âMy Celebrity Worship, or: How I Learned to Stop Stanning and See the Human
In 1994, Kurt busiek wrote a miniseries called Marvels which centered on a journalist by the name of Phill Sheldon. He grew to admire all these heroes around him until the night that gwen Stacy died. This is where he grew frustrated and decided to call it quits. Like Sheldon, i too grew frustated and started to see the flaws of people i considered heroes like a few years ago when I got tired of worshipping Scarlett Johansson and saw that the celebrity world was nothing but filth.
One day however, i found myself falling for another celebrity after watching ready or not 2, but this time she was different. Samara Weaving, famous scream queen and multi talented actor who was just lauded for her performance in Carolina Caroline. When I first got into her I obviously didnt want to make the same mistakes as I did with scarjo where I kept on defending her really really bad shit, but the thing was I was consuming her wrong this whole time and not in a healthy way. Recently ive been watching a lot of samaras interviews and honestly ive become smitten. She not only has that charismatic energy, but she also has that brutal honesty that I dont see much from celebs. We're used to seeing manufactured and safe reactions from them. And when trying to be quirky, they just end up insufferable. But Samara on the other hand manages to pull off being a flawed person while still being able to dodge controversies, being kind to people, and be honest about herself. I feel safer when I connect to an actress who has nothing to hide. Theres no smoke and mirrors. And when she does something thats problematic shes able to come to her senses instead of doubling down. Shes someone you can actually relate to and I feel like shes the perfect example of how we should look at celebrities.
We shouldn't see them as gods or superheroes. We should see them as humans. I think its good to call them out on problematic stuff, but if I remember that one scarlett interview once she made a point about not being a role model. Even though I am still not happy about the choices she made, she is correct. Its okay to love and relate to celebrities. Its okay to connect with them as long as you know that they are not perfect. They're a lot like the greek deities of old. Powerful, but deeply flawed. A lot of those gos were vengeful, unfaithful, and always getting into public feuds and I feel like celebrities perfectly mirror this except this time theyre real.
I love Samara and I hope i continue consume to celebrities in a healthy non cult like manner. Like i said its okay to get attached to a celebrity and you do not to agree with everything they say. I was like that with scarlett. Even though I was somewhat still a teenager, I still feel remorse about brushing off all those problematic things and defending her instead of looking at it as wrong.













