With Love, Cyrine

A digital journal

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It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Little Forest (2018)

[alwaysscreechingbasement]

[teashoesandhair]

This doesn’t include the best bit of the whole thing - she found the Twitter thread!

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quality content

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My kind of tagay. Nastress ko today soooo, tagay! Hahaha!

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Soooooo I made a playlist. I’m sorta frustrated cuz I can’t change the playlist photo art/cover due to internet connection issues sa amo area. Bahala na mo diha kung di aesthetic lol. Ge good night.

[withlovecyrine]

I've been depriving myself from reading English books kay feel nako I am not studying enough Deutsch lately and di nako deserve to have leisure reading. I'm tired. I wanna cry. This is making me sad.

[metamorphesque]

on finding little heavens 

Perihelion: A History of Touch by Franny Choi | Malcolm T. Liepke | ExpensiveTill9 (via reddit) | Benjamin (2018) |  ulvkvinne (via reddit) | Open House (1998) | Donald Hall | Norwegian Wood (2010) | Tennessee Williams

[withlovecyrine]

tender moments such as these sapat na sakin mami

[happyheidi]

Kitty couples enjoying themselves & each other

[crimsonder]

what lies between fight and flight?

[withlovecyrine]

what lies between fight and flight is a moment where you‘re uncertain whether to flee from who‘s about to cause you harm or to fight them. panic sets in and you’re now crippled by it. you freeze — mentally and physically. and the next thing you know, the hands of your perpetrator are now tightly wrapped around your neck, their claws buried deep down into your soul.

you failed to flee. now there’s nothing left for you to do but to fight for your life, hoping and praying that the wounds will leave no scars.

[honeytuesday]

mothers and daughters existing as wretched mirrors of each other: i am all you could have been and you are all i might be.

[withlovecyrine]

Desk situation this morning.

Although I am not yet okay (cuz your babygirl is sick), I forced myself to do our homework. Draft pa lang nang printed haha ako na girevise after I took those photos.

I also printed a copy of Anne Frank Tagebuch hoping nga naa koy malearn sa iyang writing style (or sa iyang dad who translated the entire diary in Deutsch, I believe). I know it’s kinda illegal to do this pero I thought sa Germany na ko mo buy ug book gyud kay 1.) wa na koy budget for that and 2.) wala na koy space for new books.

Wala na bitaw koy gana aning kahimtanga tbh. Di gyud ko motivated these days to study our lessons pero I have to push myself to do this. Ako na lang ginaisip nga antos now, hayahay later hahaha!

Makawala ug gana gyud ako environment diri sa balay. Some people in our neighborhood just don’t care if naay madisturbo sa ilang ginabuhat. I don’t mind if magpa music sila from noon till late in afternoon PERO as early as 7AM kusog kaayo ilang music? Disco lang??

Isa pa ka factor nga makawala ug gana is ang online class set up. MECQ sucks. This government sucks. Hadlang gyud sa akong kaugmaon ning gakahitabo sa Pilipinas pero dapat gyud ko molaban lang gyud diri sizt. Minatay ning pandemic kanus-a ni mahuman ning hinampak nga kobed!

[withlovecyrine]

read your recent post... forgive yourself and move on na po

yes, I already have forgiven myself a long time ago. naka move on na sad ko hihi. ingat ka anon tsup tsup mwah

[withlovecyrine]

MECQ pa din ba jan sa Cebu? ingat ka lagi uwu

sadly, yeps. hahaha ayoko na dito sa pelepens

[withlovecyrine]

nagpapa anon pero antagal naman mag reply LOL jk. sana tulad ng dati dun sa old blog mo consistent ka mgpost kahit di ko gets kc bisaya haha!

which old blog though hahaha! sorna mejj busy lang ako these days pero nagrreply naman ako tulad ngayon hahaha! love you bro kung sino ka man :* :*

[withlovecyrine]

last time ka naki pag momol #honestyhourbaitey?? hahaha

huuuuuyyy!!!! hahahahaha! uhm...siguro naman matured na tayo lahat dito ano po???? 2019 hahahahaha ngeee bad man nang momol uuuyyy ngeeeee :p

[withlovecyrine]

miss ko na ung nag tatagalog ka sa post mo. pero oks din naman kung bisaya haha yan lang

ay wow hihihi. mas comfortable po kasi ako mag binisaya hihi :>