dead & buried

[winterlandwitch]

“When youre older youll want kids,” they said.

I stare at my fields of goats, my endless fields of goats. They were right.

[umhi-im-goner-blog]

Folks who didn’t have tumblr before 2010-2011ish didn’t have to deal with all those fucking gifs of that guy who worked as Peter Pan at Disneyland and subsequently hear about the drama that ensued when Tumblr Kids kept fuckig stalking him at work

[sadiepickles]

Me at 1am: If only this Buzzfeed Quiz will tell me which animated Disney pickle I am maybe I could find True Peace

[pukicho]

Hope everyone is well today !

[pukicho]

And tomorrow !!!!

[pukicho]

After that you’re on your own

[verytiny]

i love crying about everything it’s very humbling

[dankmemeuniversity]

[riverclan-moved-deactivated2019]

me: poke th cat

cat: mrrhp

me every time: wow.

[bipolarbotany]

Me when i’m feeling depressed with a lil side of mania:

[gaylittlethree]

the signs as things to live for

aries: listening to really old songs, roadtrips, buying scented candles

taurus: big dogs, space buns, good sketches on maths homework

gemini: sweatpants, a crowd cheering you on, being listened to

cancer: walks on the beach, festivals, sleeping in for way too long

leo: cat paws, standing up for yourself, freshly made popcorn at a sleepover

virgo: watching fireworks from far away, smoothies, holding hands in public

libra: embroidered bomber jackets, the smell of old books, fairy lights

scorpio: perfect winged eyeliner, the feeling of fresh sheets, smiling really wide

sagittarius: cuddling by the fireplace, yellow roses, blue summer skies

capricorn: birthday cakes, understanding something in another language, loud laughter

aquarius: making double denim look good, stargazing, getting the perfect photo

pisces: bubblegum-blowing competitions, candyfloss, mixing paints together

[manicbones]

you know what’s more freeing than killing yourself? running away to a small town and getting a job as a waitress. buying a cheap car and sticking a bed in the back and driving southwest. adopting a cat. learning a new instrument. moving apartments. visiting a friend in another city. chopping all your hair off.

you can kill your current life without dying. you can kill this version of you and make a new one.

maybe I’m just a bipolar sucker for rebirth but sometimes that thought is all that keeps me alive

[jointphotographicexportsgroup-d]

mood: adam scott’s face at the exact moment that he realizes he’s about to meet mark hamill

[jointphotographicexportsgroup-d]

additional mood: adam scott’s face immediately after seeing mark hamill

[tedallen]

I don’t even have to turn the tv on to be watching chopped. I just close my eyes and suddenly amanda freitag is judging me.

[thatbipolarfeelwhen]

senses of bipolar: tastes

tastes of mania: copper, artificial grape flavor, an energy drink you’ve never tried before, mountain dew, midnight air hitting your mouth, cheese balls, vegetables, 7/11 slurpees

tastes of depression: macaroni and cheese, salt, coffee for the first time in a while, shower water, pringles, dirt, your bedroom carpet, ramen, over/undercooked eggs

[wildmoonflowerchild-deactivated]

Literally me

[bipolarbean]

me, drunk at 2pm, buying a professional embroidery kit online while waiting for my hair to bleach: i’m not manic, i’m a Creative Spirit

[messy-beautiful-grace]

when your therapist tells you to practice self care but you feel shitty

[nghtlamp]

Mental illness is tirering as hell like you can be having a good day and still have voices telling you to kill yourself like bitch I know I should but let me enjoy this movie please I’ll call you back later