Okay, this is a long ass read but i just want to address something even if I'm not accused..(yet) but i just want to be clear on something. First and foremost. I would like to heavily apologize to every person who drew YCH stuff or even your own art and I freaking traced em even if it need to be paid because of commissions (of course I was broke back then but that's not an excuse for me to fucking trace in the first place). I have old art that I've made back when I was 18 (and even in my teen years), it's all traced sadly but I mean the poses and not other shit (okay maybe mouths and eyes). I have been struggling to even make art back then because of my school and stuff that I forgot I have social media for them but never uploaded anything, half my stuff is NSFW (but when I was 18 so last year). I wanted to say this to get it off my damn chest and y'all didn't ask but here it is.
(Art's on the bottom)
I'm currently still learning to draw but in my own style but even with that i'm still kinda falling back on tracing, I know it's wrong but at least i'm still improving little but little like I have improved drawing hair and some facials (eyes and mouth ofc). The traced part is obviously from Pinterest and a YCH website for NSFW...yeah I know it's stealing but hey nowadays I have bought those posing stamps on Etsy even body part stamps for it too. Doesn't clear the fact i've traced on other people's stuff and I do want to be deeply sorry for doing such shit.
Everyone had their own drawing experiences growing up along with tracing but practice is always a way to go even when I did, I didn't trace when I was like...10 or something? And that all went to the trash by my parents (why? Bc it was FNAF) and it was all in a makeshift notebook I made, so I moved to digital at 13 and that's where the tracing began, made my first art that wasn't even traced at all (its missing so please don't ask because it was in an old device and I still didn't know how to use ibis paint x back then, but it looked like a weird pokemon but yeah)ย still, I started to trace from there EVEN ON PAPER (old tab under paper trick) and yes I was told by my friends that's not the way to go if I want to start to draw right, yeah I know but it became a habit but now i'm looking back at my shit and said "shit, I feel like a faker" so I start to just...buy etsy stamps and went from there, even if i'm still needing to improve on anatomy and shit and I found a YouTuber who talks about the anatomy and stuff like that (Fungzau is the youtuber) and yeah, did her methods and from others too....still practicing even if its hard but i'm hanging on, so i just use the Etsy stuff for now and still continue to practice finding my own style of art.
Again it's a long ass read but I just want to get this off my chest because just seeing others have their own drawing signature and here I am, tracing bodies and mouths for my own use and that's just wrong so I want to continue to practice my own style and ACTUALLY put effort in it. Doing everything I can to learn even if school is shit (yes, a damn 19 year old in high school who's gonna be held back for the first time to finish and graduate for a few months) at least nobody knows about my socials so we're good. I don't want to come out sounding like a dick or something, sorry if I did!..
Anyways enough yapping, here's the art that's traced and from etsy stamps I BOUGHT... Oh and one from CSP 3D model thing.
Traced bodies but not the hair but yes to some of the eye
CSP + bought off Etsy on the bottom
NSFW ONE'S ARE ON MY PATREON, HALF ON X/BLUESKY. DNI MINORS!
PLEASE do yourself a favour and check out this wikipedia-styled template for google drive, made by @ Rukidut on twitter
I decided to try to sort my ideas and whats canon regarding my ocs with this and ITS PERFECT. IT ALL FEELS SO CONRETE. and i sure as hell AM Going to continue to use this with every single OC I have until google drives is set ablaze- Just!!!!!!!!
Also; link directly to the doc, just copy the file and you have your own lil template!!!!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: ๅใฎใใผใญใผใขใซใใใข | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Todoroki Family & Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto
Characters: Todoroki Family (My Hero Academia), Todoroki Shouto, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Siblings (My Hero Academia)
Additional Tags: RABENVATER AU, Dabi | Todoroki Touya is a Little Shit, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting
Summary:
AIGHT, CHAPTER ONE IS READY. few chapters will probably just be them and soon enough the next other chapters will be class 1A, Aizawa, present Mic, and All Might... Burnin' is involved ๐คซ
Anyways, it's all about a deadbeat father being the shittiest father than cannon, have fun reading chapter one! (More tags will be added soon when I add chapter 2 and so on!)
if anyone has the time i would really really appreciate it if you report this account for taking my content (dont harass them just report and move on) - i think its the copyright infringement one
ive been a fan of them for over 6 years they do this alot sadly i still love them though <3
That's great that you're a big fan! I've only been their fan for a year now, but hearing you say they do this a lot lifts my anxiety more, so thanks for telling me that! ๐
I might have to restart my blog for reasons, I'm letting things go with the whole kittielitta and Doom stuff behind (no I don't mean like leave them as a fan but the whole incident behind) and just move on. I have been somewhat anxious to upload a post about my drawing and doubts for a long time until they left for a break.
I felt brave to share when they were still online, but understanding the fact I may have gone overboard and paranoid with the shit of others throwing things in my head of others assuming something bad about them. I'm so naive that I hate myself for it, but yes... I want to restart my blog for a fresh clean and move on from this whole fiasco.
I may have gotten dramatic about it somewhat due to others spreading misinformation about them and I feel like a total idiot about it, I'm pissed at myself for believing this shit, I don't know why I didn't stick to the idea of my note stating I would welcome them back with open arms if they return again, and then BOOM, the amount of assumptions and address leak got in the way...
I still feel guilty for calling but glad Kittie isn't mad at me, tho I always feel like I went overboard with crossing that boundary due to my past, like literally my friend was fine though they were into mental issues that my parents used the suicidal hotline on them that was meant for me, blaming me for saying I'm enabling that when I never did, I was just trying to help them. Or like my old ex calling DFS on my parents when I told them not to...
I still feel sorry, but this post will be the last I will talk about the whole fiasco of what happened. I will forever understand what they need and that's them having a break, and none of that misinformation shit I find online...
Sorry to everyone who was affected, but after seeing an ask made me realize how stupid I really am.
From now on, I'll just move on, let them have their break while I remain as their fan and probably moot again or not, their choice but I hate how I went over their boundaries... Anyways, enough about this. I'm moving on and restarting this blog FOR MY PERSONAL USE!
Thanks for reading.
P. S: to those that have followed me can unfollow or stay if y'all want to, your choice not mine, but thanks for following even if you unfollow my blog!
this is just a reminder, every kittie and doom fans should understand that whenever they leave, just ignore it. donโt make a fuss abt them leaving. sometimes when their fans make a huge issue abt it, it just makes them harder to come back. i just dont want you or other fans to make the same mistakes again, its not a bad thing to feel thoughtful abt someone but some other ppl take things differently. some would want that attention and some wouldnt. so pls, just ignore them, let them take their break. thank u.
Yeah, I've seen the note and left them my note saying I'll welcome them back if they ever do come back, but I got paranoid when others started putting ideas to my head getting me anxious... But next time, I'll just let it be, maybe say they just need a break and move on, thanks.. I just hate getting emotional over everything that goes on even I know what fake news is but, Jesus I had a storm... But yeah, next time it won't happen, swear to God I won't do it again