. surely any type of fluid was better than no fluid at allâright?
âthat was an energy drink. that doesnât count.â she doesnât buy it for a second, which you should have figured.
âiâm pretty sure thereâs some water in those.â
sheâs looking at you now, a disproving expression on her face. â30 minutes.â she repeats, and then her attention is back on the movie.
you sigh softly, defeated. you bring the plastic straw up to your lips to take your first swig of water. itâs cold and tasteless. you didnât like it.
wanda reaches the hand that was wrapped around you to pet the back of your head, a silent encouragement to keep going. you take another few sips and then pause.
your eyes watch the clock hung above the tv with trepidation. all of a sudden it seemed like time moved so much faster. you didnât know what the consequence would be if you didnât finish. you werenât sure you wanted to find out.
as the minutes tick by, you attempt to drink all you can. it was a painstaking process really. the whole venture only reminded you why you didnât like to drink water in the first place.
your tummy was starting to feel full, but it wasnât just that.
another sensation curled in your belly. your bladder was getting full. you hadnât eaten yet today, and it always seemed like that made liquids move through you more quickly.
you glance up at the clock again, the long hand shifting a millimeter to the right, sealing your fate. thirty minutes had now officially passed.
your body tenses, awaiting for wandaâs reaction.
she doesnât say anything. sheâs smoothâcomposed, her eyes still fixed on the movie. it was only mere moments later that she glances at the clock, noticing the time.
she lets out a long breath and then turns to face you, her eyes drifting to the water bottle settled against your thighs. she reaches for it and holds it in her hand, weighing it as if to test how full it still was. she shakes it back and forth, and you can both clearly hear the water sloshing around in there.
her green eyes flit to yours. your cheeks are flush and eyes wide as you take in her expression.
âcouldnât finish?â she asks softly, as if she wasnât upset to find you hadnât drank all the water. you shake your head slowly.
âhmm⊠thatâs okay, baby. you tried your best, didnât you?â her fingers smooth over the worried expression on your brow, a sympathetic look on her face.
you nod your head, a bit dazed. you feel like youâre still waiting for the other shoe to drop. it doesnât seem to come.
she places the hydro flask on the small table next to the love seat, holding you even closer to her as she cuddles you. suspicious or not, you still melt in her arms.
15 more minutes pass before youâre reminded of your full bladder. it was starting to acheâthat feeling of needing to pee becoming harder to ignore.
you uncurl your limbs, sitting up as you intend to head to the bathroom. her arms come around to stop you.
âwhere are you going?â she asks, an edge to her voice as if sheâd miss you too much if you left.
âto the bathroom.â you explain, renewing your efforts to stand. she doesnât relax her hold.
âno, stay here with your mommy.â she pulls you back to her, cradling you even closer than before.
âwandaââ you start, meaning to tell her you really did have to pee.
âstay.â she says with finality. your body slumps slightly in defeat. you didnât know how else you could communicate your need to go.
a couple more minutes pass and youâre about to say something again when you feel her hand slowly travel across your hip, down your stomach until her palm rests just below your belly button. she rubs soft circles there for a moment. it almost feels relaxing, but thatâs before you suddenly feel her begin to apply pressure.
you inhale sharply, your pelvic floor muscles clenching as she pushes directly against your full bladder.
âwanda,â you whine, your hands coming down to rest against hers.
âyou have to go, donât you?â her lips are at your ear. her words send a shiver down your spine. this was the other shoe. sheâd planned this.
âmommy⊠please.â you whimper, your legs curling up towards your chest.
she applies more pressure with her fingers, long, slow circles pressing more firmly against you. she doesnât say anything, simply watching your body wiggle and writhe as she tortures you.
âonly good puppies who obey mommy get to use the potty.â she purrs into your neck, her free hand reaching from behind to soothingly pet the side of your head.
âoh⊠please!â you squeak, this time more desperate. your muscles are clenched so tightly, willing your bladder to hold on just a second longer. you donât know if you could ever come back from wetting yourself while youâre on top of wandaâs lap.
âmaybe next time youâll listen when i tell you to drink your water?â she says, sounding smug, but you couldnât focus on that in the moment.
you hear her chuckle lowly next to your ear when your little whines and pleads become more desperate. she can tell you canât hold on much longer.
âi canât hold it mommy! please!â youâre desperate, your hands clawing at her, your muscles all tensed up bracing for the worst. the pressure against your bladder is relentless. it was hopeless to try and hold back.
you let out a choked sob as your muscles relax against your will, your bladder letting go as your panties become wet with pee. you buck against her, whining and blubbering as youâre forced to relieve yourself.
âawww, thatâs it, sweet puppy. let it out for mommy.â she massages your pelvis through the whole thing, not letting up until she can tell youâve completely emptied your bladder.
your tear stained cheeks are red with embarrassment. you canât look at her, only capable of whimpering at your predicament.
it was humiliating in the most delicious way. you find your brain is fuzzy, no coherent thoughts fully forming except that maybe, just maybe, you *might* drink more water next time.
One keeps making your drink glass after glass after glass of water, probably Wanda, whilst the other, probably Nat, keeps pressing on your lower belly, smirking every time you'd whimper feeling how full you were, pressing after every glass, seeing how far they could push you.
"Mommy, pleaseee," you'd whine to Wanda, "I need-"
"You need?" Wanda raised her eye brow at Nat. "Hear that love? she needs? What do you think that could be?"
"Oh I think her fluttering little pussy, is needy for some fingers."
Shit. No. You didn't often say no to them putting their fingers in you, but if they did so now, your bladder would empty, but you also knew that is exactly what they wanted from you, just so they could call you a pathetic little puppy with no control over her bladder.
Thank you for the extra ideas for this: @witchesc0ven
You whined at the feeling of her strap buried deep inside, somehow everything you were feeling was x100.
âPoor baby, canât even think right now huh? Mommy gets you a little high and you become a desperate slut.â
It was true, you had smoked a little in the past but this night Wanda just kept making you take hit after hit. Now you were in her bed, pussy full of her cock only able to watch the smoke swirl in her room.
Her hips pressed deeper into you making another whine escape your lips. You watched her take a long drag of her joint before leaning down and blowing it in your mouth.
Wandaâs eyes never left yours, staring into your soul as you inhaled the smoke from her.
Setting the joint know Wanda grabbed your hips and began slowly thrusting into you immediately gaining a reaction. âW-Wanda, stop, this feels weird.â
A small slap echoed making you flinch, a new hand print of your thigh. âThatâs not my name babyâ which earned a corrective mommy from your lips.
As she sped up your hands tried to push Wanda away, only able to make Wanda laugh at your struggle. âCalm down sweetie, mommy just wants to play with your pretty pussy. You know Iâve been waiting to finally get you like this.â
âwa- mommy please, gonna cum-!â Before you could finish Wanda snuck a hand down to rub on your clit while speeding up her pace.
âThere you go baby, just like that. Deep breath in for mommyâŠâ
Her fingers held a burning joint to you lips and Wanda watched as the length slowly burned down.
âGet all stupid and pliable for mommy, now blow out.â She pressed her lips so that they were barely touching yours and inhaled the smoke from your mouth.
You hadnât talked in twenty minutes, just giggling and staring at Wanda as she played with your hair.
âSuch a pretty little girl, doing anything I ask. You wanna keep being a good girl for me hm? For mommy?â
Wanda wasnât shocked when you nodded, your face plastered with a smile as her hands hooked around her neck.
âGood girl, now just let mommy make you feel goodâ as her hand slipped underneath your waistband, ready to make you addicted to the feeling of her.
You get a little too comfortable and decide to be a brat. Emily knows just how to handle that, and it involves her office, your red ass, and torn panties between your pretty lips. | Based on my snapshot: "Punishing you in her office"
Mommy!Emily Prentiss x Bratty Fem Reader
content: mommy kink, spanks (mostly ass), slight exhibitionism, confusing mix of degradation and praise, panties as a gag | hello criminal minds fandom please be nice to me I come in peace I promise
18+, NSFW oneshot | 5.5k words
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The good morning texts had started four months into your relationship.
She sent them whenever she left before you woke up, which was most mornings, because Emily Prentiss operated on a schedule that made normal people feel personally attacked. You'd rolled over one Tuesday to find your phone lit up on the nightstand: Good morning, darling. Sleep well. Don't forget to eat breakfast. Three sentences, punctuation perfect and correct.
You had, after some consideration, decided the good morning texts were your favorite thing. You'd never told her that. You weren't going to tell her that. But you'd saved every single one of themâa scroll of small good mornings going all the way back to the beginning, right there in your messages if you ever wanted to look.
You looked sometimes.
Today's had come in at 6:47 AM, the screen lighting up soft in the gray of the bedroom: Good morning, my darling. Early briefingâI'll be in the office before seven. Be good today.
A normal thing to say. A reasonable thing. Emily said it sometimes when she had reason to believe you might not beâfine, fair, you'd given her reasons beforeâand you'd read it twice in the warm half-dark with her pillow still carrying the faint smell of her shampoo, the duvet heavy and soft, the room quiet enough that you could hear the low hum of the city already going outside.
You'd typed back: define good
You watched those three little dots pop up. Then disappear. Then pop up again before Emily's reply came: You know exactly what I mean.
And here was where things had gone sideways, because you did know exactly what she meant, and something about lying in her sheets with her pillow still smelling like her while she was across the city in a briefing had made you feel a particular kind of reckless. The room was quiet. The morning light was just starting to go gold at the curtain edges. You were warm and comfortable. Very comfortable.
do i though, you'd sent. seems subjective
It isn't.
pretty sure it is
My darling. A longer pause this time. I'm in a meeting.
oh noooo, you'd typed, and you added a little smile face that you were not going to feel bad about.
She hadn't responded after that, which you'd taken as a win. You'd gotten up, padded to the kitchen on cold bare feet, made coffee in her French press because yours was at your own place and hers was better anyway. You'd eaten the breakfast she'd told you not to forgetâhalf a bagel with cream cheese from the back of her fridgeâstanding at the counter in her oversized t-shirt, watching the city start to wake up through the kitchen window. The street below was already filling up, cabs and morning commuters, the energy of DC getting itself going.
The second thing had not been planned.
Not exactly.
It had been the fault of the bed, honestly. You'd gone back to it after breakfast with your coffee, just to drink it in peace and scroll through your phone, and the sheets were still warm from both of you and the morning light had shifted in the time you'd been upâcoming through the curtains now in long golden stripes across the duvet, the kind of light that made the whole room feel like it was in no particular hurry. You'd set your coffee on the nightstand and pulled the duvet back up around you and settled in. And you'd found yourself thinking, with no real urgency, about the way Emily's hands felt when she wasn't in a hurry. Her patience when she'd decided to take her time with you. Her hands moving over you slowly, like she had all the time in the world and had chosen to spend it exactly there. You thought about it more than was probably reasonable. More than you'd admit to anyone, including yourself on most days.
The photo had felt like a natural progression of events.
You'd taken it without much deliberationânothing elaborate, just you in the morning light with her sheets pooled at your waist and your hair loose around your shoulders. The kind of photo that said look what you're missing without having to say anything out loud. You'd sent it before you could talk yourself out of it, set your phone face-down on the nightstand, and waited with your pulse doing something slightly embarrassing.
Her response came five minutes later: Hi, baby.
You'd smiled at your phone like an absolute idiot.
Then, thirty seconds after: You're beautiful, darling. My beautiful girl.
A beat. Then one more line, because she must've known what kind of mood you were in: Don't touch yourself. I mean it.
Which was a reasonable instruction. She'd given it before. You'd followed it before. There was no reason today should be different.
The problem was the light, and the sheets, and the fact that my beautiful girl had settled somewhere in your chest. The more immediate problem was that your hand had already been drifting by the time you'd read don't touch yourselfâjust lazily, fingers tracing down over your stomach, not with any real intent at first. Just because the bed was warm and Emily wasn't in it and you'd been thinking about her hands for the better part of twenty minutes and your body had apparently started making its own decisions.
You read the instruction again, and your fingers didn't stop.
My beautiful girl, the back of your brain offered, helpfully.
You thought about Emily's voice when it went lowâthe tone that meant she'd made up her mind about something and the only remaining question was the details. You thought about her hands. You bit your lip and thought about her patience, the way she could make you feel the full weight of her attention like something physical.
Three minutes after her text, you reached for your phone with your free hand.
The second photo was just your handâtwo fingers raised toward the camera, close enough that there was no mistaking the slick shine between them, the way the morning light caught the stickiness there. You held the angle for a moment, making sure it was clear. Making absolutely sure.
She would know exactly what that meant. You'd made certain of it.
The response took longer this time. Long enough that something started to assemble itself at the back of your mindânot quite regret, but adjacent to it, the quiet reconsideration of whether reckless had tipped into genuinely poor decision-making. You wiped your fingers on the sheet. You looked at the ceiling. You thought about Emily's jaw when it went tight.
Your phone buzzed.
Meet me in my office for lunch, my little darling.
That was all.
You'd stared at it. The my little darling at the end was doing a lot of work and none of it was reassuring. Emily's my darling lived on a spectrumâon one end, fond and easy; on the other, the tone that told you things weren't going to go your way. Right now it was sitting at the far end of that spectrum, and you had put it there yourself, and you knew it.
You'd gotten up to find something to wear.
(-)
The Metro was twenty minutes and three stops.
You'd sat in the window seat and watched the tunnel walls go by and thought, with some thoroughness, about what you had done. The first textâa little bratty but well within the established range of your behavior. The second text, the oh noooo with the smile face, that was also fine, honestly. Emily had been in a meeting and she'd chosen to read her messages and you weren't going to feel bad about that. The first photo had been a genuine impulse, and she had complimented you.
The second photo was harder to justify.
You'd known what you were doing. That was the thing you kept circling back to, sitting on the Metro with your bag on your lap and DC sliding past outside. You'd read don't touch yourself. You'd looked at it. And you'd kept going anyway, and then you'd taken the photo and held it up to make sure the light caught it right, and that was a sequence of decisions, not a single one. Each one had been made with full awareness of the one before it.
You didn't have regrets. You had arrived at this conclusion after eleven full reconsiderations and you were sticking to it. But you were also awareâhad been aware since the moment you'd read meet me in my office for lunch, my little darlingâthat you were about to sit across from Emily Prentiss and account for yourself, and that was a thing you were allowed to have feelings about.
And feelings, you had.
(-)
The BAU bullpen had its own kind of energy at midday.
A low steady hum of keyboards and quiet conversation, people at their desks with lunches going cold beside their monitors. The overhead lights were the flat institutional kind that made everyone look slightly tired, but the bullpen had accumulated enough desk lamps and personal effects, years of lived-in use, that it felt less like a federal building and more like a place where people had genuinely settled in. You knew most of the faces by now, several names. Garcia had hugged you the third time you'd come by and called you a gift to the universe, which had seemed excessive but you weren't going to argue with Penelope Garcia about anything, ever, under any circumstances.
Nobody looked up when you came in. You were a known quantity hereâEmily'sâand that was apparently sufficient.
Emily's office was glass-walled, which you'd always thought was an interesting choice for someone who kept as much close to the chest as she did. The blinds were open. You could see her through them from halfway across the bullpenâhead bent over something on her desk, silver hair catching the overhead light, the set of her jaw that meant she was working through something. She looked completely composed. She always looked completely composed. It had taken you a while to learn to read the variations inside the composure, but you'd been paying close attention for months and you were getting there.
She didn't look up when you pushed the door open.
"Close it behind you," she said.
You did.
She let you stand there while she finished reading. Turned over a page, scanned the back of it, set it down and squared it against the desk edge with careful precision. Then she looked up at you.
Emily Prentiss had a way of looking at you that you'd never quite gotten used to. Not the profiler thingâor not only thatâbut the way she looked at you when you were alone with her and she wasn't performing anything for a room. Direct and patient but warm underneath, and right now the warmth was present but it had company. You felt the full weight of her attention land on you from across the office and stay there.
"Hi, love," she said, her voice even and calm. "Come here, please."
You crossed the office. She watched you do it with her hands folded on the desk, and every step felt like it had some weight to itâthe short distance between the door and her desk somehow longer than it had any right to be, the office quiet in a way that made you aware of your own footsteps. She didn't look away. Didn't shift or move, just watched you come to her with the patient attention of someone who had already decided how this was going to go and was simply waiting for you to arrive.
When you reached her side, she tilted her head fractionally, an instruction without words. She'd always been economical like that. A tilt of the chin, a look, a hand at the small of your back. She'd never needed much.
"Emilyâ"
"Mommy," she corrected, quiet and automatic, the same tone she'd use to note a factual error.
Something in your chest did what it always did when she said it like that. Like it was simply true. Simply the right word for what she was, nothing to make a production of.
"Mommy," you said, watching something settle in her expression. "Someone couldâ"
"I'm aware," Emily said. "I've worked here for years." She reached out and tucked a piece of hair back from your face, her fingers lingering at your jaw. Her touch was light. Her eyes weren't. "You had quite a morning, hm?"
"Iâ"
"The texts," she reminded you. "And then the photo." Her thumb moved once against your jaw. "Which I meant what I said about. You're a beautiful girl and you know it." A brief pause with a point to it. "But then the second photo. Now that was a surprise."
You said nothing. There wasn't much to say.
"Three minutes," Emily said. "I told you not to touch yourself and it only took three minutes. And then you sent me evidence to make sure I knew." Her thumb made one slow arc against your jaw. "That wasn't an accident."
It wasn't a question.
"No," you said, biting your lip.
"No." Her hand dropped from your face. "Turn around. Hands on the desk."
The surface was cool under your palms. Through the glass you could see the bullpenâanyone who looked at the right angle would see you standing at Emily's desk with your hands braced, which wasn't unusual. People leaned over Emily's desk to look at things all the time. Case files, photographs, maps spread out for a briefing.
From a certain angle you were just having a meeting.
From a certain angle.
"Mommy," you said, hating the smallness of your own voice. "Someone will see."
"Then maybe," Emily said, moving directly behind you, close enough that her voice was more felt than heard against the back of your neck, "my little brat should have behaved."
She didn't sound angryâand you were grateful for that, the way you were always grateful that her version of this was quiet. She simply had the situation in hand and you were the only one who was rattled. She reached around you and moved the papers to one side of the desk, clearing the space in front of you with unhurried efficiency.
"You made your choices this morning, darling. This is what comes after choices."
Her hand settled at the small of your back, warm through your shirt, and pressed you down against the desk.
"Consequences."
You gripped the edge of the desk and reminded yourself to breathe.
Her hands found the hem of your skirt and pushed it up. Then her fingers hooked into your underwear and pulled them down without ceremony, rough enough that the elastic ripped. The sound seemed to fill the quiet office, and you were almost certain it was entirely in your head, but your face went hot all the same.
"Mommyâ"
"Shh." Her silver hair brushed your shoulder as she leaned over you, her voice dropping to just above a murmur. "You're going to take it. You know you are." Her lips were almost at your temple. "You know why this is happening."
You did know why. The morning arranged itself in sequenceâthe texts, the light through the curtains, the first photo, the second photo, the slick shine on your fingers, three minutes. Yeah. You knew.
She stood back up. Waited exactly fifteen seconds. Just when you were ready to lift your head and ask what was happening, the suspense making you shiver, her hand came down.
The first one landed clean and sharp, and you bit the inside of your cheek hard against the sound that tried to come out. The sting bloomed immediately, heat radiating outward from the center of it, and then her palm was there rubbing slow circles, pressing the warmth deeper. A deliberate contrast. Sting, then soothe.
"Oh, look at that." Her voice had a quality you'd been trying to name for months and still couldn't catch. Satisfied. Fond in a way that had an edge to it. "My brat's ass turns a lovely shade of pink." Her fingertips grazed lower as she rubbed, and she paused. "How cute."
Heat crawled up the back of your neck that had nothing to do with the spank.
Three more came in successionâmeasured, each one distinct, each followed by that same slow pass of her palm. You were gripping the desk edge hard enough that your knuckles had gone pale. Your hips kept trying to press back and you kept catching yourself doing it, which was mortifying and also completely involuntary.
"Be still," Emily said.
"I'm tryingâ"
"Try harder." Her palm came down againâharder than the ones beforeâand your whole body lurched forward into the desk. Her free hand pressed flat to your lower back immediately, holding you in place. "There. Stay there."
She wasn't rushing. She never rushed anything, and the deliberate pace of it was its own torment. Each spank gave you just enough time to process the sting, to feel the heat building and layering across your skin, before the next landed. She varied the spots, and by the time she paused you were breathing in short, uneven pulls and holding the desk like it was the only fixed point in the room.
Out in the bullpen, someone laughed at something. Normal sounds. Normal afternoon. The total disconnect of it made your face go hot all over again.
Emily's fingers trailed down slowly, past where she'd been rubbing, and then they stopped.
"Well," she said.
You closed your eyes, already aware.
"Well." Quieter, and there was something in her voice that wasn't quite amusement but lived right next to it. "Look at this." Her fingers shiftedâjust slightly, just enoughâand the slick sound was audible to both of you in the stillness of the office. You wanted to evaporate. You wanted to sink into the ground right then and there.
"All of that," she said, thoughtful, "and you're soaking."
"Emilyâ"
"Mommy."
"Mommy." It came out rough. "Pleaseâ"
"Oh, 'please'?" She withdrew her fingers with maddening calm, and the loss of even that incidental contact felt deeply unfair. "I've barely done anything yet, darling." She shifted to your sideâjust enough to sit at the edge of your visionâher hand still resting light at the small of your back.
"Although," she said, working through something out loud, "I think I understand it now."
You were not going to let her have this this. Your pride would not let you.
"Sh-shush. It's notâ"
A spank landed directly on your cunt, her fingertips hitting your clit. You had to bite through your lip, it felt like, desperate not to cry out.
You were going to let her have this.
"The glass," Emily said, her thumb making one slow circle at your back. "It's the glass, isn't it? The fact that someone might hear."
Another spank landed at a different angle, and you made a sound you'd been working to suppress, and she went very still for a moment.
"Yes," she said, quiet and certain. "That's it." Her focus sharpenedâyou could hear it in her voice. "My little brat gets wet from being spanked in her Mommy's office because someone might hear. Because she might get caught." A brief pause. "That's a little pathetic, sweetheart."
You felt your cunt drip down your thigh.
"Or," Emily continued, like she was amending her notes, "if I'm honest, it's very on brand." Her hand moved from your lower back, trailing down. "Let's see how pathetic you are, huh?"
Two fingers pressed against you and slid in without resistanceâsmooth and immediateâand the sound you made was not quiet.
"There she is," Emily murmured.
Your hands scrabbled at the edge of the desk. She hadn't started slow. Two fingers curled inside you at a pace that had you up on your toes in the first few seconds, your whole body either trying to chase her hand or get away from it. The stretch, the fullness, the relentless curl on every stroke that found the same spot over and over. You could feel it in your thighs, in your stomach, heat climbing fast and steep. The slick sounds in the quiet office were unavoidable and obscene, and you were past caring about themâpast caring about anything except the pressure of her fingers and the angle she'd found that made your vision blur at the edges every time she curled them just right.
Your knuckles had gone white on the desk edge. The surface was warm now from your palms, and you gripped it like it was the only thing keeping you in the room. It was, more or less. Your hips kept making small involuntary movements, pressing back toward her hand, and each time they did Emily made a quiet sound behind you that you felt more than heard.
"You're adorable," she said, and she meant it. You could hear that she meant it, which somehow made it worse. Her free hand pressed firm between your shoulder blades, holding you flat against the desk. "Absolutely shameless. You slid right in, darling. No resistance at all." The curl of her fingers hit something that made your vision go white at the edges. "Pretty little slut."
A moan came out of you that was too loud for a glass-walled federal building, and Emily made a quiet sound above you that was distinctly less composed than her voice.
"That," she whispered, "cannot happen again." She didn't slow down. Her fingers kept their paceârelentless, that curl on every strokeâand you could feel yourself building already, embarrassingly fast, your thighs shaking with the effort of staying standing. "The agents outside will have questions I don't feel like answering today."
"I can'tâ" Your voice came out in pieces. "I can't help it, Mommy, pleaseâ"
"You can," she said. "You will." Her hand left your back. A moment later something soft pressed against your mouthâyour underwear, or what was left of them, the elastic stretched and snapped, the slightest bit damp (yes, you had been wet as you walked in). "Open."
You opened. She pressed the cotton between your lips, not deep, just enough. The faint taste of your own arousal on the fabric pulled a helpless sound out of you. Emily smoothed one hand briefly over your hair before it returned to your hip.
"That's better," she said. "Don't you dare drop those pretty panties."
She wasn't gentle about it when she started moving her fingers again. She knew your body, and she used that knowledge without apology. Her fingers worked you with a focus that reminded you, not for the first time, that Emily Prentiss was very good at everything she decided to do. When the angle shifted you cried out against the gag, muffled now but still audible to her, and she catalogued the sound with quiet attention.
"Good girl," she saidâconfusing given the context and also exactly what you needed to hear. Your hips pressed back against her hand. "You're close already. I can feel it." Her fingers curled and held the pressure, and you bit down on the cotton, making a desperate, muffled sound from somewhere well past dignity.
"All because of the glass," she said conversationally, confirming something she'd already worked out, reminding you. "Because someone out there might know exactly what I'm doing to you right now."
The orgasm hit fastâtoo fast to brace for, too fast to muffle entirely. You came with your face pressed to her desk and her fingers inside you, your own ruined underwear between your teeth, shaking hard. Emily worked you through every second of it without letting up until the last tremor moved through you and left you limp.
She didn't stop.
"Mommyâ" Against the gag it was barely sound, but she heard it.
"I know," she said. "One more."
"I can'tâ" You tried to say, though it came out as a bunch of muffled gibberish that Emily somehow understood.
"You can." Her thumb found your clit while her fingers stayed where they were, and the sensation after the orgasm was so acute your legs nearly went out. She stepped in close behind you, her body solid, steadying you. "You can, you will, and you'll thank me after." Her thumb moved in small, steady circles. Her fingers resumed their curl. You were crying nowâactual tears tracking down your cheeks, your hands opening and closing against the desk edge because there was nothing else to do with them. "That's it, darling. Let go for me."
The second orgasm was longer. Deeper. It took you apart differently than the first. It was less urgent, more total, the kind that started in your core and rolled outward until your whole body was caught in it. You sobbed against the gag with your vision gone blurry, and Emily pressed close behind you, murmuring something low and warm against the back of your head that you didn't catch the words of but understood anyway.
Her fingers went still as you came down. Stayed still while you breathed, while the shaking worked its way out of your limbs. Her hand at your hip made slow circles.
"There," she said, quiet. "Good girl. That's my good girl."
You stayed against the desk because it was the only option. Emily gave you the time without commentâher thumb at your hip, her body steady and warm. When you finally stirred, she reached up and gently removed the makeshift gag, setting it aside on the desk, and helping you upright.
"I've got you," she said. "Take a second, sweetheart."
You took several. Your ass ached deeply. Your thighs were still trembling. There were tears drying on your cheeks and you were standing in her glass-walled office with the bullpen carrying on outside like nothing had happened at all, and Emily's hands were steady at your shoulders.
"Sorry, Mommy," you managed.
Something in her expression shifted. The authority didn't leave itâit never entirely left itâbut it made room for something else. The warmth she had when she'd brought you through something and was checking that all of you had arrived intact on the other side. She smoothed your skirt back down, ran her hands over it once to straighten it, and turned you gently to face her.
Your eyes were probably red. Your face was definitely a disaster. She looked at you like you were something she was glad to have.
"I know, my darling," she said. "You did so well. Mommy's so proud of you. Such a good little sweetheart for me."
She guided you to the small sofa along the side wallâthe one with the folded throw blanket that had appeared there a few months ago without either of you remarking on whyâand sat down, drawing you into her lap with the ease of something long-practiced. You went without resistance, your face finding the familiar curve of her neck. She pulled the blanket over you both and her arm settled around your back.
Outside, a desk phone rang. Someone answered it in a low voice. The building kept operating, indifferent and steady.
Emily's hand moved into your hairâslow, even passes from your temple back. She didn't say anything. You didn't either. The silence was the comfortable kind, the kind that didn't need anything added to it, and you let yourself sink into it by degrees.
The office smelled like herâthe same light scent from her jacket when she pulled you in close, something clean and faintly of cigarettes. You'd always noticed it. You'd noticed it the first time she'd stood close to you and you'd been noticing it ever since in the involuntary way you noticed things about Emily, which was thoroughly and without meaning to. Through the glass, the bullpen moved in its ordinary patterns. Someone walked past with a coffee mug. Someone else was on the phone, gesturing at nothing. A completely normal afternoon in a federal building.
None of them knew.
The thought landed somewhere oddânot embarrassing, exactly, more like a of a secret that was only yours. Emily's thumb moved at your back in a slow arc, and you pressed a little closer and let the thought go.
Your breathing evened out. The trembling left your legs. The heat across your ass was settling into a deep, grounding ache you'd still be aware of tomorrow morning, which was presumably the point. You could feel Emily's heartbeat under your cheekâsteady, safeâand you focused on that while the rest of the room came back to you in pieces.
"Are you okay, darling?" she asked eventually.
"Yeah." Still a little rough. "'M okay."
"Good." Her thumb moved at your back. "Pain?"
"Little," you said.
She made a small soundâunderstanding, satisfied with that answer. Her fingers kept moving through your hair, and you let yourself stay heavy in her lap and not think about anything in particular.
At some point she'd have to go back to work. At some point you'd have to get back on the Metro. At some point the afternoon would have to reassemble itself into something practical.
You were aware of all of this in a distant, theoretical way, the same way you were distantly aware of the city outside and the bullpen through the glass and the rest of the world continuing to exist. None of it felt particularly urgent.
Not yet.
"Hungry?" Emily asked.
"A little."
"I did say lunch." She shifted slightly, leaning toward the desk without dislodging you from her lap, and producing a white paper bagâthe kind from the deli around the corner from the building, the logo printed small on the side. Of course she'd had it waiting. Emily had never arrived anywhere unprepared for anything in her life, and apparently that applied to this as well. She found a wrapped sandwich and handed it to you, then retrieved her own.
"Turkey," she said. "They were out of roast beef."
You ate in the comfortable quiet of two people who didn't need to perform anything for each other, the sounds of the bullpen filtering through the glass in a low, easy hum.
Your ass ached every time you shifted. You shifted less.
She was watching youâyou caught it at the edge of your vision.
"What?" you said.
"Nothing." She looked back at her sandwich. A brief pause. "Drink some water, baby. Bottom left drawer."
You retrieved water from the drawer and drank it, and she watched you do it with an expression you weren't going to put a name to, because you'd already been reckless with your feelings once today and that felt like enough.
The light through the blinds had shifted to mid-afternoon gold by the time you'd both finished eatingâthe flat overhead fluorescents softened by the warmth coming in from outside, making the office feel less like an office and more like somewhere you might want to stay. You'd ended up with your legs across Emily's lap, her hand resting easy and warm at your ankle, the blanket still around your shoulders. The deli bag was folded neatly on the corner of the desk because Emily folded things neatly. Her jacket was on the back of her chair. Through the glass, the bullpen had thinned out a little, the midday energy settling into the quieter pace of afternoon, people back at their desks with their heads down.
You were looking at the ceiling and thinking, idly, about the morning. About the way the texts had felt in your hands, lying in her sheets. About the light through the curtains and the recklessness that came from being comfortable and in love in a way that made you giddy when you thought about it. About the second photo, which had been a choice, which you had made knowingly, which had resulted in exactly the afternoon you were currently having.
You were thinking about whether you had regrets.
You didn't, you concluded for a final time.
Emily set the paper bag aside. She looked at you, and you looked back at her, and something in her expression settled. She reached over and took your chin between her fingers, tilting your face toward hers. Her thumb moved once at your jaw. Her eyes were warm and certain, and there was a smile at the corner of her mouth that she wasn't making any effort to suppress.
"That was fun, darling," Emily said, in the mild tone of someone making a perfectly reasonable observation.
"Fun is a way to putâ" You found yourself shushed by a finger on your lips, and Emily's eyes looked into yours with an energy you knew by heart.
"But maybe that sore ass of yours will finally get it through your head that Mommy knows best."