Scattered Emotion

[womboing]

I’ve done regrettable things for the right reason; all to keep you alive. Those eyes that were once your mother’s continue to pierce my soul even long after her death. I walk these halls and remember her beauty and kindness , and when you turn to look at me I remember what it is that binds us . We fight for the ones we love and expect nothing back and we look for the light when everything has turned black.

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Walking alone til my feet are raw to the bone Its not that I choose this , but seemingly I continue to be dismissed. I’ve walked for what seems to be ages my loneliness could be a book of infinite pages, all the while I look to the sky and watch every cloud, sun, moon, and star pass by.

[womboing]

Having an attachment to someone that doesn’t match your energy is painful, once you figure it out it’s like walking in the cold rain without a coat . You try to detach by not checking your phone , and even if you reach out to them you’re still alone .

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If you could see what I see , you’d see that you’re ALWAYS there for me . You’re on my mind and in my heart because I’ve loved you from the very start but, I think you know this and its easier for you to dismiss , than to admit you love another and watch my heart break and slowly recover .

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I spent the day laying in the grass with you , looking up at the sky not saying a word , hearing nothing but a serenade from a little bird . Our thoughts to ourselves yet I know what you were thinking , Imagining a life with just me and you so peaceful and calm. Balancing each other out , in between glances you reached out and grabbed my hand, intertwined our fingers for a closer connection but then you pulled away slowly and I felt like you changed direction. To feel your love is all that I want ✨

[womboing]

There are storms in our lives that cause a new “us” to be born , we are no longer as fragile and so easily torn , we convert the chaos and rage into words on a page and we live to see another day

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There is a comfort in knowing we are under the same sky , staring at the same moon .

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It’s 2 am and you’re on my mind , no matter where I go i can’t leave you behind .

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The love I have for you runs so deep within me

Like the secrets in the water of a raging sea

Its power and strength are beyond compare

Being near me will leave you gasping for air

At times overbearing and too much to handle

But intense and warm like the flame of a candle

know that it will always be here and yours

Whenever your ready meet me where the water meets

Shore.

~s.m.

[womboing]

Bittersweet goodbye .

[valentina-poem]

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I need to move away , to a place where I don't know anyone . I worry too much about things I cannot control and people that don't think twice about me .

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My hand is telling a story while the pages listen 👂

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I need friends ...

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I pour my heart into the biggest glass I can find

I sit there patiently waiting for you to take the first drink , but nothing .

It seems as if you'd rather be thirsty than rehydrate yourself with my love

It's not a bad thing

You keep searching for something to quench your thirst over looking my glass , I promise you my love isn't rehearsed.

Take a sip , try it I'll be okay if you deny it and if you like it there's plenty more where that came from

My love is as strong as a bottle of spiced rum

[womboing]

My heart is stuck on you . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

[womboing]

You are the thing I wish for when I blow out my birthday candles 🎂