WOLVPUNK

[wolvpunk]

INTRO.

wolvpunk.

18 yrs. he/him.

i made this tumblr mostly to talk about the disorders i have and how they impact me, although there may be a few off topic posts here and there. below is some information about my mental health and boundaries that will be relevant throughout this blog.

i have DID. i prefer for all my parts to be treated as part of a greater whole. do not ask me who is fronting without prior permission to do so. do not treat my parts as fully separate people. i may forget information from time to time, this is a result of my DID.

i do not have empathy. do not expect me to act like i do. the purpose of this blog is to not have to mask as heavily.

i am schizoaffective. if you intentionally try to trigger me into psychosis, i will block you. this includes "i'm in your walls" and other similar jokes.

this should be everything relevant. my DMs are always open, and you are free to ask me any questions whenever.

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should i try unmasking my aspd more around the people in my life?

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i'm bored, i need to do something stupid.

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update: did something stupid, still bored.

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i'm bored, i need to do something stupid.

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so i'm relatively new to internet personality disorder communities, could someone explain what an "exception" is in relation to ASPD?

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why do people always ask me if i watch gore when i mention my ASPD traits LMFAO... i had someone today be like "i think i have it too... i watch gore... do you watch gore :)" like as if that's a symptom of ASPD or some shit. no, it's not an ASPD symptom, it's an internet edgelord symptom.

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question for people with ASPD, how did you get diagnosed? i show a lot of ASPD symptoms, and i meet the criteria, but i am not really sure how to go about getting a proper assessment or what to expect during one.

[nudyl-deactivated20241025]

Hey, man.

I'm assuming you know about the legal implications of getting a formal diagnosis and still want to get one. Here's what I know from my experiences:

They let me talk about why I was there, with a lot of unstructured conversations, after they narrowed things down, they mostly just asked me more specific questions and had me fill out a few questionnaires. It took a few months of appointments to get it finalized, because very few psychiatrists worth their salt will diagnose someone with a PD after only a few sessions. Don't expect it to be a one-and-done.

I know you have he/him pronouns and I respect that 100% BUT, if you are AFAB, be assertive of what you know about yourself, and be aware of the sex biases among cluster B disorders. My previous psychiatrist kept diagnosing me with anything else they could to avoid putting ASPD on my chart, even though I had the CD diagnosis as a child. Their reasoning? "You present with antisocial traits, but they can be explained by a traumatic upbringing." (As if personality disorders don't have a heavy chunk of their origin from trauma, regardless of sex.) In other cases, "ASPD is a male disorder."

EDIT:

- If you are asked for examples of things you have done to fulfill the "Failure to conform to social norms concerning lawful behaviors, such as performing acts that are grounds for arrest," point, be mindful of what they legally can and can't report.

[wolvpunk]

thank you, yeah this helps a lot. i do know about the implications of a diagnosis, but i want to get one anyways because i don't want to be written off as another self-diagnosing edgy teen. i am AFAB, so the note about being assertive helps a lot. also, which things are they able to report? i have talked in the past about some crimes i have committed, and i don't really know if they can report it or not since i never considered that at the time.

[wolvpunk]

question for people with ASPD, how did you get diagnosed? i show a lot of ASPD symptoms, and i meet the criteria, but i am not really sure how to go about getting a proper assessment or what to expect during one.