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Whisper/Blinky, They/Them (Blog's Host) ☆★ The Garden System / Lydia (as a whole), 19, INACTIVE ★☆ Read BYF + Pinned

[withmytailtotheworld]

small tiny update from 6/23/2026: we still don’t use the internet as much but we’ve moved socials, we make posts often on there but not too much as we used to on here, and we are no longer associating with this username of ours. we’ve made this account when we were still figuring ourselves out, which we were going through… A LOT. Let’s just say that. And now we have figured ourselves out! We are proud to be ourselves! We still have a wonderful relationship with our girlfriend, our love of our life, our future wife, and we’ll only be using tumblr and twitter (which our old twitter account is now locked because we also don’t associate with that username! especially because we have a girlfriend now! and we’re not a yumeshipper! we thought we were but honestly I think that was just to hide our feelings for our now girlfriend >w<… there was a character we liked that very much reminded us of her…) to look at fanarts (especially fictives of ours who want to look at fanarts of themselves), graphics for websites we make, and posts in general. we’re still thinking about renaming our youtube channel too soon (although we don’t post anything on there) but we haven’t decided on a clear username yet that separates us from our current alias and our old alias. (but not our system name— that’s so different!! we’re just moving on from this old chapter in our lives we keep thinking about… this old chapter that got us to where we are now and we couldn’t be happier. off topic but we graduated on the 6th this month! so maybe us graduating is the perfect way to put this account to rest)… the internet can be your worst enemy still so please, be mindful and take care of yourself when things get hard for you.

thank you for reading this tiny little update.

thank you too to our mutuals too for being the best mutuals we’ve had on here. we still think about some of you at times. we see how some of you are getting into interests and hyperfixations we’re into/we were into… that’s crazy! we wish we could talk about it all with you but life has bigger plans for us. we’re happy where we are now, who we are now... I guess we can call this, the big goodbye? a see you later? a thank you? we don’t know!

we’ll all see you later someday. thank you for everything.

— Whisper/Blinky (🐾) & everyone else from The Garden System

[mildeleef]

Something possessed me and made me wanna draw old men

[laraotsu]

Never seen this many black and brown people in an animated Disney show before, especially one that isn't a comedy.

Imagine if it was always like this 🥹

[rlairshark]

[withmytailtotheworld]

I think the internet currently is bad and that the early internet (certain spaces) were better than what we’re currently experiencing because more and more people are getting cyberbullying right now as we speak- hence is why I said certain spaces because most of the early internet was exactly the same as it is today, all of the cyberbullying, cyberstalking, cyberdocumenting dramas and internet persona’s and peoples’ lives, etc. it’s exhausting.

we, meaning everyone on here, need to get off the internet more. we need to go outside more and get some lives even if right now seems hopeless and seems like we have no future, there is always a future OFF the internet. stop wasting your time obsessing over people you’ll never meet, go actually touch grass, drink water, eat food, do something on your bucket list you actually wanted to do, reconnect with an old friend or a family member. hell even sing to yourself if you can.

we don’t care about the internet anymore, our girlfriend doesn’t care about the internet anymore, this shit is toxic. a looksies just for your current favorite fixation or two is good but obsessing over people you’ll never meet? that’s not good. please don’t do that. there’s so much more you can do with your time.

this is our last post ever on this site.

please don’t come find us ever. we love our life right now.

goodnight folks… for good this time.

— Whisper (🐾), and everyone else from The Garden System

[withmytailtotheworld]

yeah. It’s official. we’re going on break.

we

we don’t know when we’re going to be back.

probably whenever we feel 100% back to ourselves again. mental-wise.

otherwise… we’re going on break.

we can’t deal with this. there’s too much that’s happening that’s stressing us out. we need to let it all happen and let it crash and burn itself out in order to let ourselves heal again…

thanks. thank you to those who continue to support us. even if we don’t reply sometimes. we read them and. it means a ton to us. seriously. thank you. it. it gives us a little bit more courage to keep going. <3 /p

[withmytailtotheworld]

yeah. It’s official. we’re going on break.

we

we don’t know when we’re going to be back.

probably whenever we feel 100% back to ourselves again. mental-wise.

otherwise… we’re going on break.

we can’t deal with this. there’s too much that’s happening that’s stressing us out. we need to let it all happen and let it crash and burn itself out in order to let ourselves heal again…

thanks. thank you to those who continue to support us. even if we don’t reply sometimes. we read them and. it means a ton to us. seriously. thank you. it. it gives us a little bit more courage to keep going. <3 /p

[withmytailtotheworld]

ughhhh feeling like fucking ass.

fucking listening to rose’s ideas of just. going completely offline for a whole day or even a week. or even just making a new blog. change our identity to escape this horrible feeling we’re having!

we just. I don’t know. we don’t know.

next moment we’re okay then we just feel like absolute shit then feeling like we shouldn’t even be here anymore. we shouldn’t even exist.

maybe we need a break again.

maybe for a couple days or a week to get our minds off of this thing that’s really bothering us. we. we don’t want to talk about it please.

fuck.

[lamignonette]

[onionrimgs]

[sacred-portal]

[sacred-portal]

[refinedpet]

Reblog if you love Pikmin and hate the USA

[cubezart]

missing childhood animes again

[withmytailtotheworld]

There’s something strangely poetic about TMBG’s Let’s Get This Over, especially these lyrics

Even when you're out of work you still have a job to do Even when you don't know what it is, your job knows what it is What it is is it's coming to get you I'm talking to myself even when I'm saying "you"

Been thinking about it a lot lately…

[aropride]

u used to be able to put a dvd in your computer. and then u could watch it

[cabinette]

switch it up like nintendoooo