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what big teeth, pt. 1.
dialogue prompts from what big teeth by rose szabo.
i've never wanted to eat anybody before.
how did you know i was coming?
i need to talk to you. something happened.
you're a brute with no manners.
you were a little rude.
are you trying to frighten me away?
if anyone comes after you, i'll eat them up.
why didn't you come home sooner?
i feel like i've lost so much time.
i don't feel like it's real.
you ask a lot of questions.
people are so amused by cruelty.
i can't remember what it feels like to belong.
what did you see?
this house is not a safe place. if you're able, you should leave.
i want you to take me on a romantic walk. in the moonlight.
why do you let them treat you this way?
i know you can understand me.
all your work is for nothing.
i don't care what you think of me anymore.
what did you do?
have i satisfied your morbid curiosity?
you know i love you no matter what, right?
i wish i could tell you, but i can't. do you have things like that?
please. believe in me.
do you always give everyone what they want?
you're trying to tell me something. you've been trying to tell me something.
you can't trust anyone here. it would do to remember that.
i've had dreams with you in them.
i wonder why anyone ever has children.
how i am isn't really that interesting.
all families are the same.
as long as you're here, i won't be.
don't say i didn't warn you.
be careful with me, please. i'm not as strong as you.
i'm sorry. i didn't mean to bring up bad memories.
hopefully i can undo that terrible first impression.
your family seems to revel in strangeness.
what have they done to you?
what happened between you?
i'll stay as long as you need me.
oh, please call me ____.
is he your mr. rochester?
not everything is a gothic novel.
new layout hehe ..
[...] Believe me, I searched for the words that would rightly name my rage. There were none.
I did not shout. I did not cry. I did not speak. A tunnel presented itself in my brain and I burrowed into it. I sunk into myself. You know about that? About sinking into yourself? Have you thought about revenge?
Nina MacLaughlin, Wake, Siren
jane & alec being nicknamed the cerberus twins in my canon yup! they’re often related to guard dogs and hounds of war, etc. and it’s almost used affectionately, but in practice it actually ends up reinforcing the idea that they lack humanity, which is a strategic move on aro & the rest of the volturi’s part.
pyshcic:
❝ 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 … I can assure you, it was hardly meant as an offense. In fact, we only hesitated to let you know on account of, well, I had thought, for so trivial a visit, ❞ she spoke without adjusting her gaze, steadfast with her stare aimed towards Jane even as she began to trail off. ❝ We wouldn’t presume to pull you from more important duties, which I’m sure you’d rather attend to. ❞ The smile is pronounced, certainly, but the implication (near-violent as it is) remains clear: THEY ARE, STILL, EVER AT ENDS AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE FOUND THEMSELVES. Mind settles itself on Jasper’s actions, for the time being, a comfort in and of itself, and a reminder to play sweetly. He holds no intention more volatile than her own, that of making it out without altercation and simply getting on with their well-anticipated vacation. His attention, it seems, is on their surroundings. It is concentrated and cautious, and makes no sudden, instinctual decisions –– something, perhaps, extended as a courtesy to Alice so as not to alarm her without just cause.
❝ We’d been considering the journey to Volterra in a week’s time, or so. Just as soon as we’d finished taking in the sights here. ❞ A lie, but one she was remarkably adept at telling, and Jasper at upholding. ❝ You don’t mean to tell me, you’ve come all this way to offer an invitation? So much trouble … ❞
❝ 𝕯𝖔𝖓’𝖙 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖚𝖑𝖙 𝖒𝖊. There’s little trouble in travel. ❞ She leaves unsaid her opinion on the nature of her task, as delegated to her by Aro himself: that it feels, to her, little more than an errand. Something tedious and altogether uninteresting –– maybe, maybe, with some vague excitement by way of the quiet language the two girls used together. The fight without bloodshed, though such a thing ranks so horrifically low among her favorite methods of war... 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑, it was the closest to be had with the Olympic Coven, darlings as they were. Carlisle’s little family. How she ached to tear them each apart.
Predator’s smile places itself awkwardly on her demure features, as if her instinct to play hostess had just kicked in. She never takes her gaze off Alice, Alec never off Jasper. Each are accounted for. Each are held distinctly in the twins’ views, thought of as prey, thought of as mice. 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑, NICETIES ARE TO BE HAD. [ 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 : that aggravating word repeats and repeats, pounding within the walls of her head, reminding her of those constraints which even she must abide. 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 . . . LITTLE GIRL WITH A FURY IN HER BONES, THE WORD STILL IS A SCRAPING SORT OF PAIN THAT DRAGS ACROSS THE BACK OF HER EYES. still, smile. still, be quiet. still, suffer. still, obey. ] ❝ If you don’t wish to inconvenience us, I suppose you’ll be happy to join us now. It would suit us much better than a week’s time. ❞ Here, in an unspoken but coordinated action with Alec, she switches her glare, focusing now on sweet Alice’s scarred mate. ❝ And, come to think of it, you’d be just in time for Aro’s treat. The Assumption is upcoming. ❞ A human feast, one which the Volturi is obligated to respect by way of their agreements with the papacy. A feast of 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖎𝖗 𝖔𝖜𝖓 is held in preparation of the span of days which they’ll have to remain more fully hidden, and far less obvious of their vicious nature.
@wlfsm asked : “ i don’t play nice . ” ok simp
“ it would be more wise for you not to play taunting games. ” the sinister smile she had sported previously leaves her in lieu of something more grotesque, sharp lines casting a gloom over her expression with her sincerity. were it her choice, the political sensitivity of her master’s relationship with the olympic coven would play little role in the decimation of its allies. treaty or not, it did not concern her ––– she need only be provoked for it to be considered justifiable. but the dedicated rage of aro kept her posture straight, and her actions less volatile. “ i don’t play at all. ” gaze scours the treeline, searching for the hint of presence of the coven itself. “ i take it by your crude defense she’s still –– breathing, then. expected. ” a smirk made its way to her lips for a brief moment before it settled into a polite smile. LET HER BE THAT FRAGILE THING WITH A BEATING HEART : I’LL TEAR IT OUT OF HER. i’ll certainly have reason, then.
girlhood & poison & fruit:
1. “Peach pits are poisonous. This is not a mistake. Girlhood is growing fruit around cyanide. It will never be yours for swallowing.” (brenna twohy, from “swallowtail”)
2. “A child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort.” (gillian flynn, from “sharp objects”)
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(kenji toma, “ph.”)
4. “I am looking back to when I was a girl; now my body’s a flash of poison on the floor.” (aracelis girmay, from “self-portrait as the snake”)
Consolation
“64 Little White Things” - Cake Bake Betty
i forgot about this scene in the films im –
vampryr ,
death’s naught the home of the joy , but the killing is . the vengeful nature of the twins were the things of mythos , and yet they walked the earth bloodless and bloodied . thirsty for more . behind his heavy lids , the weight of the fire lifting his skin to shreds , undoing his senses : only then did it make sense why the witches sung when their feet burned , danced as their ropes fell away . the devil licked their feet clean and in came the delirium . in death came the greatest release . NOT FOR THEM , NO . their burn outlasted the fire itself — ashes tinting their soles as their insides were consumed by dry smoke , thirst & hell .
his sister’s quarrelsome nature was kind , really , in the way it postponed unbelievable pain . but it was worn thin and she was tired , as he was . hungry . it was a trick of smoke and mirrors , really . meaning : his power spread like smoke , & like a mirror , once you look at it for long enough , your face starts to take different , grotesque shapes . their minds fell away to their awareness , fading out like blown out candle flames as the soldiermen did the troublesome work of snapping the necks of those responsible for the crime , leaving the watching to them . though his eyes had taken a white tint to it , he still could see the pain they felt beneath their own sensory deprivation — the kind of intellectual fear nothing can undo .
“ i’ll light it up . ” he spoke , a voice that was soft and boyish but held the weight of millenia on its shoulders . he picked up a gallon of lighter fluid effortlessly , tipping the top off with a flick of his finger and just letting it spill in his wake . he had a ballet dancer’s gracefulness to his movements , something of a fae lurking at the quirk of his steps . made a makeshift torch out of a tree’s branch and set his trail ablaze .
were he to have his way , one flick of his wrist would set the world on fire . a blink of his eyes makes all sense return , and suddenly there’s the stereotypical screaming . a most pleasing unorchestrated score . “ shall we , sister? ”
jane’s smile was a faint creature any time it begged its appearance; and scarcity of the expression was an understatement, but the chance for its arrival increased in such a climate. it was now, only, with so focused a stare on the flames as they erupted, knowing their intention was not her and her brother’s own skin –– it was only now she could appreciate the magnificence of fire [ SET BY THEIR RULES, PLAYING TO THEIR SENTIMENTS. THIS WAS POWER. ]. and so she gazed, comfort in her stance, at a small price being paid by the world which wronged them both.
“ a moment, ” she requests, voice soft despite the choir of torment playing throughout their surroundings. with a gentle twist of her hand and adjustment of her robes, she crouches to press palm to the ground, pulling it back to witness the indents of pebbles and twigs, debris of the natural world. coating her skin is dirt, a little damp as it clings. THIS IS THE SATISFACTION OF UNDEATH : to feel. the increase of intensity in the sensations, the heat which echoes through the very ground as she touches it . . . she does well to revel in it. this phsyical acknowledgement of burning. this is what brings that expression to pass.
sated, she stands again and wipes her palm along her robe before turning to her brother, a curt nod for recognition, smile a shadow across her features. “ shall we, indeed. ” with the words she takes her step to the side, as if to discard the scene behind her with little care. with little interest. it blurs into the past almost immediately, in so sudden a lack of emotion as she suspects to have been felt by those who had discarded the pair of them in so similar a manner. “ to feast, now, i think. ”
the history ana n i are plotting out for the twins... the absolute excitement of it all
from Grief lessons : four plays by Euripides (tr. Anne Carson)
smeyer placing jane and alec’s birth during a time ppl were unchristian to even believe someone could be a witch is ––
still can’t receive ims so alshjdf mssg me on @pyshcic if you need me!
— ask meme : RICHARD SIKEN, THE LONG AND SHORT OF IT.
you have been watched from a distance for some time now and now you are being watched from even farther away.
you’d like to believe it’s true. who wouldn’t?
just because a thing’s invisible doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.
you close your eyes and nothing happens.
let me in, i’m still here, hello hello, you know me, you know…
i could pretend i’m speaking to everyone — assume a middle distance and transcend myself — but i’m talking to you and you know it.
where did you just go?
it doesn’t always matter where we are but here i am and i say hello.
you would like it here. maybe you would like it here. i think that maybe you would like it here.
when i try to guess your trajectory i end up telling my own story.
i love you sideways daily.
i’ve been rereading your story. i think it’s about me in a way that might not be flattering, but that’s okay.
we dream and dream of being seen as we really are and then finally someone looks at us and sees us truly and we fail to measure up.
sometimes you get so close to someone you end up on the other side of them.
so here we are again: me being here and you being off the map.
do you have a human soul and can you prove it?
a robot can do the math. a robot can spit out an answer. people, they make it up as they go along.
i had a tape recorder. i poked and prodded.
i’ve been warned that i’m not supposed to threaten or beg for pieces of someone’s soul.
you said if people wanted to change the world, they would.
too bad for them. i want something else.
you know how i am. i push too hard. i get ahead of myself.
i’m learning how to be gentle.
love, love, go ahead and have another plate of it, it doesn’t run out.
of course, i wonder if you love me back, which is, really, besides the point.
sure, we invent each other. we agreed to that a long time ago.
here is a place for it to happen. a place where i can love you.